I'm back in my house finally..
Got myself a new room to myself now..
But still, the kids really like my room, they just like hang out in my room..shuhh..
I'm still waiting for all my stuff that i send by Jetta to arrive..
actually...i want my PC..
all my harta karun is in there...
and fighting for one laptop in the house is so not my favour now...

Btw,
what's my feeling now?
I still cant believe that i'm actually back home and will not be comin back to brizzy anymore..
sad...
the truth is:
I miss Brissy so much!
it's not that i hate M'sia or wut..
it's just that , Brissy is like a home to me...
i dont feel like i'm home now!!

And while i'm looking surrounding me is so not "healthy"...
'sigh'
reality....that i need to face this time...
just have to come out of my comfort zone for now...
gotta be strong coz i know i'm weak...
this is just the beginning...

a reminder to me:

Do people think that they will be left alone because they say;
"We believed", and will not be tested.

29:2

I throw stones at my eyes’cause for way too long
they’ve been dry
Plus they see what they shouldn’t from oppressed
babies to thighs
I throw stones at my tongue’cause it should really
keep its peace
I throw stones at my feet’cause they stray and lead
to defeat
A couple of big ones at my heart’cause the thing is
freezing cold
But my nafs is still alive and kicking unstoppable
and on a roll
I throw bricks at the devil so I’ll be sure to hit
him
But first at the man in the mirror so I can chase
out the venom

Today is the last day for me in Brissy.
I dont feel anything yet...
or probably mixed and undefined feeling...
been here for 3 1/2 yrs,
the place where i learned abt life a lot,
the place where i grow up to be like an adult,
the place that i feel secure to be me,
the place that i feel i belong here....
i'm so gonna miss everything here....
with all the people.....
always keep in touch k!!!

Will be flying off tonite at 11:50 pm
and insyaAllah arriving after Subuh tmrw.

What i've been doing lately?
meeting up with friends,
packing stuff,
cleaned the house (look so empty now),
settling all my excess baggage using Jetta air freight (100 kgs!!!!)
Had our last swim at CS last night, feels good!

Today?
i wanna take more photos for the last time!!!!
It's GIGAM time!!!!!!

last but not least,

GOODBYE BRISBANE!

WELCOME BACK TO MSIA!

I'm packing up all my computer stuff in another few minutes...
no more internet after these....
sedey.... :(

Me with all friends who graduated the same day,
{ Najwa, K anie, Fitri, Aishah, k Mas and Group O}

I'm officially a UQ Graduate!!
And i got flowers on my convo day, thanx a lot salwa and mas!
The long awaited day was great, nice weather and all the photos was superb, thanx again to the photographer of the day, Itot and Salwa.
Everyone's happy, me too.
Cant really describe the feeling.
Dah selesai akhirnyer.....

my favourite

Mynn, Aishah, Farid, Hafidz, Hasfuan and Nan convocation

It's Convocation Week at UQ.
Congratulations again to all students graduating this semester.
We've finally done!!~
Can't wait for my convo on Monday afternoon.
Went to the ceremony last Wednesday. First time witnessing the event, it was not as bad as what i think. In fact, much better, not a very long ceremony, and everything is so simple and smooth.

Me, Najwa, Salwa and Ili's convo will be next week. Yeay!!~