Wednesday, December 28

I'm back in my house finally..
Got myself a new room to myself now..
But still, the kids really like my room, they just like hang out in my room..shuhh..
I'm still waiting for all my stuff that i send by Jetta to arrive..
actually...i want my PC..
all my harta karun is in there...
and fighting for one laptop in the house is so not my favour now...

Btw,
what's my feeling now?
I still cant believe that i'm actually back home and will not be comin back to brizzy anymore..
sad...
the truth is:
I miss Brissy so much!
it's not that i hate M'sia or wut..
it's just that , Brissy is like a home to me...
i dont feel like i'm home now!!

And while i'm looking surrounding me is so not "healthy"...
'sigh'
reality....that i need to face this time...
just have to come out of my comfort zone for now...
gotta be strong coz i know i'm weak...
this is just the beginning...

a reminder to me:

Do people think that they will be left alone because they say;
"We believed", and will not be tested.

29:2


I throw stones at my eyes’cause for way too long
they’ve been dry

Plus they see what they shouldn’t from oppressed
babies to thighs

I throw stones at my tongue’cause it should really
keep its peace

I throw stones at my feet’cause they stray and lead
to defeat

A couple of big ones at my heart’cause the thing is
freezing cold

But my nafs is still alive and kicking unstoppable
and on a roll

I throw bricks at the devil so I’ll be sure to hit
him

But first at the man in the mirror so I can chase
out the venom


Wednesday, December 21

Today is the last day for me in Brissy.
I dont feel anything yet...
or probably mixed and undefined feeling...
been here for 3 1/2 yrs,
the place where i learned abt life a lot,
the place where i grow up to be like an adult,
the place that i feel secure to be me,
the place that i feel i belong here....
i'm so gonna miss everything here....
with all the people.....
always keep in touch k!!!

Will be flying off tonite at 11:50 pm
and insyaAllah arriving after Subuh tmrw.

What i've been doing lately?
meeting up with friends,
packing stuff,
cleaned the house (look so empty now),
settling all my excess baggage using Jetta air freight (100 kgs!!!!)
Had our last swim at CS last night, feels good!

Today?
i wanna take more photos for the last time!!!!
It's GIGAM time!!!!!!

last but not least,
GOODBYE BRISBANE!
WELCOME BACK TO MSIA!

Sunday, December 18

I'm packing up all my computer stuff in another few minutes...
no more internet after these....
sedey.... :(

Wednesday, December 14

Me with all friends who graduated the same day,
{ Najwa, K anie, Fitri, Aishah, k Mas and Group O}


I'm officially a UQ Graduate!!
And i got flowers on my convo day, thanx a lot salwa and mas!
The long awaited day was great, nice weather and all the photos was superb, thanx again to the photographer of the day, Itot and Salwa.
Everyone's happy, me too.
Cant really describe the feeling.
Dah selesai akhirnyer.....
my favourite


Saturday, December 10


Mynn, Aishah, Farid, Hafidz, Hasfuan and Nan convocation

It's Convocation Week at UQ.
Congratulations again to all students graduating this semester.
We've finally done!!~
Can't wait for my convo on Monday afternoon.
Went to the ceremony last Wednesday. First time witnessing the event, it was not as bad as what i think. In fact, much better, not a very long ceremony, and everything is so simple and smooth.

Me, Najwa, Salwa and Ili's convo will be next week. Yeay!!~



Wednesday, November 30


Dedicate to my girls, love u girls fillah....always...

Results out this morning. Took a look at it at early 6 am.
I can feel that my heart was beating faster, adrenaline was rushing , hands shaking and trembling.
Alhamdulillah, I'm graduating!!!~
Berkat doa ibu, berkat doa rakan2.
Syukur sangat sangat sangat.

Semalam anta Aiza n Dila ke Airport.
First time balik Mesia , seronok nk balik.
InsyaAllah jumpa lagi kat Mesia.
Setahun je sempat menjadi senior, but nice having juniors like both of u.
Kalo rindu, tgk la gamba2 gigams kita yg banyak2 tuh. hehhe..

Lepas ni, ade yg balik awal, ade yg balik lambat.
I'll be back home on the 21st Dec, InsyaAllah.

Cant wait for my CONVO on the 12th Dec.
Eventhough my family wont be around at that time,
(sendiri tak bg dtg...uwaa...padan muka!)
I'm sure their smile and prayers will be with me that day, ewwah...
Till then, lotsa packing stuff to be done....

Mixed feeling and emotion surrounding me
I hope this is the BEST for me given by Allah.
Ameen....

Monday, November 21

I'm back now from a week of visiting Toowomba at south Queensland. Visiting Li, a new friend from Uni South Qld (USQ). It was only 1 and a half hour of journey by bus. Can't believed that i went there alone, hohoho... But then Mas, Leen and Shazlin came along on Wednesday driving all along from Brissie.
Li and her friends brought me to a few nice places there. The weather was not that good a few days earlier, it was raining during the day. Toowomba was so cold during the night eventho it's already early of summer now.
Been around USQ, Japanese Garden, Toowomba City, Table Top Mountain, Picnic Point Lookout, and bush walking looking for wild kanggaroos...

Yeay...been here... in front of USQ signage


Lovely pics at Japanes Garden
Big thanks to these girls, for showing me around.
(fr Left: Me, Li, Shira, Jane)

Finally i'm on top of the TableTop Mountain

Some more nice pics with Leen, i'll get it soon and post it here later k!!~
That's the update for today....more soon...

Monday, November 14


My fellow grupmate for IT Project. This was taken during our final demo presentation in week 13. Look how small i am among them. But nice working with them, all so the brotherly one...heheh....and since most of them are singaporeans, my english now also become singlish already...ilang segala slang ozy....:P

anyway, this is for rabbit, jika anda rindu sama x-grupmate mu...especially yg pakai smart2 tuh...heheheh....


And by the time you guys reading this, i'm off to Towomba....
c ya guys next week....bubye!!~




Tuesday, November 8



Officially finished my eXam last night.
No comment bout the last paper.
Should be the lucky one coz finished earlier than others,
but then nobody finished their eXam yet,
so i'm left alone wondering what to do next.
To others who are still struggling with exam,

Ganbatte ne!

To all final year students,
pray hard that we'll graduate together-gether end of the year!

Pic above dedicated to u lovely gals!
raya lagi kan skrg??

Monday, November 7


Specially for Rabbit,
the long awaited PQSA jersey!
Wait till i come back and give u this!
We really love the design!
CONGRATS!
u won and u'll get one for free!!~

Sunday, November 6

I hope it is still not too late to put up a picture of us during raya. The last raya celebrated with friends far from our beloved family and struggling with eXam. But surely it will be a remembered memories for all of us graduating this year.

The celebration of Eid was held at Guyatt Park this year, eventhough it was raining (basah lencun!). This is so different with last year's Eid where the weather was quite hot and sunny! But, everyone was fine with it, raya tetap raya.

Not much people were there since some of them had celebrated raya a day before we did (WestEnd and Lutwyche people). But still everyone was there looking pretty and nice. Everyone from every country were there, Malaysian, Singaporean, Bruneians, Indonesians, everywhere....Yet another situation where we could not get it in Malaysia.

Rite after the celebration at the park, we went to open house at k Zah and A Suffian's house (at least satu open hs pegi) Then gigaming session were done at CS Swimming Pool area. After that, the Raya mode had to be off , changed into Study for Exam mode.

But still, it was a great Hari Raya....it was nice celebrating with you guys. I wish i could put more pics, but time would'nt let me to do so. Have another exam on Monday. Sorry for that...

Last but not least, Sorry Body and Soul, hehehe...

Salam Eidulfitri from Brisbane...................

Thursday, November 3

Alhamdulillah syukur lagi hari ni,
setelah pelbagai dugaan menimpa beberapa hari sebelum nk raya nih.
Memang tak ade yg dpt menolong dh.
Hanya dapat memohon drpd Allah jer.
Yg dah lepas tu, kena jadikan pengajaran.
Semoga lepas ni lebih berserah kpd Allah atas setiap yg terjadi dan akan terjadi.

Amat bersyukur kerana Allah mempermudahkan masalah ku.
Amat bersyukur kerana Allah melembutkan hati2 mereka.
Amat bersyukur kerana Allah menenangkan hatiku akhirnya.

Amat bersyukur sangat sangat sangat .....


So Verily, with every difficulty there is relief,
Verily, with every difficulty there is relief.

94:5-6

p/s: Brisbane raya Jumaat!! Esok raya!!~

Wednesday, November 2

Saya nk RAYA , tak nak EXAM.


Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Sunday, October 30

Start counting days for the exam, people!
coz now it's already
SWOTVAC!
Final eXamRaya
Sat 5th Nov TMAN3001
Mon 7th Nov COMP3502
wishing everyone
ALL the BEST!
Pray hard!

Saturday, October 29

Terrible!
Start badly and u'll end up bad too,
and vice versa!

So not in the mood
**bad thing can happen in the end!**

Thursday, October 27

Mood: The current mood of fazzanilzafrun at www.imood.com @ d lab anyway

Friday at last!
The last day of uni!
Still....one more assignment to go!
malam terakhir dgn assignment
malam terakhir tido lab

i wonder will i be missing it after this.....
uni life...
sometimes sweet...
sometimes terrible...
no more sleepless night...after this

Yet i'm still struggling for the last and final one
And at this time...
it's not yet finish...
just taking a break from doing modelling n visualisation.

i am sooooo the boring with this tucan thing rite now!!!

somebody get me out of the lab rite now!!!!!

(wasbir wama sobruka illa billah - dan bersabarlah, dan sabar itu tidak lain adalah drpd Allah)

Sabar Fazz, sket jer lagi!!!!!

Tuesday, October 25

Laylatul Qadr


In the name of God, Most Gracious, Most Merciful We have indeed revealed this (Message) in the Night of Power: And what will explain to thee what the Night of Power is? The Night of Power is better than a thousand months. Therein come down the angels and the Spirit by God's permission, on every errand: Peace!...This until the rise of morn!

Al-Qadr 97:1-5

Thursday, October 20

PROMO POSKAD RAYA




Istimewa bulan Ramadhan kali ini,
kirimkan Poskad Raya Pengganti Diri
kepada keluarga dan sahabat tercinta.

Harga:
$2 sekeping
$10 utk 6 keping


Dapatkan yg original,
limited edition nih!
bleh emel saya utk booking
atau jgn lupa datang Pasar Ramadhan Ahad ini,
InsyaAllah!


Friday, October 14

Firstly, salam Ramadhan al-Mubarak to everyone.
Sorry for not updating any entry lately.
Was being kept busy with studies and projects.

Today was great.
I'm so in the jacaranda mood nowadays.
Jacarandas 'everywhere.
Just so in love with it.
Here's a pic to express it.

A myth of Jacaranda here,
u know it's time to study for exam when u see jacarandas everywhere.
Well, might be true, cause exam is just around the corner.


Today was the final project demo day for my group.
The demo was at 10 am.
Don't u think time flies really fast?
Suddenly it's demo time already.
It really means that it's already near the end of semester.
Finally presenting our final product to the Project Office.
Everyone can't wait to finish it off.
And now it's done.

Rite after the demo,
rushed on doing the Info Sec assignment 2 due at 3pm.
Submitted it on time.
The feeling of relieves doubled up today.

Had iftar tonight at Darul Uloom.
They're having Qiyam after that.
I'll update more later of the week Insya Allah.

Thursday, October 13

Bisikan Malam

Bila ku didatangi malam
Gelora perasaan mencengkam dijiwa
Masihkah ada lagi
Dayaku menghindar dari kealpaan

Diterjah berbagai persoalan
Dihujani airmata penyesalan
Bisakah terhapus semua
Segala dosa-noda yang bertakhta

Terangi jalan hidupku
Dengan cahaya kasih Mu
Pimpinlah daku dengan hidayah Mu

Tuhanku...
Di malam syahdu ku merayu
Ampunilah segala dosaku yang lalu
Sujud ku mendambakan keredhaan Mu
Tempatkan daku di dalam rahmat Mu

Tuhanku...
Usah Kau biarkan diri ku
Hanyut terleka, di jiwa dunia membelenggu
Dan aku sesungguhnya pasrah pada Mu
Hidup matiku hanyalah untuk Mu

Ya Allah tunjukkan jalan kebenaran
Suburkan jiwa ku dengan keimanan
Hanya pada Mu Oh Tuhan
Ku sandarkan harapan


Monday, October 3

Best Wishes to Nuyu
(Nurul Izzati bt Ismail)
Selamat menghadapi PMR!
Moga tabah berjuang dlm peperiksaan.
Ganbatte!

October Blues

3/10 Modeling n Visualisation Mid Sem Exam
14/10 Info Security Ass 2 due
14/10 Project Final Demo
18/10 TMAN essay 2 due
21/10 Project Review Presentation
29/10 Modelling n Visualisation Ass 2 due

Ganbatte ne!

Sunday, October 2

postcard online for you

It's sad when u think that u'll be goin back after this semester.
But i think that's why they created digital camera.
It's for u to capture all the moments that u will never ever forget.
Last few days were packed with all sweet memories.
Went to all great places,with great friends, with great sceneries, Subhanallah!




Witnessing Sunrise at Mt Cootha was really great!
After Subuh Prayer with friends coming from NewCastle.
Love it so much!
Will definitely be remembered.










The next day, a day trip to Byron Bay. Love it so much too! Tho it was my second time being there. The scenery never ever bored me. Love this pic so much! For those who thought that i edited the pics, sorry to say but this pic is so totally original k! Just made it look like a postcard only...







Yesterday went to Gold Coast to visit K Izan. She's from Bond Uni. So it was my first time stepping into Bond Uni. One private Uni in Queensland with beautiful sceneries. Still with the Sandstone concept. Lotsa pictures taken but this one I like the most. Later when to Harbour Town, supposedly to do shopping. But ended up buying nothing. So straight ahead we off to Surfers Paradise. Wanting to watch the sunset, but it was at the other side. But still looking at the sea was more than a peaceful feeling to me.







And tomorrow, back to reality. The hustle and bustle of the uni life. One more mid sem exam paper. And continues with all remaining assignments and project to be done.

Ramadhan's coming. Will be the last Ramadhan for me in Brisbane. Still, am looking forward for it.



And now Jaccaranda's blooming. Will be getting nice pics of it , can't wait!

Monday, September 26

just a pseudo-break

Yupp...it's the mid semester break.
My groupmate called it pseudo-break.
Coz, the break are actually to do all the assignments and projects.
Well, it does'nt matter to me,
coz at least i have time to finish up stuff...
which are a lot!!


but....
a break is still a break....
This morning we had an Amazing Race Game.
We organized it ourselves, and it was fun.
Really tells u how well u know your uni (after 3 yrs living here!)
All the participants was very well sporting laaaah...
congrats to the winner!!!
Salwa and Fatin!!!~
Thanx to Keluarga Farid as the sponsor for the prize,Nando's.
Many more exciting activities comin through out the break!
Cant wait...!!~


Bu then, now i'm at d lab.
finishing up project stuff...
the user manual help software was'nt being a very good help at this time.
I dunno why it's not working here at the lab,eventho it worked well at home!
haihhh...
one good news,
Information security 2nd assignment due date was extended to the 14th Oct instead of 7th.
Kewl rite...
But, better get started now...
no more procrastinating....
trying to fulfill the break with all beneficial stuff....


Ok...get back to work!

Saturday, September 24

continues....

Yupp, the demo was over.
Thought so, it was only for a few minutes.
And i got Darren to demonstrate my component to.
So , i did it.
Show him what and how to use it ,
then he ask about some of the codes,
and that's it.
He was'nt that bad, i think he was professional enough...not that scary as what i heard before...
But, i've been marked down about 0.25 marks because some of the parts are not implemented as the requirements wants.
Nevermind, will solve it later.
At last, finished!


Later the afternoon,
met Kak Mas and she invited me to her house.
The thought of goin back and sleep (coz suddenly felt like demam) was terbantut.
So, after borrowing a book at the library,
i went to their house.
Was there until 9 pm.
They were serving food after one another.
Muffins, ice-creams, nasik ayam....
so the very-very the kenyang...
Later, went back and boommm.....tidosss....
sleepy and tired of eating....

Friday, September 23

mcm nk demam....

Okay, the presentation is over.
Our group's presentation was simple,
but it went well.
Though the PM was not really satisfied with it,
It's probly because the other's group presentation was kinda superb.
But, yeah, it's passed already.
No regret.
No turning back.

Now the DEMO.
Ya Allah, i feel sick....
cam demam.

Now i'm at the lab...
still revising the code.
One hour to wait for the demo.
My stomach's playing song rite now.
But i just dont have the feeling to eat anythin yet.
I'll wait after the demo, gotta get myself a nice iced choco.
Hoping that i wont black off in the demo lab after this.


I dunno why i felt so nervous, n cuak.
I know it'll end in just a few minutes.
But still, cant let my self be relax yet.

Thanks for all who wish me the best.
I'm just worried that i might let u guys down.
But still, i'll do the best that i can.
InsyaAllah.

Thursday, September 15

Dah lama tak de update kan....
Besides bz with uni,
was actually out of idea of what to put in the entry.


Wishlist for now:


New template for my blog

- not being fussy, but i really wanna do the skin myself
-other templates in blogskins is just not my taste
-but still, could'nt find any time to do it


Special wish for a special friend who will be flying off back to M'sia:



Nurul Syahida
a.k.a
Rabbit

Have a safe journey
We all surely will be missing u!
Hope u forget us not!
Teman ketawa di mana2
Sahabat berduka susah dicari
But u are more than that...
one in a million, probably zillion
sorry for everything,
if we can't meet again in life,
hope we can meet again in Jannah.
Insya Allah....I may not be one of the bestest friend
but u surely will be my bestest friend ever
hope our ukhuwwah stays longer
Our prayer will always be with u no matter what happens!
Selamat berjuang sahabat ku....
Bertemu berpisah kerana Allah k!!~





Gonna miss those days
with u dear!!~















Lotsa Love,

FaZzy LoGiC

Saturday, September 3

special skett...



Entri ni utk Rabbit aka Syahida actually...
gamba kat luar balkoni cs unit 7 kita nih.....
nanti biler dah balik mesia nanti, tgk2 la gamba2 gigam kita kalo kerinduan...ekeke...


Ko tau,
serious sgt boring biler ko takde nanti...
aku dah takde saper nk jalan gi uni sama....
takde saper nk duduk sebelah aku masa lecture....
takde org aku nk borak kalo boring time lecture...
takde member nk gigam kat tepi jalan ....


hari tuh masa gi uni,
terserempak grupmate ko,
pandang semacam jer kat aku,
mcm kesian sbb aku dah jalan sensorang....
dulu ader jer ko...
tak lengkap kalo takde....


kat umah pun nanti,
aku sorang jer nanti kat depan komputer...
dah takde ko yg slalu gelak2, nyanyi2 sama2...
dlm bilik pun nanti aku sorang je....
dah takde saper aku nk kejut subuh....
dah takde saper nk gerak aku malam2 gi studi....
dah takde saper nk kemas umah (nak harap aku....hampehh)


takpe laa...
aku tau aku kena biasakan diri camni,
ader lagi member2 kamceng di sekeliling,
just nk ko tau,
life would'nt be the same anymore....


ader lagi seminggu nih,
kita cherish the moment,
together2 k!!

Wednesday, August 31

MERDEKA nyerrr....

Banggakah aku jadi anak Malaysia?
Rakyat ghairah beridolakan budaya syaitan
Hiburan dijadikan Tuhan,
Ulama diperkecil-kecilkan
Agama kosmetik tempelan
Buat membenarkan segala yang haram

Banggakah aku jadi anak Malaysia?
Tatkala anak-anak Melayu Islamnya
Merangkak-rangkak nak baca Fatihah
Tergagap-gagap nak ucap kalimah syahadah
Pergi disko acara mingguan
Solat? Hanya acara dwi-tahunan! (solat raya)

Banggakah aku jadi anak Malaysia?
Anak-anak muda lebih rela jadi sampah
Lebuhraya jadi padang permainan
Dadah dan arak jadi santapan
Nak kondom? Jarum suntik?
Nah...rakyat Malaysia belanja!

Banggakah aku jadi anak Malaysia
Anak-anak gadis dah hilang sifat malunya
Pakai tudung pun merendek dengan pakwe
Berlenggang-lenggok menyanyi dan berdansa
Islam kosmetik, macam tu lah jadinya!

Banggakah aku jadi anak Malaysia?
Kibar bendera sampai letih
Bersorak-sorak sampai tekak perit
Berjaga malam sampai mata sakit
Sayang segalanya kosong belaka
Kerana kita semua buta
Tak tahu entah apa yang nak dikejar

Setiap kali berakhirnya 31 Ogos
Akan bermulalah semula penjajahan minda!

Tuesday, August 30

Perempuan kan.....

1. Perempuan itu tidak guna kain yang nipis untuk membuat bajunya, sehingga terbayang kulitnya. Kerana dia tahu, bahawa pakaian seperti itu adalah pakaian yg layak dipakai oleh perempuan jalang.


2. Perempuan memang tidak guna rantai kaki yang berloceng utk dililitkan pada kakinya. Rantai ini apabila dipakai walaupun tersembunyi tetap bergemerincing dan menarik perhatian orang lain, lebih-lebih lagi lelaki JAHAT. Dia tahu sekiranya dia memakainya juga dia telah melanggar larangan Allah dalam ayat 31 surah An-Nur.


3. Perempuan memang tidak guna minyak wangi yang baunya semerbak. Wangian sebegini mempunyai kuasa penyerakan bau yang amat tinggi kerana kadar kemeruwapannya tinggi. Biasanya kekuatan bau ini menunjukkan kadar kekompleksan rantai alcohol (secara kimia) yg digunakan utk membuat pewangi itu. Perempuan yang tidak memakai wangian yang kuat ini tahu bahawa inilah yang dipesan oleh nabi. Sabda junjungan bahawa wanita yang keluar rumah dgn memakai wangian, adalah seperti pelacur. Bukan tidak boleh berwangi-wangi tetapi bersederhanalah dlm pemakaian wangian tersebut.


4. Perempuan memang tidak guna kata-kata yang keji, kerana dia tahu sesiapa sahaja yang bercakap perkara yang keji adalah mereka yang rendah akhlaknya. Lelaki atau perempuan yang bercakap menggunakan perkataan yang buruk @ jahat, adalah seperti sepohon pokok yang rosak akar tunjangnya. Dia tahu bahawa perumpamaan perkataan yang baik dan buruk dinyatakan dengan jelas dalam ayat 24-26 surah Ibrahim.


5. Perempuan tidak guna masa berborak untuk mengatakan hal-hal orang yang disekitarnya atau dengan kata lain mengumpat, memperkatakan keabaian saudaranya. Dia tahu bahawa sekiranya orang yang suka mengumpat baik lelaki atau perempuan dia seolah-olah memakan daging saudaranya sendiri. Apakah sanggup kita memakan daging saudara sendiri? Persoalan ini ditanyakan kepada kita dalam firmanNya ayat 12. surah al-Hujurat.


6. Perempuan memang tidak guna tudung tiga segi, apabila memakainya diselempangkannya sehingga nyata bentuk perbukitan pada badannya. Sememangnya ia menjadi tatapan mata lelaki yang jahat yang terkena panahan syaitan. Dia tahu apabila bertudung, dia mesti melabuhkan tudungnya sehingga menutup alur lehernya dan tidak menampakkan bentuk di bahagian dadanya. Pesan Rasul seperti yang disuruh oleh Allah tersebut dalam ayat 59 al-Ahzab. Begitu juga seorang lelaki yang bergelar suami mesti memberi peringatan untuk isteri dan anak-anaknya.


7. Perempuan memang tidak guna lenggok bahasa yang boleh menggoda seorang lelaki. Jika bercakap dengan lelaki yang bukan mahramnya, bercakaplah dengan tegas. Jangan biarkan suara lentukku untuk menarik perhatian lelaki yang sakit dalam hatinya. Sememangnya suara perempuan bukanlah aurat, jika aurat maka Allah tidak akan menjadikan perempuan boleh berkata-kata. Bertegaslah dalam percakapan, jangan gunakan suaramu untuk menarik perhatian lelaki sehingga menjadi fitnah buatmu. Bahaya suara wanita yang bercakap dengan gaya membujuk yang boleh mencairkan keegoan lelaki (yg bukan mahramnya) dicatat dalam ayat 32 surah al-Ahzab. Makna ayatnya lebih kurang begini "?.Maka janganlah kamu tunduk dlm berbicara sehingga berkeinginanlah orang yang ada penyakit dlm hatinya dan ucapkanlah perkataan yang baik" 'Tunduk' di sini ditafsirkan sbg berbicara dgn sikap yang boleh menimbulkan kebaranian orang untuk bertindak jahat kpd mereka. "Penyakit dlm hati" adalah keinginan seorang lelaki utk melakukan perbuatan sumbang dgnnya seperti berzina. Mengapa? Lelaki sangat mudah tertarik kpd seorang wanita melalui suaranya.


8. Perempuan memang tidak guna alat make-up untuk menonjolkan kejelitaannya melainkan di hadapan suaminya sahaja. Adab bersolek (tabarruj) ini amat ditekankan kepada wanita muslim (muslimah) kerana semestinya kecantikannya adalah hak ekslusif yang mesti dipersembahkan kepada suaminya. Jika ingin keluar bekerja, dia memakai make-up secara bersederhana sahaja sehingga tidak jelas kelihatan pada wajahnya dia bersolek. Jangan bersolek sehingga cantiknya anda sehingga kadang2 wajah anda menjadi seperti hantu. Hendak bergincu? Jika bergincu, pakailah yg tidak menyerlah warnanya. atau Mengapa tidak pakai lipstick sahaja?



9. Perempuan tidak guna kain tudung yang jarang-jarang seperti jarangnya jala yang digunakan untuk memukat haiwan akuatik. Kerana apabila memakai tudung seperti ini, akan nampak juga bahagian yang sepatutnya ditutup rapi dari pandangan orang lain. Rambut adalah mahkota, tetapi jangan biarkan mahkota itu tidak 'berharga' dengan menayangkannya tanpa sebarang perlindungan. Jika mahkota berharga disimpan dengan rapi di dlam sangkar, dan ditambah pula pengwal untuk menjaga keselamatannya, maka demikian juga dengan rambut wanita. Sangkar itu adalah kain litup yang sempurna dan pengawalnya pula adalah ilmu yang diamalkan oleh anda untk memakainya dengan cara yang terbaik


**kadang2 tuh bukan kita tak tau....cuma buat2 tak tau...Nauzubillah.....

Friday, August 26

Tazkirah Hari Jumaat

Dan solatlah kamu sebelum kamu di solatkan.
Tutuplah auratmu sebelum auratmu ditutup dengan kain kafan yang serba
putih.
Pada waktu itu tiada guna lagi bersedih walaupun orang yang hadir itu
merintih.
Selepas itu kamu akan diletakkan di atas lantai, lalu dilaksanakan solat
jenazah dengan empat takbir dan satu salam, berserta fatihah, selawat dan doa
sebagai memenuhi tuntutan fardhu kifayah.


Tapi; apakah empat kali takbir itu dapat menebus segala dosa meninggalkan
solat sepanjang hidup?
Apakah sholat jenazah yang tanpa rukuk dan sujud,
dapat membayar hutang rukuk dan sujud yang telah ditinggalkan?
Sungguh tertipulah dirimu jika beranggapan demikian.
Justeru sekelian muslimin dan muslimat,
Usunglah dirimu ke tikar solat.
Sebelum kamu diusung ke liang lahat,
menjadi makanan cacing dan mamahan ulat.


Iringlah dirimu ke masjid, sebelum dirimu diiringi ke pusara.
Tangisilah dosa-dosa mu di dunia,
kerana tangisan tidak berguna di alam baqa'.
Sucikanlah dirimu sebelum dirimu disucikan,
sedarlah kamu sebelum kamu disedarkan.


Dengan panggilan izrail yang menakutkan,
berimanlah kamu sebelum kamu ditalkinkan.
Kerana ianya berguna untuk yang tinggal bukan yang pergi
Beristighfarlah kamu sebelum kamu diisthighfarkan
namun ketika itu ishtighfar tidak menyelamatkan.


Ingatlah di mana sahaja kamu berada kamu tetap memijak bumi
Tuhan dan di bumbungi dengan langit Tuhan serta menikmati rezeki
Tuhan.
Justeru, bila dia menyeru, sambutlah seruannya.
Sebelum dia memanggilmu buat kali terakhirnya
.

Ingatlah kamu dulu hanyalah setitis air yang tidak bererti lalu menjadi
segumpal darah lalu menjadi seketul daging.
Lalu daging itu membaluti tulang lalu jadilah kamu insan yang mempunyai
erti.
Ingatlah asal usulmu yang tidak bernilai itu,
tetapi Allah mengangkatmu ke suatu mercu.
Yang lebih agung dari malaikat,
lahirmu bukan untuk dunia tetapi gunakanlah ia untuk melayar bahtera
akhirat.


Sambutlah seruan `hayyaallahsallah' dengan penuh rela dan
bersedia
Sambutlah seruan `hayyaallahfallah' jalan kemenangan akhirat dan
dunia
Ingatlah yang kekal ialah amal menjadi bekal sepanjang
jalan.
Menjadi teman di perjalananan guna kembali ke pangkuan tuhan


Pada hari itu tiada berguna harta, takhta dan putera
Isteri, kad kredit dan kereta
Kondominium, saham dan niaga
Kalau dahi tidak pernah mencecah sejadah di dunia.

Saturday, August 20

Thank you

Dearest Fren....
Dunno how am i supposed to put this into word,
it seems like we known each other too long eventho it was only a
few years,
I know what u like,
and u know what i like,
but,
who knows what will happen tomorrow,
but for whatever that came next,
Allah knows better,
i will always pray the best for you.
I 'll pray that Allah will always show you the right path.
If i know that u want to cry,
u'll know that i'll cry with you.
But i know u r strong enough to face it,
coz we know that Allah burdens not a person beyond his
scope.
Think that its a test for you,
to show that Allah cares and love you,
coz He's indeed the Most Gracious and Most Merciful.
If this is the best for you,
i am happy for you.
Just to let you know that,
Uhibbuki Fillah!!~
A special song for you....
Thank you for simply being my friend
For the special memories
We shared together now
For the neverending support you always give me
Oh friend...oh...
I will always love you
I can't tell how much that you meant to me
I pray for our everlasting friendship
Never ever say goodbye to yesterday
Cause yesterday was so special and wonderful
And i hope tomorrow will be better
Thank you for everything
Thanks again,
i really meant it.....
Semoga ikatan Ukhuwwah kan bersimpul padu......

Thursday, August 18

One hadith a day

Narrated by Abdullah bin Mas'ud;

The Prophet said:

"Do not wish to be like anyone except in two cases; (The first is) A person
whom Allah has given wealth and he spents it righteously; (The second is) the
one whom Allah has given wisdom (the Holy Quran) and he acts according to it and teaches it to others"

Saturday, August 13

bukan sbb budak IT....tp utk peringatan

hiasi interface wajah dgn menundukkan pandangan,
jaga pancaindera monitor dgn perkakasan keimanan,
defrag ketulan hati dgn asuhan alquran dan zikrullah,
scandisk amalan dgn uswatun hasanah,
clean up partition dosa2 lama dgn taqarrub pdNYA,
scan virus hasutan iblis laknatullah dgn benteng iman dan keyakinan pdNYA,
refreshla kecintaan hakiki pdNYA dgn segera dan selalu memohon keampunan NASUHA,
copy,cut and paste akhlak mulia sahabat beriman.
Restart la kehidupan sementara yg seakan2 temporary internet files yang sebelumnya dibelenggu cookies2 kejahatan dan noda dan clear history lama dalam recycle bin dunia..
ayuh..restartla atau ctrl + alt + delete segala kegelapan jalan yang dilalui..
gantikan dgn sinar baru dgn restart
dan letakkan password admin iman sebagai benteng menghalang syaitan,iblis dan nafsu yang bertopengkan kelembutan seorang user..
segerala..sbelum hayat hidup kita di shutdown terus oleh ALLAH tanpa amaran

Thursday, August 4

hate waiting!!~

Yupp!!
me at the lab now.
Waiting for my groupmates to email me the stuff to submit for this week deliverables.
I guess i'll be running to the photocopy shop after this, if not will probably end up printing at uni.

So, wuts up??
Apa khabar iman??
Changes have been made, and no regrets....
So far so good....
Just that, hoping that i'll get through no matter what happens.
Together we help each other , keep on reminding....

Aper citer internet...
Firstly, sori to DLINKians...
I know how hard it is without internet connection at home since uni had started.
And the fact that everyone's in the state of critical financial situation now.
But, unpredictable thing always happened.
And that's what had happened to us currently.
Dont worry, everythings settled now.
Just be patient...
mungkin ader hikmah nyer ia terjadik and most of all, adelah ujian drpd Allah jugak.
dan lesson to be learned: bayar lah bil on time.....dan simpanlah duit jugak utk masa2 kritikal camni.

okk gotta run now..

Sunday, July 24

Last Winter

Listening to: UntukMu ~ Durrani

Starts updating blog now!

Have been away from Brisbane for a while, now i'm back , with "ar ruhul jadid"!
The past few weeks has been really really inspiring.
The moments that we shared are unforgettable.
Hopefully it'll last forever for all of us.
Lotsa pictures taken and laughter and tears that we shared together.
I would say that this is the best winter i've ever had.
Sadly it's the last winter we'll be having.....
La tahzan....bertemu berpisah kerana Allah k!
Ukhuwwah Fillah!!~

The story the mory....

Winter break started with Petronas Interview at Sydney.
It was'nt as bad and scary as i expected, at least tak menggelabah dpn interviewer.
But, what's done is done....no turning back...
Sempat jalan2 after interview, sadly tak sempat gi amik gamba kat Opera House.
The weather was not good during the week.
Raining and showering all day long....
Anyway, it was a good trip though...and the shopping too..!!~


Now, the best part!
Melbourne again!
We might have been too excited of our trip that we had accidentally late for our flight.
Yupp....tertinggal flight to Melbourne....
Me, Huda and Salwa have to wait for 6 hours for the next flight...

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Okay, enough of that sadist story...
One of the best thing while we were in Melbourne....

Our first attempt to see the snow was not fulfilled.
The supposed to be "ski trip" to Mt Baw Baw was a really dissappointed one.
There were no snow....except the artificial one.
How sad! But it was a great trip anyway....ade la hikmah nyer tuh kan...


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Second time to Melbourne....love it!
Been to lotsa places!
Meet up old friends, made new friends whom are really really nice people,
glad to know u guys...


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Guess what?!
Despite of our dissappointment with the BawBaw Trip,
God had given another chance for us to see the snow!!!~
Yeay!!~
We went to the Lake Mountain together with kak Asma's family.
Snow was everywhere!!
It's all white and...... dunno how to say, me so speechless...
First time witnessing Allah's great creation.
Masya Allah.....
And again, Syukur Alhamdulillah....


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After more than a week at Melbourne, our next stop was Hobart, Tasmania!

Dan selepas setiap kegembiraaan itu ade kesedihan.....

Again, we missed our flight to Hobart and have to wait for another 2 hours to the next one.
Redha ....
Sempat hafal a few ayat's from Quran....

Meet up with Bahiah and Mynn at the airport.
First time stepped on Hobart land....
was trying to feel the coldnes that was said by the others...
but it's actually not as cold as Melbourne though...quite frustrated...
Hobary was fun, we explore the city by foot...
Jauh berjalan Luas pemandangan kan....
The best part was the Mt Wellington.
Again, MasyaAllah...... the preetiest creation, the MOUNTAIN....


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And now back in Brisbane....
Tomorrow starts new semester...

Saturday, June 25

exam's over.....

Yeah... it was already 2 days after i finished my exam.
Celebrated it with the girls for 2 nights already.
Yet i'm too lazy too blog...
But, since everyone did some update on their blog,
i would'nt wanna get left behind.
But seriously, i'm outta word.
I'm sure with these two images down here will summarize everything.


Just feel really glad that exam's over.
No more headache.
No more sleepless night.
No more books.
No more notes.


The night after exam's finish
Went to 3 Monkey's at WestEnd , got some Iced Chocos (i know its freezing cold, but i dun care...) and cakes, took a few snaps of 'gigam' shots as usual....


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Yesterday

Went to the City, eat Nandos (been craving for it since before exam), window shopping and as usual , the gigams session....
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But still, one thing is not over yet.
In fact, it's getting nearer...
and i have'nt prepared anything yet.
The INTERVIEW.
Cuak.
That's the only word.


And yeah....it's officially holiday now....
And me have a lotta place to go...
cant wait!!!

Monday, June 13

kecut perut

I'll officially start my first semester exam tmrw.


INFS2233 Tues 14 Jun S1 8:00 AM
CSSE3004 Tues 14 Jun S4 5:45 PM

INFS3222 Sat 18 Jun S2 11:15 AM

INFS3200 Tues 21 Jun S4 5:45 PM
INFS3101 Thur 23 Jun S2 11:15 AM

Study smart, pray hard.....tawakaltu 'alallah.....

More after that,

Interview with Petronas @ Sydney
28th June


ganbatte fazz-san! ganbatte minnasan!

Thursday, June 2

Countdown Exam : 12 days to go!


It'e end of the semester!
Can't believe it myself....
All my lectures and tutes officially finished on Tuesday.
I nearly forgotten about it just because I still have 3 more things to do until this weekend.


  • CSSE3004 Demo (today)
  • INFS2233 Project (Friday)
  • INFS3222 Project (Friday)


And again, looking at my exam timetable....
I'll start my exam on the first day and on the first session!! And one more paper later in the evening.
I still have'nt prepare anything yet for the exam....
My mind is still stuck with all the projects...
It's been quite tiring these few days....
And some more, i have'nt had my CV and Resume's ready yet for the interview end of the month....i'm such a slack!!!


Okk...stop blaming myself, i need to get it over with and say something positive...


Do pray for my Group Demo today....I hope it goes smoothly....
Go group O!!
O for "outstanding"....well, my grupmates says that....hahha...


Personally, yesterday was a very long day, glad that i used the day effectively...
see....i know i can, it's just sometimes I need someone to push me ...harder!


Okk...
Now back to work...

Sunday, May 29

A day @ Sydney

Currently Listening to: Khayalan Tingkat Tinggi ~ Peter Pan
Mood: The current mood of fazzanilzafrun at www.imood.com

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After a few weeks of busy with studies and assignment (infact, still busy till now)
Just feel the urge to blog after not having any progress with my work.
And the fact that i was away yesterday to attend the Interview Seminar with the rest of Final Year scholars at Sydney.
It was just a short trip, hello...only one day...
Flight to Sudney at 7pm on Saturday and back to Brissy at 6 pm on Sunday.
But, anyway it's free ticket, so why not??!








Talking bout the seminar, makes me nervous to the max!
A lil worry bout it, but i'll promise myself to try my best and be "myself".
Met a lot of friends all around Australia, all of them will be graduating by the end of the year together. And who knows, in future, we'll be working together...Insya Allah...


Despite of the short stay in Sydney, we still managed to go somewhere interesting.
That's one of the reason why we wanna go there, ;)
It was my first time there, so, at least i'll tick my travel list of "Place To Go" eventho it was just for a day. And it's quite funny coz we went there twice!


It was the Fox Studio. The first trip was rite after we arrived at Sydney. We were so hungry, coz we did'nt take our dinner. So we walked from Pet Juniors accomodation to the Fox Studio. It was quite far, really. By the time we arrived there, it was already 10 something. No restaurants as usual opened at that time, but there's alway coffee house. So we decided to have a cuppa Iced Choco (my all time favs) with Fries and Wedges. I'll say that we really eat a lot!! But it was worth it coz, we're still walking back home after that. At least without empty stomach....



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The next day, as expected....
The seminar was ok...
Everyone was there, met Mr Aziz, Mr Azri, the scholars....
We're talking bout how the interview will be conducted, what levels and qualities of intellect that Petronas are looking for from the scholars, and yadda, yadda, yadda....
Basically they were giving us some hints on the Study case to prepare before the interview.


The seminar ends around 2pm. After lunch, we make our way again to the Fox Studio.
With new hope which is to take photos!!
And there we were, all the "gigams" ready with our dgcam snapping our "ekspresi diri " photos here and there.


me at Fox Studio...

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In front of the Star Wars Airplane....

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I think this pic is kewl and funny....hahah..gottcha!

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One of the my favs "Ekpresi Diri" pic!!

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Still, we have to rushed back coz our flight back to Brissy is just around the corner. Yeah, we managed to be at the airport right on time.


At the airport, almost everyone of us bought the famous "Krispy Kreme " Doughnuts...
Imagine everyone bought a dozen of it?? Heheh (not me)...but seriously sedap...than Dunkins and Donut Kings.


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Arrived safely at Brisbane airport at 7:30 pm. Fiuhh..
But wait, it does'nt ends there.


We headed straight to Pancake House at City, to celebrate Najwa's 22nd Birthday (today!!)...


Happy Birthday Najwa!


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Everyone was so tired by the end of the day, and so kekenyangan....

Anyway, a few pics to summarised the whole story...
Me had to get back to work!!


That's all...





Saturday, May 21

Bukan Result Biasa

** hiburan di waktu kepala tensi dgn assignment....sesajer jerr
* nyanyi ikut gaya Siti tau...


Begitu banyak formula
Ada senang tak terduga
Jawapan yang inginku tulis
Bukanlah jawapan biasa


Dua keyakinan beza
Soalan pun tak sama
Ku tak ingin lecturer ragu
Mengapa jawapan ku tak sama


c/o
Notaku bukan di atas kertas
Notaku ku hafal dah lama
Tak perlu dipaksa
Tak perlu dicari
Kerna ku yakin ada jawabnya, oh...


Andai ku bisa jawab semua
Hingga tiada orang terduga
Tapi tak mungkin
Ku tak berdaya
Hanya yakin menunggu resultnya


Janji terikat setia
Masa merubah segala
Bila resultku dah tahu
Ku tak mahu mereka tertawa


(1)
Resultku hanya result biasa
Miliki jawapan yang sama
Tak ingin berpaling
Tak ingin berganti
Lecturer ku sering saja berkata, oh...


(2) (suara lecturer)
Andai ko mampu ulang semula
Ko pasti rasa menyesal gila
Result ko hadir tiada terduga
Sebab result Ko A+ .... jawabnya.

Thursday, May 19

"Hujan batu di negeri org, Hujan emas di negeri sendiri......hujan bukan sebarang hujan, hujan ice cube lagi tuh....weeeeee"

Sunday, May 15

Be quick to listen, slow to talk, and slower to anger.
A soft answer turns away wrath, but a harsh word stirs up
anger.
A word fitly spoken is like apples of gold in settings of
silver.
So it is better to talk less and hear more.
Maybe that's why we are given one mouth and two ears :)

Saturday, May 14

Panic moment

I'm sleepy.
Just got back from playing Scrabbles.
PQSA are having a Board Game Night tonight at Unit 4.
They're still playing Mafia whe i left the house just now.


Worried.
Scared.
Nervous.


I'm starting to get panic now.
The Mock Interview's date will be on the 28th of May.
The real interview will be a month after that, 28th June.
All of us who will be graduating this end of year needs to go to Sydney for that.

Giler ah...

Thursday, May 12

just nothing....

Mood: The current mood of fazzanilzafrun at www.imood.com


It was a really cold day today. Was really excited coz it's finally time to wear all those long and thick jacket. Seriously it was cold, i even have to wear it inside the lecture hall which is usually kinda warm inside there.


So, complete set with the umbrella, me and rabbit went to uni, coz it was raining. Not that heavy but can make u wet by the time u reach Hawken Bldg.


A strange feeling came to me since the moment we reached uni. Suddenly i felt kinda unmotivated when seeing my IT Group mate. I dunno why, probably when thinking that we need to submit our SRS deliverables next week , but we still done nothing much.


I was a bit neglected to go for the IT Project tutorial after the lunch. It's always been my dilemma on Thursday. To go or not to go. Was'nt really keen on the environment of the tutorial. And the fact that they dont take attendance make me felt like just skip that class.


But i ended up going to the tute. What a surprise. After been thinking about it when i've actually 5 minutes late! And then, when i reached class, everyone's had been allocated to a group and had start the discussion on Testing. Glad that i did go for it. Eventho i did'nt really participate in the discussion, was a bit blurr, blaming it on the weather.... But i managed to get all the answer...so that's fine.


Heh, suddenly i feel weird, blabbering about my tutorial which is so lame....ntah hape-hape...
It's just that suddenly i felt like blogging on this chill cold day. After all, i need to do so much thing that i would'nt get to blog that often anymore.


On my way home, walking alone, i did a crazy thing.
I took a pic in front of the UQ signboard. I've been wanting to take the pic with it since ages and never ever did it. And i've finally got the courage to take it this morning while there's heavy traffic at the Sir Fred Schonnel Roundabout. I managed to take a few shots. Here is one of them.

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It was a bit dodgy, i guess. I was too conscious to smile happily, that's why i look a bit garang. Heheh...
But when i think about it again, it's like, why i did'nt take more shots, it not like the people there knows me or wut, who cares anyway.... aiyark... I think i'll do it again after this.


Well, better stop now.....
daa...

Monday, May 9

Want some more??

Dunno wut i'm doin this late at nite. (try: update blog??)


Just refreshing my mind after 2 consequtive nites doing the Ontology assignment.
I was at the lab yesterday with Huda and Suzanne, from 5 pm until 3 am in the morning...break record seyhh...but i'm pretty sure, it could be worse after this....


And now, another 2 assignment to go: INFS 3222 and INFS2233 which is due another 4 weeks.
Next week will be the due date for the Software Requirement Specification for IT Project.


Just can't believed that it's already week 10 now!


So many things done these few days since i've not updating any.
Obviously the busy schedule made me have no time to update any entries.


Last Saturday, PQSA Activity bureau had done the first community work. We cleaned up the Musolla Library, as in rearranging and organizing all the books. Good job girls!
I can see everyone was very helpful that day, eventho it was a short notice. Hope we'll have more activity like this which can help the community. Sadly, not everyone turn up that day. Hopefully, the next one will be a blast!
I am really looking forward for the next activity organise by the bureau!


Later that afternoon, we went to Nadia's house at Stones Corner.
She's having her 21st birthday party!
She and her housemate cooked really nice food, terer masak aa diorg.
And the chocolate cheese cake was really yummy....best..best..
Thanx for inviting us. Next time invite la lagi...
but, no next time la rite....dah nak balik dah pun...sob..sob..


A few days before, i think it was Wednesday, since i've got no class during that day,
me, Leen and Aiza went to QUT Islamic Awareness Day.
We went there early to show our support but then have to go back early because of time constraints...hehhe...
I was really stuned to see some of the Ozy who turned up that day at the booth asking for information bout Islam. They were asking for Quran, obviously they get the translation one!
The thing is, they were like trying to find something that is missing in their life...
Sadly, we sometimes forgot that we had it all the way, but just dont realize it all this time.


And later that evening, went to see a talk about Taliban captive. It was actually a video screening about this English woman who had been captured by the Taliban but then convert to Islam after she was released. It was very interesting as you'll get to know what their first impression about Islam , from their very own perspective. She was telling the whole world about her experience in the Taliban prison that she realised something that she can't find at her own place. It was pretty aspiring, the way she gave the talk. Sometimes, a very small thing can change u a lot. But hopefully, the change is to a better one!


I've been doing a lot of shopping these days since i've just got my allowance for the month. New bags and new jacket. For the winter, i supposed.
I was'nt really organizing my money well these few months. The thought of doing my own Budget thing starting this year is not working. Need to saves some money and then bring back home. Dun wanna be "anak yg menghabiskan duit mak bapak jer".


alritey, i tried to cramped all updates here...so long that i think others might feel boring to read. But who cares, it's my blog anyway... dunno, dun care....hahah...


Hrm, should be goin to sleep since i've got the 8 o'clock lecture in the morning...Tuesday gonna be a very loooonngggg day....


Have a nice day everyone......

Thursday, May 5

Cerita hari ini....

Tempahkan Sebuah Bilik Di Neraka Buatku
Di ambil dari majalah Iskandariah Mesir 'MANAR ISLAM'


Menurut majalah tersebut, pada suatu hari, seorang gadis yang terpengaruh
dengan cara hidup masyarakat Barat menaiki sebuah bas mini untuk menuju ke
destinasi di wilayah Iskandariah. Malangnya walau pun tinggal dibumi yang
terkenal dengan tradisi keislaman, pakaian gadis tersebut sangat menjolok mata.
Bajunya agak nipis dan seksi hampir terlihat segala yang patut disembunyikan
bagi seorang perempuan dari pandangan lelaki ajnabi atau mahramnya.Gadis itu
dalam lingkungan 20 tahun. Di dalam bas itu ada seorang tua yang dipenuhi uban
menegurnya.



"Wahai pemudi! Alangkah baiknya jika kamu berpakaian yang baik, yang sesuai
dengan ketimuran dan adat serta agama Islam kamu, itu lebih baik daripada kamu
berpakaian begini yang pastinya menjadi mangsa pandangan liar kaum lelaki...."
nasihat orang tua itu.Namun, nasihat yang sangat bertetapan dengan tuntutan
agama itu dijawab oleh gadis itu dengan jawapan mengejek. "Siapalah kamu hai
orang tua? Apakah di tangan kamu ada anak kunci syurga? Atau adakah kamu
memiliki sejenis kuasa yang menentukan aku bakal berada di syurga atau
neraka?"

Setelah menghamburkan kata-kata yang sangat menghiris perasaan orang tua
itu gadis itu tertawa mengejek panjang. Tidak cukup setakat itu, si gadis lantas
cuba memberikan telefon bimbitnya kepada orang tua tadi sambil melafazkan kata
kata yang lebih dahsyat."Ambil hanphone ku ini dan hubungilah Allah serta tolong
tempahkan sebuah bilik di neraka jahannam untukku," katanya lagi lantas ketawa
berdekah-dekah tanpa mengetahui bahawasanya dia sedang mempertikaikan hukum Allah dengan begitu biadab.Orang tua tersebut sangat terkejut mendengar jawapan dari si gadis manis. Sayang wajahnya yang ayu tidak sama dengan perilakunya yang buruk. Penumpang-penumpang yang lain turut terdiam ada yang menggelengkan kepala kebingungan.

Semua yang di dalam bas tidak menghiraukan gadis yang masih muda itu yang tidak
menghormati hukum hakam itu dan mereka tidak mahu menasihatinya kerana khuatir dia akan akan menghina agama dengan lebih teruk lagi.Sepuluh minit kemudian bas pun tiba perhentian. Gadis seksi bermulut celupar tersebut di dapati tertidur di muka pintu bas. Puas pemandu bas termasuk para penumpang yang lain
mengejutkannya tapi gadis tersebut tidak sedarkan diri. Tiba tiba orang tua tadi
memeriksa nadi si gadis. Sedetik kemudian dia menggelengkan kepalanya. Gadis itu
telah kembali menemui Tuhannya dalam keadaan yang tidak disangka. Para penumpang menjadi cemas dengan berita yang menggemparkan itu.


Dalam suasana kelam kabut itu, tiba tiba tubuh gadis itu terjatuh ke pinggir
jalan. Orang ramai segera berkejar untuk menyelamatkan jenazah tersebut.
Tapi sekali lagi mereka terkejut. Sesuatu yang aneh menimpa jenazah yang
terbujur kaku di jalan raya. Mayatnya menjadi hitam seolah olah dibakar api.
Dua tiga orang yang cuba mengangkat mayat tersebut juga kehairanan kerana
tangan mereka terasa panas dan hampir melecur sebaik saja menyentuh tubuh si
mayat.Akhirnya mereka memanggil pihak keselamatan menguruskan mayat itu.


Begitulah kisah ngeri lagi menyayat hati yang menimpa gadis malang tersebut.
Apakah hasratnya menempah sebuah bilik di neraka dimakbulkan Allah? Nauzubillah, sesungguhnya Allah itu Maha Berkuasa di atas segala sesuatu. Sangat baik kita jadikan ikhtibar dan pelajaran dengan kisah benar ini sebagai muslim sejati. Jangan sekali sekali kita mempertikaikan hukum Allah dan mahupun sunnah RasulNya saw dengan mempersendakan atau ejekan.Kata kata seperti ajaran Islam tidak sesuai lagi dengan arus kemodenan dunia hari ini atau sembahyang tidak akan buat kita jadi kaya dan seumpamanya adalah kata kata yang sangat biadab dan menghina Allah, pencipta seluruh alam. Ingatlah teman, kita boleh melupakan kematian, tetapi kematian tetap akan terjadi bagi kita. Hanya masanya saja yang akan menentukan bila kita akan kembali ke alam barzakh.



Janganlah menjadi orang yang bodoh, siapakah orang yang bodoh itu? Mereka
itulah orang yang ingin melawan Tuhan Rabbul alamin. Apabila anda enggan
melaksanakan suruhan Tuhan bererti anda ingin melawan arahan Tuhan. Sewaktu di sekolah anda tertakluk dengan undang-undang sekolah, dalam pekerjaan anda
tertakluk dengan undang-undang yang di lakar oleh majikan anda, di dalam negeri
anda tertakluk di bawah undang-undang negara anda. Begitu taksub sekali anda
terhadap undang-undang itu hingga terlalu prihatin takut kalau melanggar
undang-undang itu. Apabila anda berpijak di bumi ini, anda juga tertakluk dengan
undang-undang yang telah di gubal oleh yang menjadikan bumi ini. Setiap Sultan
ada taman larangannya, begitu juga Allah swt. Taman laranganNya adalah
perkara-perkara yang telah diharamkan bagi hamba-hambaNya di muka bumi
ini.


Sama samalah kita memohon agar Allah sentiasa memberi kita petunjuk di atas jalan yang benar dan kekuatan agar sentiasa dapat menjaga lidah kita.

Monday, April 25

ada apa dgn "twenty one"

PQSA Potluck
Venue: Guyatt Park
Time: 12 pm
Date: 23rd April 2005
Menu: Roti Canai! Popia! Puding! Puff Pastry! Mashed Potato! n more...


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ANZAC DAY Parade
Venue: Brisbane City
Time: 11 am

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"Hari mengenang jasa for them, but hari kemenangan for us Muslim!!"

On the Citycat with Salwa....

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My Birthday....

The menu:

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The Birthday Girl

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The makan2

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The Girls

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Hyper-gediks...

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The gifts...

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So fun...u just dont feel that u're twenty one.....thanks girls!!~