Monday, November 29

update!

Waahh...dah brape kali aku delete aper yg aku taip nih...
Seriously, i've got no mood to blog.
Everytime bukak jer page nih, rasa cam nak say something, but after that cam blur tatau nak tulis aper.

This few days, asyik berjalan jer.
Mula2 gi ikut Along register kat Uitm Melaka.
Pastu, gi gathering Aussie-Nz kat Klang.
Pastu gi kenduri k fizah kat Pahang.
Hari ni patutnyer ikut balik Kedah, tapi disebabkan on the way back nanti nak jemput Achik balik from Tronoh, maka passsenger Naza terpaksa dikurangkan. Konon nyer barang2 Achik bawak balik banyak giler. Lagipun nanti Tokmak ngan Tokpah nak ikut mai KL plak. Sekarang tinggal aku ngan nuyu kat umah. Aku pun tak rasa nak ikut pun...cam nak lepak umah jer.

Heh, abah dah jadik cam fulltime driver....sejak dok umah jer ni, rasa cam everyday is Sunday sebab abah ader.
Mama biasalaa leteran setiap hari, adoi laaaa cam nak pecah telinga...

Balik ni dah makan macam2 la jugak...tapi aku takde la plak rasa cam nak makan sangat. Kalo org beli aku makan.

Reaksi famili dan member bila first time jumpa setelah sekian lama tak nampak adelah seperti:
  • aku dah gelap (mungkin betul, sunburn masa raya harituh tak ilang lagik),
  • aku dah tembam lagik (mungkin betul jugak, tapi aku rasa aku maintain jer...huhuh),
  • aku cam diam sgt (aku segan + malu2 kucin time jumpa member harituh),
  • aku cam banyak ckp (mama kata aku banayk mulut balik kali ni)
Perubahan:
  • bilik kitorg dah tukar (kasi balik bilik yg besar kat abah ngan mama)
  • roundabout kat depan tu dah takde
  • ader sebijik kete Atoz baru kat umah
  • sedara mara (esp yg lelaki) semua dah ensem dan mantap(muahaha!)

Persamaan:
  • along, dan nuyu masih tembam
  • achik bertambah tembam
  • kucing2 di rumah cam tak membesar (sama jer time aku gi Brisbane harituh)
  • member2 skool still maintain lawak cam dulu
Result dah kuar kan....aku sangat sangat bersyukur, Alhamdulillah!
Sgt cuak masa nak tgk result, menjerit2 di depan pc.

Korg....kalo aku nak carik keje kan, keje aper yer??
Sangap dok umah tak buat aper.....
bagi la idea.
Bapak aku suruh masuk kelas programming lagik...waaa!!! aper citer! nak termuntah dah ni...

k la...chiowww!!~







Tuesday, November 16

examfitri di perantauan...

Akhirnye, aku dah rasa jugak camner raya di perantauan.
Camner?
Camni lah....
Mungkin lain org lain rasa nyer.
Bagi aku, walaupun tanpa parents, adik beradik, datuk, nenek, sedara mare semua...
raya tetap ade lah raya.
Raya ngan member2 pun best jugak.
Tapi rasa cam 'something missing' tu tetap ader kan..
aku sukati jer call mama pakai hp hari raya harituh, sbb rasa cam tak puas plak raya tak dengar suara diorg. Sempat la bermaaf-maafan dlm tepon jer. Mula2 rasa nak mintak maaf pakai sms jer, tapi rasa tak 'appropriate', cam takde feeling jer.
Aku ni takdela sensitip sangat kan, sbb takde rasa sedey ker syahdu ker pd pagi raya...cuma lain sket laa sambutan raya drpd kat Mesia.
Tapi masih gembira sebab raya. Bukan kah hari raya hari bergembira....
Menjamu selera pun termasuk dlm agenda....sini pun ader rumah terbuka jugak...
walaupun tak semeriah mesia, rendang ade, sate pun ade...heheh..

Beraya beraya jugak, tapi otak still pikir exam.
Semalam abes satu lagi paper.
Lagi 2 paper menanti di akhir minggu nih.

Agaknye sbb ni la rasa cam tak raya sangat kan...sbb exam...
lepas raya pertama, kena sambung studi balik.
Takpe la....skali skala jer. (next year pun... :p)



Friday, November 12

Selamat Hari Raya





Kad raya utk semua....
yang dah balik Mesia, belum balik, akan balik dan tak balik....

Thursday, November 11

retros version 1.2

That's the theme for my new skin.
Inspired by my Skechers Retros shoe box.
A spontaneous idea while looking at all the boxes and that i just took out from the wardrobe.
And without any doubt, i just did it.
I'm still sticking to the old avril theme but with a new fresh and vibrant colour.
Made a few adjustment using Photoshops, and wallaaa....here it is.

Sorry if i made your eyes 'berpinar' with the previous orange colour. I just changed to this a-bit-soft orange after a few complaints from others.

I just got an sms from my mum.
They were already in Tok Mak's house at Sg Petani.
And tommorow's Abah's 55th birthday.
So officially, he's retiring.
I feel sad....dunno why...

Anyway .... it's almost at the end of Ramadhan...
Should we feel sad coz it's almost gone...
or...
should we be happy for the victory of the battle of 'melawan hawa nafsu'....
hrmm...






Tuesday, November 9

And for the third time of the day....

Alhamdulillah...i passed the prac exam 3!

And for the first time in my life experiencing hailstone....
hujan ais....ade petanda ape2 kah?
i still can feel the hailstone dropped on my head while i was running to Axon bldg just now.
Nothing more i can say.....Subhanallah....


so much for my carefulness...

Quoting back what i'd blogged this morning....
"And today , one more prac exam to be done. I'll do my best and be more careful this time, gotta read all the instructions really well first."

So much for my carefulness, i just missed my prac session which I was supposed to take at 11 am. I had mistakenly thought that my session is at 1 pm.

Cuak! That was just so careless of me!!! Feel like banging my head on the screen....

But, everything is fine now. I went to see the lecturer and explained to him everything . He understood my situation and i get to go to the 2 pm session.

So here i am at the lab, blogging my carelessness story while waiting for the prac exam which is at 2 PM. Fiuhhhh.....



Exam mode II

One paper done yesterday. It was okay. I managed to answer all the question till the last clock ticking. It was almost the same as the past previous years paper. Felt really relieved that i've done one now. Eventhough hours before that i was a bit tensed because the exam was on the first day. But now, i felt glad that it was on the first day. Now i can stay focus on other comin subjects.

I came across something pelik yesterday while waiting for the people to collect my answer sheet at the exam hall. Well, it was about this one guy. I knew him. He was in my tutorial class last semester. And hell yeah he is really smart, always do all the talking in class. But, something might had happened to him during the exam. He probably had'nt have enough time. He was still answering the question when the clock reached the end of time. He begged the the people who collect the answer sheet for extra time and obviously they did'nt allowed him. I felt really sorry for him but at the same time i felt weird...what had happened to him?? It was'nt really like him at all to do that. It was just so sad. He probably went blank in the middle of the exam, and didn't aware of the time. Well that really shows that , anything can happened to you during the exam, and to anyone. People who really prepared can suddenly forgot everything that they studied before, and vice versa, people who did'nt really prepared will suddenly "mendapat ilham" in the exam hall...

I pray to Him that hopefully i won't be like that.
"Ya Allah, ya Tuhanku, lapangkanlah dadaku, tenangkanlah fikiranku dan mudahkanlah segala urusanku"

Thank God, i passed the 2nd prac exam which i'd took twice for the supplementary. I am so grateful to Him that i just felt like crying after the tutor marked 'PASS' on my prac paper. Seriously all this prac supplementary thing really are messing with my mind. It's all because of the requirement to pass the course is you have to pass all three prac exam if not, you just fail. Then, what's the point of having all the assignment, project , class test and final exam when the most important thing that will determine whether you pass the course or not is the prac exams??? Yeah, probably other assessment than prac exam will determine the grade you will be getting like a 7, 6 or 5.... (ape aku buat ni, tanya soklan, jawab sendiri plak...hehe....baru terpikir la...)

And today , one more prac exam to be done. I'll do my best and be more careful this time, gotta read all the instructions really well first.

My next big paper will be on the 15th Nov. So, i guess have to really concentrate on that this week.

Ramadhan is nearly at the end. Teruskan berdoa kepada Allah. Bulan ni doa2 dimakbulkan Allah.
Thanx mum for reminding me!~ And thanks a bunch for really supporting me and giving me the spirit to teruskan berjuang. Insya Allah, I'll do my best.

To my frens....teruskan juang...teruskan...teruskan.....gambatte ne!~




Sunday, November 7

Hari ni hujan dan esok exam....

Rasanyer dah banyak kali aku menjerit di dalam bilik ni sorg2.
Terasa ke"kecut"an di dlm perut...
esok la hari nyer....
awal pagi pukul 8 pulak tuh....
takut pulak kalo tak terbangun...
hari ni pun konon merancang utk bangun kul 8 tetapi, disebabkan suasana yg menghujan, mendung dan berangin sejuk nih....maka terbabas jugak sampai kul 11...
dan sesungguhnya aku tak suka bangun lambat.....
menyesal pulak kerana tertido lebey....
time is running out....
ah...macam tak pnah amik exam jer aku nih....
walhal dah berpuluh kali melalui nyer.....
ape yg menyebabkan aku takut pun aku tatau....
tak cukup besedia ker?
kalo nak tunggu bersedia, mmg aku rasa sampai bile pun takkan cukup...
Baik tak yah pikir banyak....
Esok buat jer sebaik mungkin...
dan seterusnyer....tawakal....

To all my fella friends
Good Luck with Exams!
Do your best!



Thursday, November 4

Excited eh...

Review of last nite iftar.
Nandos was great as well as Popiah, onde2 and Choc Puff.
But the most awaited agenda was "the roomies".
Everyone got to know whose their roomies for next year in CS.
Surprising eh..
not for me...i mean , surprised la jugak....
I got Rabbit (again!~) as my roomie. We are so "cannot live without each other...hehhe"
And Mas and Najwa as 'the osmet'.
Together next year...I really cant imagine how's it gonna be.
The fact that it was a random selection left us wondering why.
But surely it's not a problem for the girls. Wonder how it's gonna be for the boys.

Next year gonna be really fun...eventho i still cant imagine how fun will it be livin in the house together. Food provided, allowance unchanged. I believe we can save more money next year.
I dont think we will spend more time at home , coz it's final year. Mostly at the lab, i supposed.

Anyway, am still feeling excited....we'll be livin in a house, man! No more the selebets college students.

Things to do: Start packing , start packing and start packing.....
I wonder when....
17 days before goin back to KL. Just got my ticket flights yeserday....
Dunno wuts my feeling...
I am so worried with the exam thing make me so not keen to go back...
I really really have to study hard than thinking bout this...
Not really studying as mad as others....

It's almost at the end of Ramadhan....about 9 days to go...
Can't believe it....soon we will be celebrating Eid...still not believing myself that I'm celebrating it here with friends.

One more thing...i almost forgot that, next year will be the final year for me...have this feeling that I'm not ready yet....just not prepared for it.
Next year gonna be a tough one!
Waaaaaaaaaaaa(screaming inside again!)!!!~~

Tuesday, November 2

Exam mode

Mood: The current mood of fazzanilzafrun at www.imood.com
Countdown exam! : 6 days!~

Exam is just around the corner. 6 more days to go for the first paper.

Upcoming event:
PQSA scholars Iftar
Wednesday 2nd Nov
6 pm SCR Cromwell College

Have you vote for Nandos?? Go vote for it at the Yahoogroup.

All Pet students are compulsary to attend.

After Iftar we will be having some 'serious' discussion on accommodation and some other things.










Monday, November 1

setelah sekian lama menyepi....

jeng..jeng...jeng...

gambar baru:

sila klik sini!

itu jer....