Tuesday, February 7

Salam to everyone.
Seems like i havent been blogging long enuff rite.
Well, nothing to update though.
The status is still unemployed.
No comment on that.
Heard that some of my friends had been offered already.
Rezeki masing2 kan... Happy for them...
I'll pray harder for mine ...:)

I think it's time for me to do something,
rather than just sit back at home.
So, for the first time ,
followed Mama to her Harfiah class (not sure the spelling...)
As expected la kan...
i'm the only young lady in the class...not suprising at all.
It was good.
Mama seated at front, coz she's the treasure (i supposed) collecting the monthly fees from all her friends.
I watched her from my fourth row seat, looking at her and her friends....
mama is so small....like me among my friends...but it seems like everyone knew her...

The class was good, pengisian was nice and understandable eventho the ustaz was actually from Indonesia. He was teaching at front ayah from Ali Imran: 56-58. About 2 types of people; the believers and the disbelievers, the rewards and the azab, and also reminder of the late prophets before Muhammad S.A.W. from Quran.

He also touched a lil bit of the hot controversy issues in the world today. What else, about the Danish Cartoon potraying Rasulullah which had make all Muslims in the whole world mad and angry bout it. Well, i personally think that we shud, coz dont u think our pride and dignity as a Muslim had been violated by them making a fool of our Prophet SAW? If we dont have our stand on this issue, just wait till their next step on making fool of our religion then.Unless, you dont care about it at all. They might not realized that, they just triggered the wrong button, like a wake up call.

Anyways, the issues are more likely like 'membuka pekung di dada' for them. While they were denying and sitting behind the reason of " the freedom of speech ". They were actually letting everyone knows that, the freedom that they were using are destroying them back. It just dont work if u dont have the sensitivity towards religion. And if u see it clearly, the freedom that the were holding at is actually killing them inside, u can see it through their family institution, government administration , and now, their newspapers.
Well, we all know that every freedom without responsibility, will only leads to disaster....
I dun really know how to comment much about this, but that's a lil bit of my two cents that i can think of now...

Owh...one more thing, wut we can do now is...boycott products from them....that's better than using violance or wutever....silence killer beb...

Back to my day today, it was not the first time of attending such classes with mama, been doing that eversince after SPM (since i'm at home doing nothing, dun wanna work some more, that;s the only thing that mum can think of for me).
Kinda worried too actually.

Well, with current situation, mama and abah do urged me to go and get a casual job while waiting for Pet offer. Well, it's not that i dun wanna do that , but it's just that, i dun wanna do it yet, there's another thing that i am prioritizing at now.
It's hard now, u dont have any income, and u dont wanna just being dependent on ur parents for financial stuff, and u also need to recharge ur mobile phone, ha!
Arghh...talking bout this, makes me feel angry, still not receiving any money on our key deposit and end-of-studies allowance from Pet! Urghh....wondering what taken them this long, it's almost 2 months already.....

Sigh...
I wanted to do so many things actually,
but none really had achieved any progress.

Been reading my previous entries since last year.
Funny when u read it back.
Sometimes u feel like, "OMG how in the world did i wrote all this...?"
Some are just crap...
but then, i enjoyed looking back at my edited images that i posted together with the entries.
It somehow had make me feel soooo the 'rindus' with Brisbane!
I wonder whether my future entries will be as exciting as my previous ones? At least, exciting and all for me , that's enuff.

ok la...ngantuk already....
nitey...
just wait for another entry a few days later or more....
depends on my mood too...

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