di ambang thn baru

Lama tak update....
dah sebulan lebey rupanyer aku kat sini....
masa berlalu cepat sekali...
kenangan beberapa hari lepas masih di hati...
masih terasa kemanisan ukhuwwah....
alhamdulillah...
jumpa lebey ramai orang....
jumpa yg mana dah lama tak jumpa....
moga kita semua bergerak di atas jalan yg sama....

rasa terharu....
rasanye mereka sangat bertuah...
sebelum fly dah mendapat sedikit cahaya...
yang boleh membimbing mereka...
Insya Allah.....semoga mereka mendapat cahaya yg berterusan di sana...

tak sangka kan...
dalam masa beberapa hari....
tak sampai seminggu pun....
rasa cam kenal dah lama....
itulah tanda ukhuwah berdasarkan akidah yg satu...

Esok nak ke Kedah....
balik melawat atuk kat Kulim....
setelah lama tak balik ke sana....
blog ni akan kembali sepi buat sementara...

Tahun baru bakal menjelma...
rasa cam banyak plak bala menimpa...
tsunami, gempa bumi....
adekah petanda bala oleh Allah...
ramai masih tak sedar kan....??
Wallah hu a'lam.....

I like the way I feel

Currently Listening to: Pieces of Me ~ Jessica Simpson

One update a week....orite la tu kan....

Selamat Pengantin Baru kepada Aishah and Farid...Semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat...bukan hingga ke anak cucu jer... heheh... SELAMAT HONEYMOON!!~
I felt really happy for them at that day. bahagia sungguh mereka....

Macam tak percaya jer...for me, they were the first among all my friends yg dah kahwin.
And the fact that i know both of them, lagi laa seronok melihat diorg akhirnya selamat diijabkabulkan.
Tak sangka kan, time really flies so fast. Usia pun dah meningkat dewasa...bayangkan laa...dulu gi tgk sedara kawin, skrg gi tgk member kawin, lepas2 ni kita plak ker....haaa....

Baru2 ni ader berdebat ngan adik-adik kat umah. Biasa laa kalo perempuan kan....topik ni cam hangat sket aa...
hehe...adik2 pun skrg tgh meningkat remaja....rasanyer diorg ni pun dah faham la kan...
yg si adik ni mempersoalkan psl budaya bercouple nih.
And then dok sibuk la tanya "angah, ko ni biler nak ader boyfren??".
Yes...one of the soalan yg aku paling TAK suka ditanya....
maybe dulu waktu skolah , slalu terfikir yg bila masuk uni baru nak carik boyfren.
Masa tu mmg aa, naif lagik. Aku sendiri nak tergelak kalo teringat balik zaman skola dolu2 tuh...hahha...
But now, kita pun dah open minded sket.
And then camner tah, adik aku ni buat conclusion sendiri yg aku ni mengelak daripada nak carik boyfren. Aku pun mengamuk aaa (eh takde aa mengamuk), bengang jer. aku cakap aa yg kalo bleh terus kawin jer lagi best. Ha...terkejut dia....!!~
Dia cam tak setuju kalo terus jer kahwin tanpa berkenal2an. And tempoh berkenal2an bg dia kat sini adelah masa bercouple tu laa...
Erm...aku terangkan laa kat sini, yg masa bercouple tuh, anything can happen, bleh menggalakkkan maksiat laa...semua la kan...
and dia pun pandai gak.... dia pun kata aa...nak bercouple pun kena laa tau batas2 semua...takkan aa takleh nak fikir....takkan nak buat bende2 yg tak elok...
ok this part...aku cam lega aa, sbb dia tau aa aper batas2 semua tuh....
tapi realiti hidup zaman skrg la kan...macam2 dah berlaku...semua org cam dah tak boleh dipercayai...pandai2 la nak hidup kan...
bermacam2 perumpamaan aku bgtau kat dia, especially pasal perempuan la...
yg perempuan ni sgt la berharga, and kena jaga diri sentiasa...
yg adik aku ni plak still dengan pendirian dia...tapi dia cam terima jer la aper yg aku cuba sampaikan kat dia....terfikir gak kut...heheh..
skali skala cerita ngan bebudak ni pasal menda2 ni, sronok gak...hahha...

A day after the wedding, pegi laa Majlis Hari Raya AUSIS, dapat la berjumpa k syimah. Tak sempat jumpa masa kenduri Ecah. Lama tak jumpa since diorg gi Brisbane for Abg Amir's convo. Dapat la jugak bertemu ngan member lama yg jumpa masa Winter gath 2003. Member baru pun ader.

Hari2 seterusnya aku banyak lepak kat umah jer. Buat aper2 yg patut.
Geram dgn komputer yg biler aku scan, banyak giler spyware rupanyer. Sampai slow jadiknyer komputer nih.
Alhamduliilah, skrg dah rasa 'ringan' sket lepas banyak kali dah scan n destroy semua problem2 tuh.

Semalam seharian temankan tokmak ader operation mata kat Hospital Mata Tun Hussein Onn. Tukar shift ngan mama waktu malam. Penat jugak dok menuggu jer. Tokmak pun dah ok hari ni lepas keluar td. Alhamdulillah....

Petang nye keluar ngan famili pergi Sogo. Penat berjalan tak beli aper pun.
Biasa laa aku time Sale camni kan, memang berniat nak carik kasut.
Tapi tau jer la, payah btul nak carik yg berkenan.
Dalam banyak2 kasut tuh, takde satu pun yg betul2 berkenan.
Ei, kena buat kasut sendiri ler aku nih.

Mintak maaf la banyak2 kalo aku tak update selalu k! Aku pun malas gak rasa(tensen pc slow).
Aku tgh nak belajar Flash ni ngan adik aku. Asyik dok bertangguh jer. Macam2 benda aku plan nak buat. Insya allah aku buat sket2 sebelum balik.

Lepas ni, dah takde chance nak kluar ngan member dah.
Salwa, Mynn n Mas dah start Practical kat KL. Nanti bebiler kiter lunch sesama k!
Yg lain aku tatau aper citer.
Aku baru jer bercadang utk menghabiskan masa cuti aku (walaupun tak buat prac) dgn bermanfaat....walaupun aku tak kluar rumah sgt...cuba buat something berfaedah sket...
hehhe..baca buku ker...(still ingat ader homework kan??!!~)

Ok la ....
more updates to come after this..
Later k!!~

update 2

Currently Listening to: Pemuja Rahasia ~ Sheila on 7
Mood:

slow internet connection.....made me so the malas one to update...sorry fellas.

But, since i've got nothin to do now and after a few minutes waiting for the screen to appear, i should'nt just let all my effort to go this far by just leaving u guys with nothin but an update.

Everyday now would probably be the same.
So dont really expect me to came up with a very exciting stories.
Eventho sometimes life can be so interesting....but not everyday for me.

Ok....
Firstly...i really really like to announce this.
After almost 2 years ignoring my ability of driving a car, and also having a valid Driving license, i've finally overcome my fear or phobia (to be more specific). But, it's not actually an overcome. It's more like trying again after leaving it all behind(only some bad memories remain). I managed to drive around (itupun kat Parking lot SS7). Still trying to familiarize myself with the car, to feel the car like my instructor aka abah said. I admit that i'm still lack of confidence. And i need more time. Plz laa....pushing and forcing wont make me any good. Let it come naturally.....i just dont wanna make it worst....eventhough a new car does'nt make me excited to drive....

Sometimes i need people to understand me. I hope i know what i'm doin. If i can satisfied with what i've achieved now, can others do that too?
I dont wanna know bout others, it's mine that i'm worried the most. I've tried my best, yet if it is still not good, what i can do next is try harder. But sometimes, bear in mind that not everything which is good() is the best for you. Whatever it is, God ask us to berusaha....after all it's Him who gonna decide what happened next! Always be grateful to what he gave us. I know sometimes i always feel sorry for myself but i know everything that happened will come with a hikmah. It's just that sometimes we are too busy worrying about stuff that is not under our control.

Had'nt heard anything yet on my Industrial training application. Should i worry bout it? Nahh....it's not even a uni requirement. Good luck to others....

One of My beloved friends getting married end of the week. Feel happy for her. Selamat Pengantin Baru Ecah!!~

Thanx to Salwa...we went out together almost all the time rite... thanx for the companion....kluar lagi ya nanti!

To Rabbit, miss u laaa!!~ Lama tak dgr ko bising2... Lama tak burak2 kan...ko mesti banyak citer best kan...anything best update me k!!~

Message especially for Miss Bint al-Huda, i dunno why i can't view your blog. Missed all those meaningful entries, camner erk?? Is it only me or yg lain pun camtu gak??

Also to ICesoul....same problem...what happen erk?? It says the page cannot be displayed....

Erm...Last thing for today's entry,
Happy Graduation for Hakimah!!~
and also fella graduates!!~