Friday, December 25

credit to: maadi


fuhhhhh....... tiup2 sawang2 dlm blog nih.....
dh lame ditinggalkan.....

dlm otak, mcm2 nk updet, tp slalu hot2 ciken sh*t je...
dlm tak sedar, it's near the end of 2009....
soon it will be 2010....

another year goes by, feeling kinda lost this year....
i have nothing to be proud of....
i'm still living in my own dream, living in the past when the others are all moving on and achieving sumthing.....

i've been busy, and no, my life is not boring, most probably it's empty....
i've tried changing it, but i dont see anything comin.
i envy my frens out there, they are all half way thru it...

but when i see me now, only 1 question there....
will 2010 be a better year for me?

i think, that is up to me to decide, rite?

Thursday, August 20

All in One

Finally, i have the courage to update my lovely blog. My baby aka My PC had just been returned to me after few days being repaired. Seems like the motherboard had gone 'gaga' since March and i've been hanging on by using Acik's PC as she left it in my room due to the nearest internet network cable for our daily dosage of internet facilities eg.Facebook, YM, email etc....

I have yet to write the story of my life now, how the changes of job position had turned me into somehow a more relaxed person. Will share with all sooner or later....

Last week, i was away for an outstation to Sabah. My first trip ever to Sabah bah~
Not much time to explore around eventho its a 4 days trip where i spent 2 nights at Lahad Datu, and 1 night at Kota Kinabalu.

Contacted my Brissy Junior, Dila who is now working in KK. And she had courteously showed me around, thank God it's Saturday! It was quite a rushing tour as my flight back to KL was in the evening at 4 pm. However, we managed to go to a few places starting at 7 o'clock in the morning!

  • 7am - Photoshoot at Waterfront Explanade
  • 9am - Shopping at Pasar Filipina near waterfront (Lotsa women accessories made out of pearls etc.... my personal advice: please bring more cash, there's a lot of shops and varieties of items to look for)
  • 11:30 am - Sabah Museum (Photoshoot in Taman Warisan
  • 1pm - Admiring Sutera Harbour Resort sceneries (Hoping for a photoshoot, but then my dgcam was out of batt)
  • 2pm - Refresh at Dila's place
  • 3.15pm - Back to the KK Airport
Mind you, the weather was quite hot! And unfortunately for me, since first day i arrived at KK and Lahad Datu, i was having skin allergy due to wearing mask during flight.... oouch... and it gets worse because i was out in the sun and near the sea/beaches....

My personal opinion bout KK, "Well, not bad~" And surely, there is life there... its' quite small but a one happening town. So, perhaps for a transfer....why not KK? Not that i'm asking tho, but just give it a thought....



I arrived KL at 7:30pm on Saturday, and guess what? The next early morning, me and my family had to rush to Tronoh for Acik's convo! Departed from home at 4:30am and arrived as early at 8am... We stopped for half an hour in Tapah for Subuh, breakfast and makeup! I slept almost all the way to Tronoh, penat kut...

So, Acik's finally graduated! Congratulations! I was there as a sister, and also her Second Photographer, coz Nuyue was appointed Official Photographer, since she borrowed Fadh's DSLR. Anyways. i'm happy with my PnS digicam, coz pics taken were all outdoors and my dgcam had really functioned well and nice!

For more of her glorious day's pic, please browse tru her Facebook.... penuh muke dia...

And, as a result of the excitement of Acik's convo day, to reminiscing my previous glorious days (which i think was about 3 years ago....) i too took some memorable pics. And this one i like most!

Monday, July 13

Monday, June 1

Clock is ticking!



Latest addition to life happily ever after...
Congrats to Awoi n Syamil~

Tuesday, May 5

Hot and Cold

I just received my 'bestest' birthday present this year!

I really really like it!

Now, please drool over it.... heheh...



Ok...that was the fun part for today.....

I know i haven't been updating my blog for quite some time.
Have been busy and also ran out of idea on what to blog.

Life seems normal, or maybe boring to others since nothing exciting is happening.

Perhaps today, i felt a bit different.
We have a meeting this morning.
I actually feel sad and sorry for myself.

No, i dont really know how to describe the feeling, actually.
It's all mixed up with all sorta feeling.

I felt a sudden sad, angry, anxious, panic, shocked, terrified.
And it was a horrible picture when people start to notice it from my face.
I was so bad in hiding my emotions when it comes to situation like this.
It's like so obvious....
But that is not the problem.

Yeah, i agreed. I have my own weaknesses.
My own worst nightmare.

But the thing that i hate the most is,
I'M SCARED.

Of everything, to move on, to try on.
I dont know what is holding me back.

I believed that everyone around me is sick of it already.

Ah, can i change?
Can i move on?

Can i do this?

Change me please!

Monday, February 9

Remember The Name

RULES:
1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Tag 10 friends.
5. Everyone tagged has to do the same thing.
6. Have Fun!

IF SOMEONE SAYS 'ARE YOU OKAY' YOU SAY?
Love Today - Mika

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
All Good Things - Nelly Furtado

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
Famous Last Words - MCR

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Tomorrow - Silverchair

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
See You Again- Miley Cyrus

WHAT'S YOUR MOTTO?
Jenny - The Click 5

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
Ordinary Day - Vanessa Carlton

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK OF YOU?
Tired of Being Sorry - Enrique Iglesias

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Apologize - One Republic

WHAT IS 2 + 2?
I dont Love you - MCR

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Lullabies - All Time Low

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
CrushCrushCrush - Paramore

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Bittersweet - Sara Bareilles

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Everyday - HSM2 zac Efron & Vanesa Hudgens

WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Say (All I Need) - One Republic

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I dont Give a Damn - Avril Lavigne

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST??
Big Girls Dont Cry - Fergie

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
Hey Ya - Outkast

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
To the Moon and Back - Savage Garden

WHAT DO YOU WANT RIGHT NOW?
Used to Love You - John Legend

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Give it To Me - Timbaland ft Nelly & JT

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
Remember the name - Fort Minor


*Tengah berkira2 nk update ape dlm blog, came across this while browsing facebook and found it fun. Now, nk tag org plak lah....



  1. Chicz

  2. Nuyue

  3. Rabbit

  4. Yusza

  5. Kemal

  6. Dan semua yg baca blog ini!

Monday, January 26

Soalan dan jawapan


Ok... aku dah tau dah
Dalam dunia ni, ade org yg menarek dan ade org yg membosankan.... aku bajet aku adelah org yg membosankan itu.


Mengapakah?

Sebab, setiap kali aku nk buat entry br dlm blog, aku tatau nk citer ape...
Tak keBOSSanan kah?

Maka, aku ingin cube berblog pasal org lain.... bukan pasal gossip ye.... tapi pasal keletah mereka.....
Siapakah?

Sape2 je la, yg bisa buat aku ketawa, sedey, terdiam, mengamuk~

Aku slalu envy dgn org lain.... mereka mcm ade semuanye...

Aku juge ade ape yg mereka ade, tp mereka lebey menggunakannye.
Apekah?

Entah, maybe otak untuk berpikir... dan macam2 lg.

Mari, aku bg contoh org2 di sekeliling aku:



  • Nomie - dia boleh drive, dia boleh pegi mana2 je sukati.

  • Chimfenzi - Dia bijak menyembunyikan badan yg besar menjadi kecil di dalam gambar2 dan berjaya membuatkan aku yg lebey kecik sebenarnye menjadi seperti resakse!

  • Niu Yu - Sentiasa nampak comel, walaupun di umah mcm selebet je, dan dia juge ade ramai kawan2 yg sgt sukakan dia, dan kawan2 dia juge adelah hot2 belake, membuatkan aku pelik cemane dia bleh tersangkut bersama dgn mereka

  • Zoowa-chan - sgt petah berbicara, walaupun slalu emo. Sgt suke apabila dia
    melaser dgn berani nyer terhadap org yg tidak disukai.... tp dia juge sgt sopannn....

  • Nawharu - sentiasa berfikiran positif, yg kadang2 melanggar realiti, tp disebabkan kepositivitian nye itu lah, dia sentiasa ceria dan suke bergelak ketawa.

Mereka ini br sedikit....

Ade ramai lg, dan banyak lg.



Point nye di sini, mengape aku tidak seperti mereka?

Tidak ade ape2 yg kah yg boleh aku banggakan utk diri aku?