For real

I wanna say 'unique' actually, but i cant find any image to goes with it.

But, i do agree with the weird thing as well.

I wanna say that i'm weird too, actually.

I'm just weird, like really weird.

...

Nahh.... i just missed going to the office.

Cuti lama2 kat umah buat aku gile weird.

My Best Frens Wedding~

Happy!

So, who's next? :P

Chop, rewind sket.

Among my batch, actually Salwa is the second one to get married.

Mastq was the first.

Alwi & Mastq

And, yes. I went to witness her Solemnization (chewaah...) and also the wedding reception. Was also appointed as a backup photographer, where in the end, all pics looks like crap to me. Sorry Mastq, i'm so frustrated with my dgcam, especially when using it indoor. Actually, sendiri tak reti gune, suke menyalahkan kamera...

So, dh 2 member kawin. Actually, ramai lg sebenarnye, kalo nk kire kawan skolah, kawan uni, kawan Pet scholar OZ/NZ, kawan ofis ngan keje.

But i always refer my Brissy Batch as a very special and dear one
to me. We sort of have a strong, unique and special bond between us. I think it's bcoz, we've gone thru a lot of things together, and have been there during each others ups and down. I mean, i dunno if others realize it or not, But, i really really do.

And lately, i know i have been quite a distance to everyone... Not keeping in touch for quite some time. I've been a very bad fren, i guess.

And dat is why, on their special days, i will try to be there.

To witness. To give support. To celebrate.

Coz, i think dats wut frens are for. Especially those special ones.

A fren also said that, dapat berkat jadik witness ur frens nikah. I always wonder, is it true. And he said, "No, it's actually a motivation and that the clock is ticking".

And, suddenly, i realized that.... true, the clock is ticking. And i have to go to sleep, coz tmrw tu keje.... Heheh...

Ahh...lari dari kenyataan lagi....

So you think you can talk?

I hate having dilemmas of having to do things that I dont fancy much. But, somehow that sort of things could be useful to me, they said.


People are unique.
Some people likes to talk.
And some people dont.


Some people talk craps.
And some just prefer to be silent.


What i prefer is, to be a listener.
I'm not saying that i'm a good listener.
But probably i'm not good in speeches.

But now, to survive in this so called global and competent organization, to have that ability is like a big bonus! You'll get noticed straight away,everyone impressed with you, you'll look confidence and most of the time, you'll convince people.


That sounded so great, right.
I bet everyone wants that.


How I wished people can accept the reality that, we human are not perfect. We have the goods and the bads, likes and dislikes etc.

Tapi, practice makes perfect la pulak kan....

I guess i couldn't find any reason to not doing it.
So, just bring it on!

Work it out

I feel so fresh. Really.

But i gotta feeling that tomorrow is gonna be all pain and
strain!

Ouchh!

But Yeay!

For taking the challenge!

Well, is it worth it?

It's probably easy to start, but hard to continuosly doing it. Sometimes you'll feel that the things you do, you do it because of others.

You tried to do it for yourself, but ended up being so stress and emo about it.

Some says that one day you'll do it with all the passion that you have. But until that time, you just have to push yourself...

Coz, one fine day it will all be WORTH IT... hope so...

This topic is so general.... not focusing on any... but it does relate to so many things.

Because what you like now is so not what you will be doing...But you can try to learn to like it.... coz maybe you'll like it after that...and if you dont, at least u get to know that u dont like it.

And from there, u'll know what u really really want....

but of coz, after goin through all the hassle, u'll probably think twice... whether u should go for it or not... and whether it's all worth it.

Ah, whatever.

U go figure it....

Reminiscing the days WHERE life is so easy to live.

i'm back!

Erm..sudah agak lama tak update blog... (Agak lama? 5 bulan
kot?~)

Mula mengemas2 sambil meniup2 habuk2
yg melekat2 dan berterbangan tatkala menekan button "Sign in" tadi.

Otak masih berfikir, nk update ape kah?

Sudah lama tak menggunakan otak kanan untuk menulis dan
meluahkan segala yg terbuku di hati dan minda.

Terasa blog ini agak kusam. Memerlukan sedikit perubahan...

The blog needs more colour ....like C.O.L.O.U.R s hey... tuka gamba
atas tu lah...

Not sure if people do read my blog or not, it doesn't matter to me.


I used to write everything i want here. Everything i like, everything i
see...

I remembered those good old days during uni life, blog was the best place to share things with my frens (rabbit especially) Nope...i dont wanna talk about the past anymore....

Somehow, i lost all the passion to write, sometimes i felt that my life has been a bit dry and monotonous...sounds pretty boring...i know.


(a few minutes of silence...lama gak)

Ok... tuka mode.

Mungkin kena tambah sedikit perencah rasa masam masin dalam kehidupan aku
kan... Barulah hidup penuh warna-warni...

Walaupun kadang2 mendung,kadang2 hujan, kadang2 panas, kadang2 ade
rainbow...
Tapi lebih baik daripada takade langsung kan....

So people..... beware because I'm back!

(Hanya hiasan semata: Gambar menggapai langit... sangat suka! )

Baiklah,

Masih sempat lagi nak wish.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Currently Listening to: Stop and Stare ~ OneRepublic


Recently, i was away to Phnom Penh in Cambodia, for some work
commitment of course.

Its good to be away from the normal work routine.
Breathing a new kind of air, looking at the different kind of people, the trip
was relaxing as well.

But the best part is, the feeling of grateful to Allah. Comparing M'sia and Cambodia, too much different. Cambodia was like us in the 60s-70s. Although, i was'nt even born yet, but i can imagine it, plus Pok Him also said the same thing.

They live a very simple life and yet they look so happy. Another country where i could'nt bare the traffic jammed. It's worst than KL, except that i think they are more civilized on the road rather than M'sian drivers.

I was amazed to see that apart of Tuk-tuk (some kind of Cab/taxi there) as the public transportation, they also have motorbike as a taxi, where they carried 3 passengers at a time (which means 4 people on a motorbike!) It seems that the seat were a bit longer than usual. I find it interesting and amusing....hehe...

Majority of them speaks English really well that i dont think we have any prob especially when doing SOME shopping and bargaining at the Central Market. Quite an interesting place to find souvenirs and also clothes (and also women accessories ie jewelleries with all the batu2 kaler2 yg lawa sgt!! ) I can stay there forever admiring
all those things.

I also found out that their teenagers are so into studies so much. They are highly spirited and very ambitious. When asked what would they do if they become the Prime Minister, most of them said that they want to develop their country to be at par with other developed country neighbours which includes ours. They went for English classes, trying out for every kind of scholarship..... they are so bersemangat! and very mature for their age. Their views are also different from our youngsters here.


Overall, i really enjoyed the trip so much. Unfortunately, due to limited time to go for sight seeing, i only managed to snap pictures from inside the car. And i have to forget about getting into the pictures as i am now are in so very serious skin damage. I dun wanna talk about it much. So most of the pictures are landscapes and buildings. They do have a very nice architecture of building especially the French's design from years ago. To see bigger and clearer pictures, go and see my flickrs.

One historical place where we were able to visit was the TOUL SLENG Museum of
Genocidal Crime. It was actually a school but was used during the Khmer Rouge
regime as a torture facility. The place is a bit scary and full of pictures of
the victims. If i have spare time, I'll put up some pics from there....

All i can say here is that.... I really enjoy it.... very much!

So, where to for the next trip? :p

Happy New Year!

Kicking start the brand new 2008 with fresh and funky new look for my room.

Ok, not exactly new, but i've actually spent my holidays painting my bedroom with colours of grapes and sakura. How kewl is that? :p

From gloomy blue walls to fresh green grape and sakura red walls really turned the room to a much more alive and kicking sensation! There's nothin much that i can do to my room actually, just have to used what ever was there, only changed a bit here and there. Not really a major make-over... but still, i'm loving it. And not to mention, the end of year spring cleaning. I just hope it will last longer than before....

A few trips to Ikea was great and inspiring. Loved all their modern contemporary looks and designs. If only i could grab all those things without having to worried bout my pocket. But in the end, i knew, i dont really need it.... perhaps someday when i have a place i called My Home...

Lately, I realized that I've been a bit grumpy, cant help it. Sorry!

But i'm trying to control it. Even after discovering that i hate conflicts in life, in which I realized more conflicts arise, i'll go berserk. Tht's where the grumpiness starts coming. Which means, i really have to stay away from it.

This year, I'm gonna change ' everything '.

Now, I go for mine.

I gotta shine.

Now throw your hands up in the sky!

XoXo,

FaZz