Clock is ticking!

Latest addition to life happily ever after...
Congrats to Awoi n Syamil~

Hot and Cold

I just received my 'bestest' birthday present this year!

I really really like it!

Now, please drool over it.... heheh...



Ok...that was the fun part for today.....

I know i haven't been updating my blog for quite some time.
Have been busy and also ran out of idea on what to blog.

Life seems normal, or maybe boring to others since nothing exciting is happening.

Perhaps today, i felt a bit different.
We have a meeting this morning.
I actually feel sad and sorry for myself.

No, i dont really know how to describe the feeling, actually.
It's all mixed up with all sorta feeling.

I felt a sudden sad, angry, anxious, panic, shocked, terrified.
And it was a horrible picture when people start to notice it from my face.
I was so bad in hiding my emotions when it comes to situation like this.
It's like so obvious....
But that is not the problem.

Yeah, i agreed. I have my own weaknesses.
My own worst nightmare.

But the thing that i hate the most is,
I'M SCARED.

Of everything, to move on, to try on.
I dont know what is holding me back.

I believed that everyone around me is sick of it already.

Ah, can i change?
Can i move on?

Can i do this?

Change me please!

Remember The Name

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Love Today - Mika

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
All Good Things - Nelly Furtado

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Famous Last Words - MCR

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Tomorrow - Silverchair

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
See You Again- Miley Cyrus

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Jenny - The Click 5

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ordinary Day - Vanessa Carlton

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Tired of Being Sorry - Enrique Iglesias

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Apologize - One Republic

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
I dont Love you - MCR

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lullabies - All Time Low

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Bittersweet - Sara Bareilles

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Everyday - HSM2 zac Efron & Vanesa Hudgens

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Say (All I Need) - One Republic

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I dont Give a Damn - Avril Lavigne

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Big Girls Dont Cry - Fergie

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Hey Ya - Outkast

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
To the Moon and Back - Savage Garden

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Used to Love You - John Legend

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Give it To Me - Timbaland ft Nelly & JT

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Remember the name - Fort Minor

*Tengah berkira2 nk update ape dlm blog, came across this while browsing facebook and found it fun. Now, nk tag org plak lah....

1. Chicz


2. Nuyue


3. Rabbit


4. Yusza


5. Kemal


6. Dan semua yg baca blog ini!

Soalan dan jawapan

Ok... aku dah tau dah
Dalam dunia ni, ade org yg menarek dan ade org yg membosankan.... aku bajet aku adelah org yg membosankan itu.

Mengapakah?

Sebab, setiap kali aku nk buat entry br dlm blog, aku tatau nk citer ape...
Tak keBOSSanan kah?

Maka, aku ingin cube berblog pasal org lain.... bukan pasal gossip ye.... tapi pasal keletah mereka.....
Siapakah?

Sape2 je la, yg bisa buat aku ketawa, sedey, terdiam, mengamuk~

Aku slalu envy dgn org lain.... mereka mcm ade semuanye...

Aku juge ade ape yg mereka ade, tp mereka lebey menggunakannye.
Apekah?

Entah, maybe otak untuk berpikir... dan macam2 lg.

Mari, aku bg contoh org2 di sekeliling aku:

• Nomie - dia boleh drive, dia boleh pegi mana2 je sukati.
  


• Chimfenzi - Dia bijak menyembunyikan badan yg besar menjadi kecil di dalam gambar2 dan berjaya membuatkan aku yg lebey kecik sebenarnye menjadi seperti resakse!
  


• Niu Yu - Sentiasa nampak comel, walaupun di umah mcm selebet je, dan dia juge ade ramai kawan2 yg sgt sukakan dia, dan kawan2 dia juge adelah hot2 belake, membuatkan aku pelik cemane dia bleh tersangkut bersama dgn mereka
  


• Zoowa-chan - sgt petah berbicara, walaupun slalu emo. Sgt suke apabila dia
  melaser dgn berani nyer terhadap org yg tidak disukai.... tp dia juge sgt sopannn....
  


• Nawharu - sentiasa berfikiran positif, yg kadang2 melanggar realiti, tp disebabkan kepositivitian nye itu lah, dia sentiasa ceria dan suke bergelak ketawa.
  

Mereka ini br sedikit....

Ade ramai lg, dan banyak lg.

Point nye di sini, mengape aku tidak seperti mereka?

Tidak ade ape2 yg kah yg boleh aku banggakan utk diri aku?

For real

I wanna say 'unique' actually, but i cant find any image to goes with it.

But, i do agree with the weird thing as well.

I wanna say that i'm weird too, actually.

I'm just weird, like really weird.

...

Nahh.... i just missed going to the office.

Cuti lama2 kat umah buat aku gile weird.