Tuesday, December 26

I love it when it comes to holiday. Weekend is the most awaited things of all days! Unfortunately, that was what i'm lacking for quite some time. If only weekends could be rewind and replay, that would be really good...

Ok, i know i'm babbling about weekend when it is actually weekdays, and i know some of you are currently working during the day. But please understand, my feeling of not having to work for a few days....it feels so nice and freeeee!!!! Eventho, i know a lot of work is still pending, but, hey, work never ends....so just buat dunno je laa...

I know that i've been working quite hard lately, no weekends for consecutively almost a month and i realised that i still have about 8 days to finish up my leaves up till the end of the year. Lately, i've been thinking that how i missed the time to hang out with friends, family and also to hangout in my own room. Felt like a robot with no life.... well, i probly did'nt really know how to manage my working life/social life till now.... I need a break from all the stressed and pressure at workplace...huih, i sounded so bad huh? But seriously, i dont really have the time for my own.... But i do hope what i've done will be appreciated and i do learned something after all.

Anyway, since Christmas day falls on Monday, i took this opportunity to planned my leaves and went for a holiday with the rest of the family to Bukit Tinggi last weekend! Will be back in the office on Thursday, Insya Allah. So, below are some of kewl selected piccas to share...




Next agenda:

New Year - I have a lot in mind. Thinking of a New Year Resolution is giving me a headache. It's like doing your IPC. Of course when i make a resolution, i would want it to be accomplished. So, will think of one that is more realistic and achievable....

Tuesday, November 28

Pengajaran melalui permainan

KENYATAAN HIDUP DISEBALIK PERMAINAN INI.

Seorang guru wanita sedang bersemangat mengajarkan sesuatu kepada
murid-muridnya. Ia duduk menghadap murid-muridnya. Di tangan kirinya
ada kapur, di tangan kanannya ada pemadam. Guru itu berkata, "Saya ada
satu permainan... Caranya begini, ditangan kiri saya ada kapur, di tangan
kanan ada pemadam. Jika saya angkat kapur ini, maka berserulah "Kapur!",
jika saya angkat pemadam ini, maka katalah "Pemadam!"


Murid muridnya pun mengerti dan mengikuti. Guru berganti-gantian
mengangkat antara kanan dan kiri tangannya, semakin lama semakin cepat. Beberapa
saat kemudian guru kembali berkata, "Baik sekarang perhatikan. Jika saya
angkat kapur, maka sebutlah "Pemadam!", jika saya angkat pemadam, maka
katakanlah "Kapur!". Dan diulangkan seperti tadi, tentu saja murid-murid tadi
keliru dan kekok, dan sangat sukar untuk mengubahnya. Namun lambat laun,
mereka sudah biasa dan tidak lagi kekok. Selang beberapa saat, permainan
berhenti.


Sang guru tersenyum kepada murid-muridnya. "Murid-murid, begitulah
kita umat Islam. Mulanya yang haq itu haq, yang bathil itu bathil. Kita
begitu jelas membezakannya. Namun kemudian, musuh musuh kita memaksakan
kepada kita dengan perbagai cara, untuk menukarkan sesuatu, dari yang haq
menjadi bathil, dan sebaliknya. Pertama-tama mungkin akan sukar bagi kita
menerima hal tersebut, tapi kerana terus disosialisasikan dengan cara-cara
menarik oleh mereka, akhirnya lambat laun kamu akan terbiasa dengan hal itu.
Dan anda mulai dapat mengikutinya. Musuh-musuh kamu tidak pernah berhenti
membalik dan menukar nilai dan ketika.


"Keluar berduaan, berkasih-kasihan tidak lagi sesuatu yang pelik, Zina
tidak lagi jadi persoalan, pakaian seksi menjadi hal yang lumrah,
tanpa rasa malu, sex sebelum nikah menjadi suatu kebiasaan dan trend,
hiburan yang asyik dan panjang sehingga melupakan yang wajib adalah biasa,
materialistik kini menjadi suatu gayahidup dan lain lain." "Semuanya
sudah terbalik. Dan tanpa disedari, anda sedikit demi sedikit menerimanya
tanpa rasa ia satu kesalahan dan kemaksiatan. Paham?" tanya Guru kepada
murid-muridnya. "Paham cikgu..."


"Baik permainan kedua..." begitu Guru melanjutkan.
"Cikgu ada Qur'an,cikgu akan letakkannya di tengah karpet. Sekarang
anda berdiri diluar karpet. Permainannya adalah, bagaimana caranya
mengambil Qur'an yang ada ditengah tanpa memijak karpet?"


Murid-muridnya berpikir . Adayang mencuba alternatif dengan
tongkat,dan lain-lain.
Akhirnya Guru memberikan jalan keluar, digulungnya karpet, dan ia
ambil Qur'an. Ia memenuhi syarat, tidak memijak karpet."Murid-murid,
begitulah ummat Islam dan musuh-musuhnya...Musuh-musuh Islam tidak akan
memijak-mijak anda dengan terang-terang...Kerana tentu anda akan menolaknya mentah
mentah. Orang biasapun tak akan rela kalau Islam dihina dihadapan
mereka. Tapi mereka akan menggulung anda perlahan-lahan dari pinggir, sehingga
anda tidak sadar.


"Jika seseorang ingin membuat rumah yang kuat, maka dibina tapak yang
kuat. Begitulah Islam, jika ingin kuat, maka bangunlah aqidah yang kuat.
Sebaliknya, jika ingin membongkar rumah, tentu susah kalau dimulai dgn
tapaknya dulu, tentu saja hiasan-hiasan dinding akan dikeluarkan dulu,
kerusi dipindahkan dulu, Almari dibuang dulu satu persatu, baru rumah
dihancurkan..."


"Begitulah musuh-musuh Islam menghancurkan kita. Ia tidak akan
menghentam terang-terangan, tapi ia akan perlahan-lahan meletihkan anda. Mulai
dari perangai anda, cara hidup, pakaian dan lain-lain, sehingga meskipun
anda muslim, tapi anda telah meninggalkan ajaran Islam dan mengikuti cara
yang mereka... Dan itulah yang mereka inginkan." "Ini semua adalah fenomena
Ghazwul Fikri (Perang Pemikiran). Dan inilah yang dijalankan oleh
musuh musuh kita... "


"Kenapa mereka tidak berani terang-terang memijak-mijak cikgu?" tanya
murid- murid.
"Sesungguhnya dahulu mereka terang-terang menyerang, misalnya Perang
Salib, Perang Tartar, dan lain-lain. Tapi sekarang tidak lagi." "Begitulah
Islam... Kalau diserang perlahan-lahan, mereka tidak akan sedar,
akhirnya hancur. Tapi kalau diserang serentak terang-terangan, mereka
akan bangkit serentak, baru mereka akan sadar".


"Kalau begitu, kita selesaikan pelajaran kita kali ini, dan mari kita
berdoa dahulu sebelum pulang..." Matahari bersinar terik takala
anak-anak itu keluar meninggalkan tempat belajar mereka dengan pikiran
masing-masing di kepalanya...

Saturday, November 25

I wonder why some people always want to look bad at others.
Why do you really wanna critic them? You dont even know them at all.
Does'nt mean that they are not behaving like you, they are bad and all.
And do you really think that you are perfect enough, by saying that?

Being introvert is not wrong, and being extrovert is not bad either.
You behave depend on the situation.
If you think doing that is good for you, then do it, but dont criticize others who are not doing it. Coz for them, they might find it inappropriate.

The way you are saying is like, everyone should be doing it and that's the reason they failed.
Wow, as if you are that successful now with what you did before...

Tak semestinyer..... dont look down to people...
And what is so great of them that you really proud of? Just because you talk English fluently, do you really think that they cannot? They just dont have the chance or probly not confident enough like you. You should be thankful to God that you are given that skills, and perhaps you can help them with your skills, not by saying they are timid or wutsoever....

Please laaa.... dont let this kind of people come near me.... i dont like!!!!

Just remember one thing, what you have right now wont stay with you forever, mati nanti hilang jugak nnt!


* I'm just letting out what i feel for them.... this is so not fair .... sighh....

Thursday, November 23

diambil drpd emel fwd...

Andainya Malaysia diserang

andromed menulis "MALAYSIA DISERANG ???
AMARIKOS menyatakan Malaysia sarang pengganas..
ada pejuang Hizbullah terlepas ke malaysia...lalu menghantar Kapal Pengangkut Pesawatnya (CARRIER) di Selat Melaka dan di Laut China Selatan. Menghantar kapal selam nuklearnya dgn muatan peluru berpandu membawa armada tentera untuk menyerang malaysia...

AMARIKOS menyuruh negara berhampiran dengan Malaysia yang merupakan sekutu rapatnya SINGOFURO di selatan, TAHAILAND di Utara dan PILLIPINNOS di Timur menenyerang Malaysia dengan alasan memburu pengganas al-Qaeda atau Hizbullah sama seperti alasan Israel menyerang Lubnan.

Walaupun Malaysia cakap Malaysia negara bebas pengganas tentera Kuffar tetap menyerang malaysia jugak sama seperti mereka menyerang Iraq kerana mereka dakwa Iraq ada senjata pemusnah, Afghanistan ada Pengganas Taliban, Lubnan ada Pengganas Hibullah dan Malaysia ada Pengganas Jemaah Islamiah.

Malaysia tetap mempertahankan Malaysia ini tidak ada pengganas tetapi suara kita tidak dihiraukan sama seperti mereka tidak hiraukan Afghanistan, Iraq dan Lubnan.
Sebelum tiba saat MALAYSIA DISERANG ini Perdana Menteri kita...YB Wakil Rakyat...Parlimen dan ADUN...Tauke-tauke Cina yang kaya... semua cabut lari ke keluar negara dengan jet dan pesawat peribadi masing-masing. Mereka ada duit untuk cari perlindungan di luar negara.

Tinggallah rakyat Melayu Islam yang miskin hina ini di negara sendiri, menunggu masa untuk diserang oleh tentera Kuffar AMARIKOS dan sekutunya. Barulah rakyat tahu bahawa pemimpin Melayu dan tauke cina yang dijadikan pepimpin sebelum ini tidak sama seperti Khalifah Umar Al-Khattab...Khalifah Ali Abi Thalib...Khalifah Khalid Al-Walid... Khalifah Salahuddin Al-Ayubbi...yang sanggup berada dibarisan hadapan berdepan musuh-musuh Islam.
SAAT Peperangan bermula....

Tempat yang mula-mula sekali dibom adalah Putrajaya, diikuti negeri-negeri lain. AMARIKOS dan Sekutunya mengebom...melancar peluru berpandu... membedil...menembak Rakyat Malaysia...mereka membunuh Orang tua... perempuan dan Anak-anak kecil orang melayu islam kita...sama seperti Yahudi menembak dan membunuh rakyat Lubnan yang tak berdosa!!!
AMARIKOS dan sekutunya menyerang MALAYSIA secara besar-besaran. Apabila selesai pesawat pejuang di Selat Melaka mengebom Perlis, Kedah, Pulau Pinang, Perak, Selangor dan Kuala Lumpur. Datang lagi pesawat musuh silih berganti.....

Apabila selesai pesawat pejuang di laut China Selatan mengebom Kelantan, Terengganu, Pahang....datang lagi pesawat musuh silih berganti....

Johor pula dibedil dengan peluru berpandu jarak sederhana SINGOFURO... diserang dengan jet-jet pejuang SINGOFURO yang sentiasa melalui ruang udaranya... menghujani bom-bom dan roket...kemudian Johor dan negeri sembilan dapat ditawan tentera musuh.
Anda di berada di Kedah....Pasukan Darat tentera Bersekutu mara dari bahagian Utara...tentera bersekutu semakin dekat dengan rumah anda... menentang pintu rumah anda....anda bersama dengan Isteri yang sarat mengandung dan 3 orang anak ketakutan dalam rumah...

Tentera bersekutu memperkosa anak perempuan yang berusia 12 tahun anda depan mata anda...sebagaimana tentera Sebia memperkosa umat Islam Bosnia...muncung senapang ditujukan di kepala anda...

Anak perempuan kesayangan anda yang anda bawak masa jamuan Raya 2006...diajukan muncung senapang...
DAMMMMMM...anak kesayangan anda mati ditembak oleh tentera bersekutu...

Sebelum ini anda melihat anak umat islam Lubnan, Palestin mati ditembak.. anda tidak mempunyai perasaan apa-apa... sekarang berlaku kepada diri sendiri... baru tahu perasaan sedih anak mati ditembak di depan mata.....
Anda menangis ketakutan....

Tentera bersekutu merampas Isteri anda yang sarat mengandung, dibawa menaiki trak...untuk dijadikan habuan tentera dalam kem. Anda dipukul separuh mati oleh tentera bersekutu meninggalkan anda patah riuk berlumuran darah. Anda sangka anda sudah mati....tetapi umur anda masih panjang....anda masih hidup...anda merangkak menuju ke hutan berhampiran disebuah bukit untuk menyembunyikan diri....

Anda mengalirkan air mata... INGAT AKAN ALLAH....

Ujian peperangan berlaku didepan mata anda sekarang. Anda sebelum ini tidak pernah terlintas dengan peperangan. Kita sering disogokkan negara kita aman, tiada peperangan, tiada pertumpahan darah tiba-tiba hari ini diuji berlaku peperangan.

Pemimpin tersebut yang menyatakan negara kita aman cabut menghilangkan diri. Anda sudah tiada siapa lagi didunia ini....
Anak perempuan diperkosa dan dibunuh didepan mata...
Anak kecil ditembak didepan mata...
Isteri dirampas untuk diperkosa.... didepan mata!!!!
kawan-kawan...sahabat taulan... ramai yang terkorban..
dan tidak kurang juga yang cedera parahh..

Dipuncak bukit anda melihat kampung halaman anda terbakar. Mayat orang melayu Islam bergelimpangan mati terutama golongan orang tua dan kanak-kanak yang tidak sempat melarikan diri...mereka tidak bernasib baik seperti anda...

Diatas bukit itu juga...anda melihat beribu-ribu Tentera bersekutu berkumpul untuk membunuh dan menembak saki-baki orang melayu Islam yang masih selamat...mengerledah setiap ruang yang ada untuk memburu Al-Qaeda, Hizbullah atau Jemaah Islamiah...tetapi umat Islam lain yang jadi mangsa...

Sementara menunggu sakaratul maut menjemput anda apabila anda tersua dengan Tentera bersekutu nanti....

Apa yang anda Harapkan pada masa itu????

Tiada perkara lain yang anda harapkan kecuali...BANTUAN ALLAH....
BANTUAN TENTERA UNTUK MEMBELA AGAMA ALLAH...ANDA MENGHARAPKAN UMAT ISLAM DARI NEGARA LAIN MEMBERI BANTUAN KETENTERAAN KEPADA MALAYSIA... ANDA MENGHARAPKAN SAUDARA SEAGAMA DENGAN ANDA MELINDUNGI ANDA DARIPADA SERANGAN TENTERA KUFFAR!!!! ANDA MENGHARAPKAN BANTUAN TENTERA JIHAD FI SABILILLAH DARIPADA INDONESIA,SELATAN THAILAND, BANGLADESH, PAKISTAN,DAN NEGARA OIC YANG LAINNNNNN.....BAGI MELAWAN TENTERA PENCEROBOH BUMI MALAYSIA INI......
Tetapi tunggu punya tunggu....bantuan ketenteraan tidak kunjung tiba...

ANDA TERDENGAR UCAPAN DARIPADA PEMIMPIN DUNIA ISLAM YANGLAIN
menyatakan:
"Kami Negara-Negara Islam Mengutuk tentera PENCEROBOH menyerang Malaysia" (Presiden Burkina Faso, Pengerusi OIC yang baru)

"Kami akan menghantar 10 000 Tentera pengaman ke MALAYSIA selepas tamat perang nanti...setelah habis kawasan Malaysia dibom oleh tentera bersekutu"(Presiden NAM)

"Alhamdulillah... Negara kita Indonesia aman damai berbanding dengan
negara Malaysia yang dilanda peperangan...Kita semua patut bersyukur...
kita dapat menyambut hari raya aidilfitri dan deepavali dalam suasana
yang aman harmoni" <--- Pemimpin Malaysia selalu sebut.
(Presiden Indonesia- Negara Umat Islam paling ramai)

"Tak apa... selepas peperangan tamat... Kami akan menghantar para pendakwah ke Malaysia untuk mendidik rakyat Malaysia"
(Wakil Penduduk Islam Selatan Thailand)

"Kami akan menghantar bekalan makanan dan ubatan kepada Penduduk Islam Malaysia yang dilanda peperangan"
(Pemimpin Arab Saudi)..bagi komen dan pendapat...

APA PERASAAN ANDA APABILA MENDENGAR UCAPAN PEMIMPIN-PEMIMPIN ISLAM SEPERTI DIATAS DIKALA ANDA MEMERLUKAN BANTUAN
KETENTERAAN DARIPADA MEREKA??
fikir2 kan....

Ooucch...

Tuesday, November 14


Once there was a man who asked ALLAH for a flower and a butterfly
But Instead Allah gave him a cactus and a catterpillar
The man was sad, he didn't understand why his request was mistaken.

Then he thought:
Oh well, Allah has too many people to care for...
And decided not to question.

After some time, the man went to check up on his request that he had left forgotten.
To his surprise, from the thorny & ugly cactus a beautiful flower had grown.
And the unsightly carterpillar had been transformed into the most beautiful butterfly.

ALLAH always does things right!
His way is ALWAYS the best way,
even if to us it seems all wrong.

If you asked ALLAH for one thing & received another, TRUST.
You can be sure that He will always give you what you need at the appropriate time.

What you want...
....is not always what you need!

ALLAH never fails to grant our petitions, so keep on going for Him without doubting or murmuring.

Today's THORN...
Is tomorrow's FLOWER!

ALLAH GIVES THE VERY BEST TO THOSE WHO LEAVE THE CHOICES UP TO HIM!

Saturday, October 28

You say it best, when you say nothing at all ....
especially when the photos itselfs speaks a thousand words...

Sunday, October 22

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri
Maaf Zahir Batin!!~

Raya ni tak sempat pulak nk design satu kad raya. Terpaksa kluarkan balik yg dulu2 nyer. Yg pastinyer banyak menyimpan kenangan lama yg manis n pahit. Tapi yg manis lebih diingati.

Ehe...raya thn ni kena bg duit raya ker kat kezen2ku? Pertama kali beraya sbg seorg yg dh bekerja....well, there's always a first time for everything...pasni lain plak... kan...:p

Kepala pening, br lps packing dan lepas sahur satgi akan bertolak pegi amik tokwan kat tanjung malim pastu amik achik plak kat tronoh....pastu br lah ke destinasi kampungku Kulim. It's gonna be a very longgggg trip tmrw....

Semoga raya tahun ini tetap meriah walaupun ape sahaja dugaan yg mendatang....

Raya tetap raya!!!!!

Tuesday, October 3

Why do we read Quran, even we can't understand not even a single Arabic?

This is a beautiful story.

An old American Muslim lived on a farm in the mountains of eastern Kentucky with his young grandson. Each morning Grandpa was up early sitting at the kitchen table reading his Qur'an.

His grandson wanted to be just like him and tried to imitate him in every way he could.

One day the grandson asked, "Grandpa, I try to read the Qur'an just like you but I don't understand it, and what I do understand I forget as soon as I close the book.
What good does reading the Qur'an do?"

The Grandfather quietly turned from putting coal in the stove and replied, "Take this coal basket down to the river and bring me back a basket of water."

The boy did as he was told, but all the water leaked out before he got back to the house.

The grandfather laughed and said, "You'll have to move a little faster next time," and sent him back to the river with the basket to try again.

This time the boy ran faster, but again the basket was empty before he returned home.

Out of breath, he told his grandfather that it was impossible to carry water in a basket, and he went to get a bucket instead.

The old man said, "I don't want a bucket of water; I want a basket of water.

You're just not trying hard enough," and he went out the door to watch the boy try again.

At this point, the boy knew it was impossible, but he wanted to show his grandfather that even if he ran as fast as he could, the water would leak out before he got back to the house.

The boy again dipped the basket into river and ran hard, but when he reached his grandfather the basket was again empty.

Out of breath, he said, "See Grandpa, it's useless!"

"So you think it is useless?" The old man said, "Look at the basket."

The boy looked at the basket and for the first time realized that the basket was different. It had been transformed from a dirty old coal basket and was now clean, inside and out.

"Son, that's what happens when you read the Qur'an.
You might not understand or remember everything, but when you read it, you will be changed, inside and out. That is the work of Allah in our lives."

Friday, September 22

Thought for the day.

A group of alumni, highly established in their careers, got together to visit their old university lecturer. Conversation soon turned into complaints about stress in work and life. Offering his guests coffee, the lecturer went to the kitchen and returned with a large pot of coffee and an assortment of cups: porcelain, plastic, glass, some plain-looking and some expensive and exquisite, telling them to help themselves to hot coffee.

When all the students had a cup of coffee in hand, the lecturer said: "If you noticed, all the nice- looking, expensive cups were taken up, leaving behind the plain and cheap ones. While it is but normal for you to want only the best for yourselves, that is the source of your problems and stress. What all of you really wanted was coffee, not the cup, but you consciously went for the better cups and are eyeing each other's cups."

"Now, if life is coffee, then the jobs, money and position in society are the cups. They are just tools to hold and contain life, but the quality of life doesn't change."

"Sometimes, by concentrating only on the cup, we fail to enjoy the coffee in it."

Don't let the cups drives you... enjoy the coffee.

Wednesday, September 20

This morning is so dull actually.
I looked around me, nobody's in the office except a few. Some of them attending training, some of them MC, some of them overseas, even the bosses is not around.

I'm bored, so here i am writing something and cleaning up sawang2 here in my beloved blog. Eventho i know i'm due to do yesterday's minutes of meeting.

Just to share my first experience in one comittee meeting yesterday. I am the secretary for the meeting, yupp...which as usual i will always prefer doing the writing than do the talking. But yesterday's was so tensed where the madam chairwoman was a really tough one!

The decision done will always be NO, and FYI , she is tougher than the previous chairman which is now transfered to overseas. Anyway, i never really met him pun, just heard it from my boss.
The meeting lasts about 3 hrs, than what we scheduled which was supposed to be only 2 hrs. Penat sehhh take minutes, and at the same time i'm trying to digest what are they really are discussing about... taking over someone's job is so not good, people just dont understand that you know nothing at all...but i'm trying to take a grip on that. You can always learn.

Anyway, I'm due to confirm after 6 months on probation. From what me and my superior had discussed, i am recommended though. My department now are understaff. That explains why you cant really see many people in the office, some of the cubicles are empty. A new staff had just reported yesterday. Fresh graduate too, my boss said that our department is coming back to square one like 4 years ago. All the seniors execs moving out, here come the fresh young ones. Even the SM and a few managers moving out too...

Ramadhan's coming soon!
Am waiting for it, since it,s been 4 years i missed having ramadhan in Malaysia.
But i'm sure gonna miss my ramadhan in brissy especially last year's.
I can still remember how i struggled between my project and then tarawikh and then back to lab...but surprisingly i managed everything!
Those were the days.....which if i have the chance, i would like to go back.

Somehow, i miss the old "me".... i'm probably changed now....but still i wish i can be like before...

"Kamu tau nggak?"
"Sesuatu yg mahal itu apa?"
"Detik yg telah dilewati, kita nggak pernah bisa membeli masa itu kembali"
-OST Alexandria
Salam to all,
Since Ramadhan is getting nearer to us, which i'm sure everyone just cant wait for it,
I would love to share with everyone something about Ramadhan from an email that i get from a friend:

RAMADHAN AL MUBARAK TO ALL MY FRENS !

Wishing all Muslim friends - selamat berpuasa..
Ramadhan hampir menjelang dan persiapan hendaklah diadakan dengan memahami cara beramal di bulan Ramadhan mengikut sunnah dan jangan menjalani ibadah Ramadhan mengikut adat kerana Rasullah pernah bersabda didalam hadisnya :

"Barang siapa menghidupkan sunnahKu ketika rosak umat-Ku maka baginya mendapat pahala seratus syahid. "

Oleh itu berhati-hatilah melakukan amal supaya mempunyai nilai yang tinggi dan mendapat kesan yang baik disepanjang bulan Ramadhan dan dibawah ini dicatatkan amalan-amalan mengikut sunnah.

CHECK LIST AMALAN DI BULAN RAMADHAN
1. Mengucapkan tahniah (Selamat datang Ramadhan atau Selamat menyambut Ramadhan).
2. Niat sebulan bagi malam yang pertama dan selanjutnya niat untuk hari-hari.
3. Sembahyang Isyak berjamaah di masjid/surau.
4. Solat Tarawikh 20 rakaat.
5. Tadarus membaca bersemak dan berturut-turut juzuk.
6. Tidur malam membaca 4 ayat terakhir Surah Al Kahfi supaya dikejutkan bangun tepat jam 4.00 pagi.
7. Bangun jam 4.00 pagi dan setengah jam untuk Qiamullail ringan (Solat Tahjud, Solat Taubat dan Solat Hajat)
8. Jam 4.30 pagi kaum ibu masak sahur.
9. Jam 5.00 pagi/5.15 pagi makan sahur.
10.Jangan tidur sesudah sahur.
11.Solat Subuh berjemaah di Masjid.
12.Tadarus pendek.
13.Matahari tinggi segalah, lakukan solat Isyraq.
14.Menjalankan kerja harian dan menjaga pancaindera.
15.Jam 11.00 pagi tunaikan Solat Dhuha.
16.Lakukan Solat Kafarah Baul 2 rakaat. Rakaat pertama selepas Fatihah baca Surah Al Kautsar 7 kali dan rakaat kedua selepas Fatihah baca Surah Ikhlas 7 kali.
17.Jam 12.00 tengahari tidur, niat tidur waktu Qailulah (ganti jaga satu jam diwaktu sahur)
18.Solat Zuhur berjemaah.
19.Tadarus pendek.
20.Sebelah petang kaum ibu menyediakan berbuka petang.
21.Solat Asar berjemaah di Masjid.
22.Jika masa petang jangan gunakan untuk bersiar-siar atau menonton TV yang melibatkan kemaksiatan. Sebaik-baiknya digunakan untuk mengikuti majlis-majlis ilmu atau berdoa kerana waktu itu amat mustajab.
23. Berbuka dengan ala kadar iaitu minuman yang belum dipanas oleh api atau dengan buah kurma atau buah tempatan.
24.Segera Solat Maghrib di Masjid.
25.Makan malam bersama keluarga.
26.Bersiap sedia untuk ke masjid menunaikan Solat Isyak dan Tarawikh secara berjemaah.

KELEBIHAN-KELEBIHAN YANG LAIN

1. Menghadiri majlis ilmu setiap langkah di beri pahala ibadah sunah setahun.
2. Mengekali berjemaah diberi balasan dengan disediakan sebuah bandar khas di Syurga.
3. Membuat hubungan baik kepda kedua ibu bapa, Allah pandang dengan penuh kasih sayang.
4. Isteri taat kepada suami diberi pahala seperti pahala Asiah dan Mariam.
5. Sesiapa yang menyampaikan hajat saudaranya disampaikan 1000 hajatnya di akhirat.

Mengurangkan berat badan di dalam menjalani ibadah Ramadhan
1. Sebelum puasa timbang badan
2. Kawal berbuka puasa
3. Pastikan semakin lama menunaikan ibadah puasa akan semakin kurang berat badan
4. Elakan daripada makan berlebihan

RANCANG PENINGKATAN IBADAH RAMADHAN
1. Sepuluh hari yang pertama adakan muhasabah amalan.
2. Sepuluh hari yang kedua, pastikan keimanan bertambah kuat dan selaraskan dengan sempena Nuzul Quran.
3. Sepuluh hari yang ketiga kuatkan azam untuk beramal di malam Al Qadr :
i. Dengan melakukan Solat Maghrib,Isyak dan Tarawikh berjemaah.
ii. Atau ditambah dengan Solat Subuh berjemaah
iii. Duduk dengan air sembahyang dan baca Al-Quran, Ayat Kursi, Surah Al Baqarah terakhir (Amanarrasul), Surah Az-zalzalah, Suraah Al Kafirun, Surah al Ikhlas dan Surah Yasin.
iv. Bagi kaum ibu yang uzur, baca zikir.
v. Bangun pukul 1.00 pagi tunaikan Solat Sunat Wuduk, Solat Hajat, Solat Tasbih, Solat Taubat, Solat Istikarah.
vi. Jika sedang beramal, badan terasa sejuk dan terharu maka inilah tanda-tanda mendapat Lailatul Qadar.

SELAMAT TINGGAL RAMADHAN

i. Pastikan Tarawikh terakhir
ii. Ucapkan Selamat Tinggal Ramadhan dengan penuh terharu dan berdoa semoga dipertemukan sekali lagi dengan Ramadhan yang akan datang.

Thursday, August 10

A week before i came back to KL, I received an sms from Along, said that my PC crash.
Well, at that moment, surely that's the last thing i wanna hear rite, marah laa...dh la lama tak jumpa pc ku itu kan...

But then, the day that i arrived from Tganu,
I tried to on my pc and, surprisingly, it's working!!~

ok... that's the introduction...

a week after that, as to make my pc live longer, i did some clean up, uninstall unnecessary things and also defragment hard disk, while doing those, suddenly my pc turned off....and that's it...
felt so sad... my precious...uwaa...

ok...i'm getting in to it now...

so, after what had happened, i've tried everyday to turn it on again,
day 1, 2,3,4,5,6 and
then day 7 i tried again....

It's alive !!!!~
I was so surprised to see it finally working as usual except i noticed a lot of spyware stuffs while doing scanning....that must be the reason why it happened...

ok...so i began cleaning all the spyware, but uh, it's so hard to get rid all of it....unfortunately my antivirus just expired 2 mths ago, no wonder la kan....

and so later at night, i was thinking that maybe if i off the pc tonight to not letting the spyware to spread all over the machine, but then i forgot to take off the network adapter....

The next morning...cannot on the machine again!!!
How sad!
After all the thinking, i've came up with a theory,
that maybe after 7 days, it'll be back alive and kicking again!

I really really hope that it'll happen!

so, counting days people.... i hope my theory is true....

anyway people....any idea on what actually happened to my dearest boyfriend a.k.a my pc laaa...
please tell me...

Sunday, August 6

Farewell Dinner & Graduation Day

It's been quite sometimes that i hav'nt really blog. Almost 2 months i've been away from home, and now i am back in my home sweet home. And as time flies so fast, i've been working for almost 5 months already, and insyaAllah will be confirmed next month.

2 months felt like 2 years, but when it's all over, it feels like we just started yesterday.

I'm talking bout the PETRONAS Induction Programme for new Executives or, in short, also known as PIPE IV (we're in the forth Batch). There are 66 new execs, so there goes 66 unique characters. It's fun, but way too much fun.

We started in Permata, Bangi for 2 weeks, then continued in Batu Rakit, Tganu for 6 weeks. Overall, we learned almost every basic things about PETRONAS business. It's benificial for those technical execs, and for those involved in the Oil & Gas industry, but probly irrelevant for the non-technicals exec. But, I guess, it's worth it to get the knowledge at least for the future and as an introduction to the company, a very formal one. Anyway, it felt more like a vacation. Imagine this, 2 months holiday, staying in a resort, beach and sea-view, dinner taken care of, goin places around East Coast and plus, the best part, u still get paid to do all this (Full salary).

And the most important part, you get to know new people. This is the time to get some networking done. You may not need it now, but probly for future or at least having someone you know around the block. And new friends especially the international staff from Sudan and Ethiopia...some of them are really kewl...

PIPE IV Casts

I've been having all sorts of feeling the past two months, and i've actually glad that it all had ended. And up till now, there were things that i regretted doing, and some things that i regretted not doing. Damage has been done, and no turning back. And, I dont wanna think about it anymore.

After the 2 month, as I came back to the office, the usual office routine felt easier, and communiction with colleagues are more friendly than usual. Not to mention that i was assigned to do a sharing session during our weekly ritual tazkirah on Monday about my 2 months Induction. Heh, and to my surprise, i was bombarded with questions on the corporate agenda, which i remembered only a little about it, as i actually slept during the lecture at Permata. Thanks to my boss, he actually saved me, by giving some explaination about it. Wah, cover baik punyerr....

Anyway, i've put up some photos above, that;s the only time that i took out my dgcam as i was too embarassed of its physical which is full of plaster here and there. :p

My wish list for this year:
- new digicam
- new mobile phone (3G)
hope to achieve it by the next 2 months iA!

I'll end my entry now, we'll post more later.....when i'm in the mood to blog again...happy reading people!!!~ u know who u are....miahaha....

Thursday, July 20

Friday, July 7

sakit otak
it's getting worst!
p/s: i think i'm emotionally ok now....i guess so...

Monday, June 19

I'm not happy....here....

These long period far from my home....makes me sick....
I know i'm not good in expressing myself...
but i know that this environment i'm in right now, is not the healthiest environment ever...
I'm so weak....


God, Please let me go through this in a good way.... I need YOU to guide me in this situation...
I need some encouragement, help me people!!


Cant really write a lot now....

I'm sp stressed up...
This is so not a BLUE sky holiday!!

Monday, May 15


The Question is: WOULD YOU MARRY YOU?

One of the first things that most people think about when preparing for or thinking about marriage, are the characteristics or qualities of the person they would like to marry.
Some people think about how they want their potential husband or wife to look - perhaps they think about such things as hair and skin color. Some men may look for a wife who is an excellent cook, and some women may look for a husband who is very religious. Nonetheless, most people, Muslims included, seem to go to great lengths to make elaborate lists, either on paper or in their minds, about all the things they want or expect from their potential husband or wife.
And while this is good and perhaps a very necessary part of the marriage search, few people ever sit down, and with the same purposefulness and care, enumerate their own qualities and characteristics or think about whether they, themselves, are the kind of people that someone else with just as high expectations or ideals would want to marry.
Think outside of yourself for a moment: If you were someone else, would you marry you? I don't mean you, as you would like to see yourself weeks, months or even years from now. Nor do I mean you as you imagine yourself after you have had a chance to change a few of your bad habits, improve your character, fix yourself up, or you after you begin to practice your religion more seriously. I mean you, as you are TODAY.
I believe that if some people were to be completely honest with themselves, they would have to admit that they, themselves, do not possess the kind of qualities or characteristics they would want in a husband or wife. Perhaps we all know of someone like this? Possibly a relative of ours, a best friend or maybe this person is YOU.
For two people who are experienced at it, marriage, at best, can be difficult. It requires patience, diplomacy, perseverance, flexibility, wisdom, and endurance, just to name a few things. Does this mean that if someone does not possess ALL of these qualities they should not get married? No, I don't mean to say this.
However, there are people that I have come across that are in a desperate race to get married; while at the same time they possess characteristics of selfishness, stubbornness, inflexibility, insensitivity, and ingratitude. They are overly critical of other people while at the same time they have difficulty accepting criticism of themselves. And they have poor communication skills. On top of all of that, they may be in denial and won't face up to the fact that they have a *few* personality defects to iron out before getting married.
Do any of these ill-mannered characteristics describe you or someone you know that is looking for a wife or a husband? Has anyone ever told YOU that you possess any of these characteristics? Marriage is so serious; an affair that I would dare say that if someone looking to get married possesses some or all of these qualities, they may be headed for big trouble. Or, should I say anyone that marries a person like this might be in very, very big trouble?
The question then becomes: Does a person who possesses these kinds of shortcomings have to wait years before getting married? I would say the answer is NO! Someone like this doesn't have to wait years to get married. Allah, The Sublime, says in the Quran that He will never change the condition of a people until they first change what is inside of them. This ayah offers hope - hope of a new tomorrow. Isn't that what most people want? They want to know that whatever difficulties they are facing today, a change is on the horizon for tomorrow. However, it does not only offer hope. It offers hope on a condition. That condition is that we have to take the first step to recognize that we have a problem and then do something about it.
Can a man who is a drunk ever become sober unless he recognizes that he has a problem? And can a man that is insensitive, inflexible, stubborn, ungrateful, rigid, and selfish ever be a good husband? Someone who is in denial about their faults will never be able to change their negative pattern of behavior until they first recognize and ADMIT that they have a problem.
Once you can admit that you have a problem, the next step is to begin working diligently and consistently on your problem or negative characteristics. The key words here are working diligently AND consistently. As any doctor will tell you, a patient has to be diligent and consistent about taking their medicine in order to see good results. Couple this prescription that Allah gives us in the Quran with prayer and strong faith, InshaAllah, you can overcome any problem.
If after taking a good long, honest look at yourself in the mirror you cannot honestly say that you would make a good husband or wife in your present condition, then before you pick up the pen to enumerate a list of all the fine qualities you are looking for in a wife or husband, instead, why not list some of the qualities that you need to work on, and then embark on a program to change these bad qualities so that someday soon when Allah does bless you with a good wife or husband you will be worthy of such a person? After all, isn't the divorce rate high enough already?
Love is a force that uplifts and inspires mankind. Children starve without it. Men and Women wither and decay when it is lacking. Yet it costs nothing, the values of love can not be measured by material standards. Allahu a'lam.

**this entry is just something for u, me and everyone to ponder upon. Not mine, it's from a forwarded email. Interesting eh....:p You would probably don't realize it, but come to think about it...would you really wanna marry a person like YOU ?? Think hard! Of course, we can't be that PERFECT, but at least we try to improve day by day... aite?

Sunday, May 14


No update.

I really need a blue sky holiday!
Above pic dedicated to my fella sisters...
I want a new, slim, more functions, digital camera like this .
I'm so gonna get it soon!!!!~
I'm in love with photography again.

Plus, I hate driving!!!!!
Driving makes me sick.

Just my random thoughts for today.
I'll add some more when i have the mood.

Tuesday, April 18

I was away for a few days. Went to Tronoh doing understudy on how the EDUCAMP were held. It feels good to be back home now. I am on unrecorded leave today, but will be going back to Tronoh tmrw for the 2nd batch EDUCAMP. Was not aware before that in the edu division, you get to travel a lot. But, i guess, i'll get use to it later. It's been one month of new phase. It's hard to keep up, working really take almost all your time in a day. Worried that i'm not using my time efficiently, feels like your life had been controled and committed all day long. I just hope that i'll improved soon.

By the time, Verily, men is in loss. (103:1-2)

AND I really need to get back on my driving skills (never had one pun actually), i'm so sick thinking about it... at least, i tried a few times when Along came back from Melaka... but still, she as the unqualified instructor reported that i still cant go on the road alone yet....haha....then i guess i knew already what the JPJ a.k.a Abah will say... of course la "cannot..... wait till you pass!"

Semua Tentang Kita
I miss everyone in pics below! Miss those days.....so so so much!

(during our last BBQ at Roma Street Parkland)

(at Wynum)

Best Photos that i just found!

And these 2 pics below are taken during trip to Toowomba last summer. I was looking back at those pics, and i thought of posting these pretty pics here.



Later...daa...

Tuesday, April 11

Persoalan di kala ditimpa dugaan

Assalamualaikum wr wb. kadang-kadang ... bilamana kita dilanda pelbagai ujian dan dugaan hati ini selalu sahaja merintih... dan pelbagai persoalan timbul dibenak hati sanubari kita.......

KENAPA AKU DIUJI ?

" Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan (saja)mengatakan: "Kami telah beriman," sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta. "

-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3

KENAPA AKU TIDAK DAPAT APA YANG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN ?

" ..... Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. "

-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216

KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI ?

" Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."

-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286

RASA KECEWA ??

" Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi derajatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman. "

-Surah Al-Imran ayat 139

BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA ?

" Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah bersiap siaga (di perbatasan negerimu) dan bertakwalah kepada Allah supaya kamu beruntung. "

-Surah Al-Imran ayat 200

"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan shalat. Dan sesungguhnya yang demikian itu sungguh berat, kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyu', "

-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45

APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARIPADA SEMUA INI ??

" Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu'min, diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan surga untuk mereka ..... "
-Surah At-Taubah ayat 111

KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP ?

" ..... Cukuplah Allah bagiku; tidak ada Tuhan selain Dia. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakkal. Dia adalah Tuhan yang memiliki 'Arsy yang agung. "

-Surah At-Taubah ayat 129

AKU DAH TAK DAPAT BERTAHAN LAGI !!!!!!!!!!

" ..... dan jangan kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, melainkan kaum yang kafir. "

-Surah Yusof ayat 87

Semoga segala persoalan dan rintihan yang melanda jiwa dan sanubari kita terubat dengan janji-janji Allah.sesungguhnya kepada kitab suci Al-Quran lah tempat kita merujuk segala permasalahan kerana ialah penawar untuk kita.Dengan itu marilah kita kembali kepada Al-Quran.Kembali mengamalkan ajaran yang terkandung sepenuhnya.


Wednesday, March 22

I wonder does everyone who just start working felt the same way that i do now?
Ok, firstly, this is really new to me.
I guess i'm not matured enough to work right now.
But am ready to take the challenge.

Working in an education department was quite busy actually.
I dun meant me being busy at the moment, but lookin at all my office mate around me.
Still adapting myself to the new environment.
What i see now is so totally different from what i though when i was a student before.
Managing scholars welfare is not an easy task.
Sadly us student (used to be once) never really appreciate what the ESU people were doing for us. Keep on complaining some more. (that goes to me too actually...)
Now that i'm one of the officer in the department,it would somehow change my view and perception. So, my advice to the scholars (YOU!), please stop complaining, stop asking for allowance increment, stop blaming anything to the sponsors, and yada,yada...
After all, they really had help u a lot, and tried hard to make things easier for all.
But everything needs to follow procedure, that's why we have the manager and all the supporting staff around, if not, better work alone.

Quite scary at first, but once u know them, it's like a family in there.
Working as a team, helping each other.

There are a few responsibilities that i have to take over from now on,
First is to manage the completed studies scholars who are not reccomended in the Structured Interview to go for training in the Graduate Training Programme.
Second, to manage the Proffessional Accontancy Programme for scholars and staffs,
and also managing the Transfer of Contract for scholars who wish to work with other company after not getting any work offer from Pet.
Hrm...a bit challenging rite...

Now is a very crucial period in ESU.
Online application for the scholarship just ended yesterday.
Had been given the opportunity to be one of the Hotliners for the online application.
Seriously, it's not easy handling all those calls from students and parents.
One typical Malaysian attitude that we realized , they dont read instruction!!!~
It was well written in the website, but they just don ever think of reading it.
But yeah, being professional, we answered it polite and nice. (but dlm hati sape tauu...)

And the next thing happened to me, was assigned to do advertisement for the OQ application plak. Huhu...need to learn a lot of things....
But so far so good, i'm still coping up ....
Excited gak...

Pray for me the best k!
Everyday is a learning task eventho we're not a student anymore.......
i'll stop typing now, esok keje nk kena bgn awai...

Friday, March 10

Salam to all...

Guess wut?
I've actually had been employed by Petronas and will start working in KLCC Petronas Twin Tower on the 16th March.
Syukur Alhamdulillah.
I was offered a place as an Exec at the Education Sponsorship Unit in the Education Division.
Was actually been told about this on the 1st March, but finally had the guts to write it in here today as i just received the result of my Medical check-up yersterday. I'm fit and recommended!

Will finally resign as 'Penganggur professional' soon!

And not forgetting to congrat Najwa too, she's the new Exec at the HR dept, we'll start working together on that day!

Will be hoping for the BEST on this.

"Janganlah seorang pun daripada kamu menjadi orang yg tidak berpendirian, beliau mengatakan: "Aku bersama orang ramai, jika mereka berbuat baik aku akan berbuat baik, sekiranya mereka berbuat jahat, aku akan berbuat jahat (pula)," tetapi kamu mestilah menetapkan diri kamu, apabila orang berbuat baik, kamu mestilah berbuat baik, sekiranya mereka berbuat jahat, kamu mestilah menjauhkan diri daripada kejahatan mereka."

(Hadith Riwayat Tirmidzi)

Tuesday, March 7

Dapat citer ni dari seorg sahabat....menarik nih...utk peringatan semua...
baca jgn tak baca...

Adalah seorang hamba Allah ni, dia pergilah bersiar-siar di tepi hutan.
Sedang dia menghirup udara rimba yg segar tu, tetiba dia terdengar satu
bunyi... jeng!jeng!jeng!... bunyi....aauuummmmm!!!!! Bunyi harimau yg
kelaparan dan hanya menunggu mangsanya saja. Jadi, si hamba Allah ni
pun lari untuk menyelamatkan diri. Harimau tu kejar hamba Allah ni.
Sebab dia dah lapar sangat ni.


Harimau tu pun kejar, kejar, kejar dan kejar. Hamba Allah ni punyalah
takut, berlari lintang pukang. Sempat juga dia berdoa agar dia
diselamatkan daripada dibaham dek harimau tadi. Dengan kuasa Allah
diperlihatkan sebuah perigi di depan mata ya. Jadi untuk menyelamatkan
diri si hamba Allah ni pun terjunlah ke dalam perigi.


Perigi tu ada tali dan sebuah timba. Si hamba Allah ni bergayut pada
tali tu. Tali tu pendek jer. Jadi dia bergantungan di tengah-tengah
perigi. Di mulut perigi, harimau yg lapar tu menunggunya. Si hamba
Allah ni pun berfikirlah macam mana nak menyelamatkan diri, sambil
berdoa kepada Allah agar dia diselamatkan. Tengah dok berfikir camner
nak
sel! amat, tetiba dengar bunyi kocakan air di bawah perigi.


Aaaaa!!!!... Ya Allah..... lagilah seram dibuatnya. Nak tahu ada apa
kat bawah tu? Ada 2 ekor buaya yg kelaparan. Apalah nasib. Dah jatuh
ditimpa tangga. lagilah takut si hamba Allah ni. Atas ada harimau
bawah ada
buaya. Semakin risau dan takut. Tengah berfikir untuk mencari jalan
keluar, tetiba keluar seekor tikus putih dari lubang celah-celah
perigi, naik ke atas ikut tali yg hamba Allah tu bergayut. Sampai kat
atas tikus tu gigit t! ali tu pulak. Cis, kurang ajar punya tikus.
Alahhhh.... cam ner ni. Pas tu, keluar lagi seekor tikus yg berwarna
hitam. Naik mengikut tali tadi, cit!cit! cit!cit! sampai kat atas.Tikus
hitam ni pun gigit juga tali tu. Cis, lagi satu. Macam mana aku nak
buat ni.... habislah jadi mangsa buaya .


Berfikir lagi. Kalau naik kat atas makan dek harimau. Kalau tunggu tali
putus dan jatuh ke bawah makan dek buaya. Macam mana nih... Sedang
hamba Allah tu berfikir cam ner nak selamatkan dirinya,
tetiba....terdengar
satu bunyi.... uuuuuuuuuuuuu... bunyi lebah bawa madu. Si hamba Allah
ni pun mendongak ke langit, melihat lebah yg sedang bawa madu.


Tetiba setitik madu terjatuh dan terus masuk ke dalam mulut si hamba
Allah ni tadi. Punyalah nikmat sehingga tidak terkata. Hamba Allah tu
kata, "Fuh manisnya madu ni , tak pernah ku rasa manisnya ni. Sedapnya.
Subhanallah sungguh sedap ni." Kerana setitik madu si hamba Allah tu
lupa pada harimau yg sedang menantinya di mul! ut perigi dan buaya yg
menantinya di bawah.


Kalau semua nak tahu , si Hamba Allah itu adalah kita semua. Harimau yg
mengejar tu adalah maut kita, ajal memang sentiasa mengejar kita, so
beringat-ingatlah. 2 ekor buaya itu adalah malaikat Munkar Dan Nakir yg
menanti kita di alam kubur nanti. Tali yg tempat si hamba bergayut tadi
adalah jangka hayat kita kalau pendek talinya maka panjanglah umur kita
dan kalau panjang talinya maka pendeklah umur kita.


Tikus Putih dan Hitam tu adalah dunia kita siang dan juga malam yang
sentiasa menghakis umur kita.Kan tikus tu gigit tali tu. Madu...,madu
yg jatuh setitik ke dalam mulut hamba itu tadi adalah nikmat dunia.
Bayangkan setitik sa! ja madu tu jatuh ke dalam mulutnya,dia lupa pada
harimau dan buaya tu. Macam kitalah bila dapat nikmat sikit lupa pada
Allah. Waktu susah baru la nak ingat Allah...

Moral of the story?
for me:
ingat Tuhan setiap masa, tp slalu kita terleka kan dgn mende2 di sekeliling, mcm citer td bila susah jer nk ingat, masa senang tak ingat pun. Kalo camtu la, Allah pun jarang la nk ingat kita slalu. Samalah kalo kita nk org ingat kita, kita kena ingat org tu jugak. kalo dia tau kita tak ingat kat dia, buang masa jer dia ingat kat kita kan...heh, analogikuu...
jadi mau ingat laa.....ingat Allah sentiasa, bila susah, bila senang, bila happy, bila sedey, bila seronok, bila -bila laaa....
Nak tau camner nk tau kalo Allah ingat kita?
Bila kita ingat Allah laaa....
kan??

iA ramai yg dpt somthing from citer ni kan?
nak dgr gak aper yg korg dpt,
so plz do write some down at the comment area k!!~

Monday, February 27

Interesting article .... dapat kat blog seorg adik, baca laaa... buka minda anda....

MARAH KERANA CINTA, BUKAN KERANA BENCI...
Oleh: Pahrol Mohamad Juoi
@ http://www.fitrahperkasa.net/

Saya masih ingat sikap 'unik' (aneh) sesetengah orang-orang tua kampung dulu-dulu. Ruang di bawah rumah mereka selalunya diperuntukkan untuk meletakkan barang usang yang 'kurang' atau tidak perlu. Selalunya botol-botol, tin-tin atau papan-papan buruk. Entah kenapa semua itu tidak dibuang. Hanya di letakkan begitu sahaja. Diguna tidak, dibuang pun tidak. Peliknya, apabila barang-barang 'antik' itu hendak diambil oleh orang lain, cepat-cepat pula mereka melarangnya. Tak boleh – nak guna, sayang, dan macam-macam alasan.Itulah sebuah analogi yang terlintas di fikiran bila saya ditanya tentang kemarahan umat Islam terhadap penyiaran karikatur menghina nabi Muhammad s.a.w oleh akhbar-akhbar Eropah khususnya Denmark.

''Encik tidak marah?'' tanya seorang siswa sehabis sahaja majlis diskusi tentang topik berkenaan.

''Marah,'' akui saya perlahan.

''Tak cukup begitu sahaja. Esok kita berarak, bakar bendera Denmark!''

Saya senyum.

''Kita ada cara yang lebih baik. Ada senjata yang lebih hebat. Doa,'' balas saya.

''Kita kena tunjuk kemarahan kepada mereka yang menghina Rasul.''

''Menunjukkan kecintaan kepada Rasul lebih utama.''

''Marah itulah tanda kecintaan kita!''

''Betul. Tetapi membuktikan kecintaan dengan mengamalkan sunnahnya jauh lebih utama.''

''Encik takut?''

Saya renung matanya.

''Mengamalkan sunnah Rasul memerlukan lebih keberanian! Tentangannya lebih hebat. Bahkan daripada orang Islam sendiri,'' tusuk saya perlahan.

''Kita bakar bendera mereka!''

''Kita 'bakar' cara hidup mereka. Itu lebih relevan.''

Giliran dia pula yang diam. Mungkin siswa yang 'terbakar' ini mula mengunyah maksud kiasan saya.Lalu saya ceritakan analogi awal tadi. Alhamdulillah, dia mendengar teliti.

''Kita dengan sunnah, seperti orang tua-tua dahulu dengan barang-barang usang di bawah rumah. Nak digunakan tidak, nak dijunjung jauh sekali, tetapi bila ada orang lain nak mengambilnya, barulah heboh konon nak digunakan.''

''Bagaimana kita hendak tunjukkan perasaan marah?''

''Demontrasi depan manusia. Depan Allah, kita berdoa. Kita muhasabah, sejauh mana kecintaan kita kepada Rasul-Nya. Mungkin provokasi Barat membawa pengajaran tersirat.''

''Pengajaran tersirat?''

''Ya, tersirat dari Allah! agar kita menilai semula benar-benarkah kita mencintai sunnah Rasul-Nya selama ini.''

''Kemarahan ummah inilah buktinya,"ujarnya bersemangat.

''Kemarahan cuma bermusim. Hanya luapan sentimen berkala. Namun kegigihan, kebijaksanaan, perancangan dan ketabahan jangka panjang amat perlu.''

''Maksud encik?''

Jelas dia terpancing dengan kilasan dan kiasan kata-kata.

''Jangka panjang, sudahkah kita mendidik generasi muda mencintai Rasul dan keluarganya? Saya risau generasi muda yang mabuk hedonisme kini tidak akan punya kemarahan yang sama seperti yang saudara alami.''

''Saya ada kawan-kawan sebaya yang hidupnya lintang pukang, tapi masih marah bila Rasulullullah dipersendakan. Mereka akan turut berarak esok!"

''Hidup lintang-pukang? Macam mana tu?'' tanya saya minta kepastian.

''Rock habis. Sembahyang tidak. Bergaul bebas biasalah! tapi cinta mereka terhadap Rasul tak luntur.''

''Ajak mereka sembahyang dulu. Tak berarak pun tak apa. Cinta dulu, marah kemudian. Bila ada cinta, pasti ada marah bila kecintaan dicela. Tapi kalau marah saja, belum tentu ada cinta!''

Dia diam lagi. Kali ini diamnya lebih panjang.

''Agaknya orang tua tu marah tak kalau kita ambil barang-barang berharga di atas rumah?'' tanyanya tiba-tiba.

''Orang tua mana?'' tanya saya semula. Hairan.

''Orang tua dalam analogi encik tadi itulah!''

''Soalan tu kurang umph'',gurau saya.

''Habis soalan apa yang umph?''

''Agaknya orang berani tak hendak minta barang di atas rumah? Berbanding barang usang di bawah rumah?'' balas saya.Termenung lagi dia. Seronok rasanya 'membimbing' siswa ini berfikir. Terimbau luapan semangat saya sewaktu di kampus dulu. Beginilah pola berfikir saya. .

Tiba-tiba dia bersuara, ''tentu tak berani, kerana barang di atas rumah tentu lebih berharga.''''Begitulah sunnah, jika dihayati, diamalkan dan diperjuangkan. Ia nampak sangat berharga di tangan pencintanya. Musuh tak kan berani mengusiknya, apalagi nak menghinanya!''

''Encik ni, tak sangka ke situ pula kiasannya.''

''Kita orang Islam mesti menghormati diri sendiri terlebih dahulu, barulah orang lain akan menghargai kita. Justeru, jika kita marahkan musuh yang mengecam Rasul, marahkanlah juga diri kita yang tidak benar-benar mencintainya!''

''Dan bukti cinta amalkan sunnah Rasul. Itulah cara paling berkesan mempamerkan 'kemarahan' kepada musuh-musuh yang menghinanya.''

Alhamdulillah, saya yakin, kini marahnya kerana cinta bukan kerana benci. Dominasi cintakan Rasul bukan emosi bencikan musuhnya!



Thursday, February 23

Alrite...
Believe it or not...
it's been 2 months now that i'm back in M'sia.
I AM STILL MISSING BRISSY and ALL THE PEOPLE THERE.

Wut i've been doing lately?
With no blog entries?
Alrite...i'll update some today...

I've finally went to see Rabbit in Melaka.
Catching up after being apart for almost 5-6 months.
Glad to see that u're doing fine there.
Will always pray the BEST for u!
Nice to see u again my fren!!~
Anyway...can't wait for the weekend, hehe...

Congrats to Salwa and Huda.
Both had been employed now...
Salwa will be goin to Bintulu, and Huda will be in KLCC.
Wow, they can really put u anywhere huh...
Wherever place u'll go...
Believes that Allah gives the BEST for u!
And to others, keep on praying for the BEST.
Sabar, insyaAllah...ur time will come...
that goes to me too actually... :)

And since i was at home most of the time,
I was informally had been selected as the Cook for the family.
Supposedly still under probation,
but i guess, will be up-graded soon.

Who ever will think that finally i can cook myself without being pushed?
All this time, I've been such a bummer, too lazy to cook.
Now, i'm doing the cooking with all my heart, heh.
Well, "dikerah tenaga" at first,
but then was quite excited bout it.
But it will also depends on my mood.
Sometimes too much cooking makes me sick.
Imagined that by the time u finished cooking, u had already been asked about what's for tommorow.
Sorry la...that just spoiled my mood and my enthusiasm.

Well, i've finally made Tiramisu!!!
But, I guess i made a mistake, just a small one.
Cam cair sket...but the taste is there, serious!~
heh...just to make me feel gud myself ....
nvm, there's always room for improvement next time insyaAllah.
To Along and Achik...want some?..then come home la k!!~

To end the entry for today,
I would love to paste this hadith as a reminder to everyone including me,

Narrated Ibn 'Abbas r.a : Once I was behind the Prophet S.A.W, and he said:
"O Boy, I will teach you a few words:
(a) Be loyal and obedient to Allah [worship Him (alone)], remember Him always, obey His Orders. He will save you from every evil and will take care of you in all the spheres of life.
(b) Be loyal and obedient to Allah , you will find Him near (in front of you)
(c) If you ask, ask Allah.
(d) If you seek help, seek help from Allah.
(e) Know that if all the people get together in order to benefit you with something, they will not be able to benefit you in anything except what Allah has decreed for you. And if they all get together in order to harm youwith something, they will not be able to harm youin anything except what Allah has decreed for you "
Hadith At-Tirmidhi


Wasallam...

Tuesday, February 7

Salam to everyone.
Seems like i havent been blogging long enuff rite.
Well, nothing to update though.
The status is still unemployed.
No comment on that.
Heard that some of my friends had been offered already.
Rezeki masing2 kan... Happy for them...
I'll pray harder for mine ...:)

I think it's time for me to do something,
rather than just sit back at home.
So, for the first time ,
followed Mama to her Harfiah class (not sure the spelling...)
As expected la kan...
i'm the only young lady in the class...not suprising at all.
It was good.
Mama seated at front, coz she's the treasure (i supposed) collecting the monthly fees from all her friends.
I watched her from my fourth row seat, looking at her and her friends....
mama is so small....like me among my friends...but it seems like everyone knew her...

The class was good, pengisian was nice and understandable eventho the ustaz was actually from Indonesia. He was teaching at front ayah from Ali Imran: 56-58. About 2 types of people; the believers and the disbelievers, the rewards and the azab, and also reminder of the late prophets before Muhammad S.A.W. from Quran.

He also touched a lil bit of the hot controversy issues in the world today. What else, about the Danish Cartoon potraying Rasulullah which had make all Muslims in the whole world mad and angry bout it. Well, i personally think that we shud, coz dont u think our pride and dignity as a Muslim had been violated by them making a fool of our Prophet SAW? If we dont have our stand on this issue, just wait till their next step on making fool of our religion then.Unless, you dont care about it at all. They might not realized that, they just triggered the wrong button, like a wake up call.

Anyways, the issues are more likely like 'membuka pekung di dada' for them. While they were denying and sitting behind the reason of " the freedom of speech ". They were actually letting everyone knows that, the freedom that they were using are destroying them back. It just dont work if u dont have the sensitivity towards religion. And if u see it clearly, the freedom that the were holding at is actually killing them inside, u can see it through their family institution, government administration , and now, their newspapers.
Well, we all know that every freedom without responsibility, will only leads to disaster....
I dun really know how to comment much about this, but that's a lil bit of my two cents that i can think of now...

Owh...one more thing, wut we can do now is...boycott products from them....that's better than using violance or wutever....silence killer beb...

Back to my day today, it was not the first time of attending such classes with mama, been doing that eversince after SPM (since i'm at home doing nothing, dun wanna work some more, that;s the only thing that mum can think of for me).
Kinda worried too actually.

Well, with current situation, mama and abah do urged me to go and get a casual job while waiting for Pet offer. Well, it's not that i dun wanna do that , but it's just that, i dun wanna do it yet, there's another thing that i am prioritizing at now.
It's hard now, u dont have any income, and u dont wanna just being dependent on ur parents for financial stuff, and u also need to recharge ur mobile phone, ha!
Arghh...talking bout this, makes me feel angry, still not receiving any money on our key deposit and end-of-studies allowance from Pet! Urghh....wondering what taken them this long, it's almost 2 months already.....

Sigh...
I wanted to do so many things actually,
but none really had achieved any progress.

Been reading my previous entries since last year.
Funny when u read it back.
Sometimes u feel like, "OMG how in the world did i wrote all this...?"
Some are just crap...
but then, i enjoyed looking back at my edited images that i posted together with the entries.
It somehow had make me feel soooo the 'rindus' with Brisbane!
I wonder whether my future entries will be as exciting as my previous ones? At least, exciting and all for me , that's enuff.

ok la...ngantuk already....
nitey...
just wait for another entry a few days later or more....
depends on my mood too...

Saturday, January 14

I got this from friendster, i found it interesting and would like to share with all of u...

TAZKIRAH: Berapa ramai suami yang boleh jadi
imam???

Kalau perempuan tidak boleh memasak, dikutuk dan
disuruh belajar. Kalau lelaki tak boleh jadi imam
kita kata okay saja. Jangan diperbesarkan nanti
mereka terasa hati.

"Apalah perempuan, tak pandai masak siapa nak
kahwin dengan awak!" Begitulah kata rakan sejawat
lelaki pada seorang anak dara, juga rakan sejawat
kami. Maka jawaplah si gadis ayu itu yang dia
tidak sempat belajar memasak sebab dari kecil
tidak digalakkan keluarga sebaliknya di suruh
menumpukan perhatian pada pelajaran saja.
Sementelah tinggal di asrama, peluang pulang ke
rumah terhad dan tidak sempat turun ke dapur
membantu ibunya.

"Habis sekarang kenapa tidak belajar?" Tanya sang
lelaki lagi dengan penuh semangat. "Sedang
belajarlah ni tetapi selain sibuk dengan kerjaya
saya juga sibuk belajar agama, jadi belajar
memasak tetap tidak diutamakan!" Begitu jawab si
gadis yang membuatkan lelaki tadi
menggeleng-geleng kepala. Baginya tidak sempurna
seorang wanita jika tidak tahu memasak.

Wanita sepatutnya buat begitu juga. Syarat utama
menjadi suami mesti boleh menjadi imam. Walau ada
yang kata, jika itu syaratnya bermakna makin ramai
wanita yang hidup bujang seumur hidup.

Lelaki meletakkan kebolehan wanita di dapur
sebagai perkara utama dan ungkapan hendak memikat
suami, perlu pikat seleranya sering diguna pakai.
Tidak kiralah jika wanita itu berpelajaran atau
berjawatan tinggi dan penyumbang utama kewangan
dalam rumahtangganya. Sekarang bukan asing lagi
gaji isteri lebih tinggi daripada suami. Namun
kedudukan suami sebagai raja tidak pernah dilupa
walau dia tidak mengambil inisiatif mempelajari
ilmu menjadi imam. Ilmu bermain video game di
komputer mereka rasa lebih perlu.

Kalau tidak tahu memasak disuruh belajar dan
sesudah belajar perlu handal. Jika handal bukan
setakat masak untuk keluarga sendiri, kalau boleh
perlu boleh memasak untuk tiga pasukan bola.
Begitulah standard yang telah ditetapkan. Bolehkah
kita meletakkan undang-undang itu kepada lelaki
juga. Kalau tidak pandai jadi imam, belajarlah.
Mula-mula jadi imam kepada keluarga sendiri, sudah
boleh mengimam satu taman perumahan juga.

"Sibuk suruh kita handal memasak, mereka tu
bolehkah jadi imam?" Dengus teman wanita yang
lain.Betul juga. Berapa kerat lelaki yang
menjadikan sembahyang jemaah di rumah bersama
anak
isteri sebagai agenda utama, selain keperluan
memenuhi pelbagai seleranya? Maka bertanyalah
wanitakini kepada beberapa lelaki tentang
kebolehan yang satu ini.

Ternyata ramai yang menjawap tidak confident
menjadi imam sebab takut bacaan al-Fatihah tidak
sempurna, salah tajwid atau pun dia merasakan
isterinya lebih handal. Ada yang kata lebih elok
dia dan isteri sembahyang sendiri-sendiri. Ada
juga menjawab, rasa kelakar pula apabila dirinya yang
rugged menjadi imam.

Isu ini sepatutnya kita beratkan sepertimana
masyarakat memberatkan wanita perlu pandai
memasak
jika mahu bersuami. Lelaki juga harus boleh
menjadi imam supaya kewibawaan mereka sebagai
ketua keluarga tidak goyah atau menjadi mangsa
queen control. Kalau tidak pandai, belajarlah
sekarang. Jika wanita disuruh belajar, apa
salahnya lelaki!

Friday, January 13

Penganggur terhormat, they called me that now.
I prefer to say that "tanam anggur" is what i do now.

My daily routine these days,
starts after subuh, sidai baju, then buat breakfast, then buang sampah, pastu sapu rumah.
After that, naik atas, bukak pc, tunggu mama panggil kalo nk suruh wat aper2 ker.
Around 11 something, gi masak nasi, masak utk lunch (learn to do new dishes everyday, but yg sempoi2 ajer)
After Zuhur dh rasa ngantuk.
Then sometime after that, mama akan panggil suruh kutip baju dh kering, pastu lipat pulak.
Been doing all this as usual for the past 3 yrs but then, the feeling now is different.
Coz i wont be goin back there anymore.

Wanna go out, but then no money.
Wanna call friends, but then no credit.
Wanna try to do something useful, but then ended up doing something useless.

I tried to involve my self into doing something beneficial, but always in the end, i felt like i'm not doing great, feels like i'm lack of something.
Yeah, probly i'm not confident enough,
or maybe i'm just not doing the best that i can,
or maybe i'm just not born with the capability to do so.

I wanna go out, but i cant drive (supposedly can, but dun wanna talk bout this)
Pity of myself, dun really have the courage to do so.

Sometimes i feel sad and angry at the things happening around me,
but somehow, i cant do anything, cant even say a word.

As in the Hadith narrated by Muslim;
“Siapa saja di antara kalian yang melihat kemungkaran, ubahlah kemungkaran itu dengan tangannya, jika tidak mampu, dengan lisannya, jika tidak mampu, dengan membenci dihatinya. Yang demikian adalah selemah-lemah keimanan” {HR Muslim}

So far, eventho i'm back in M'sia,
i found it hard for me actually to be in the very reserved behaviour,
not only that, iman pun kadang2 turun naik, haihh...

I somehow cherish my previous life as a student in Ozy before, where i took all the responsibility on every action that i do. But i'm no more there, i'm out of my comfort zone, i'm in the reality world.
I wonder why i cant do like that here, maybe not yet, but soon , InsyaAllah.
Coz i understand that, jalan kita tidak ditaburi bunga2 harum....
Moga istiqamah bersama2.....Ameen...

Friday, January 6

Yeay..streamyx is back in the house!
Salam AidilAdha!!
Will be goin back to Kedah tomorrow for a couple of days.
InsyaAllah will update more later k!
I am still waiting for job offer from Pet,
they said the earliest probly be Feb or just wait for another 6 months starting the day u report to KLCC...
i wonder when do we get our final allowance and key deposit money?
got all my stuff from jetta last week..
sadly, can't use my my pc now
power supply failure....
thank goodness my hard disk still ok...

orite...
gtg now...
later people!!!