I wonder does everyone who just start working felt the same way that i do now?
Ok, firstly, this is really new to me.
I guess i'm not matured enough to work right now.
But am ready to take the challenge.

Working in an education department was quite busy actually.
I dun meant me being busy at the moment, but lookin at all my office mate around me.
Still adapting myself to the new environment.
What i see now is so totally different from what i though when i was a student before.
Managing scholars welfare is not an easy task.
Sadly us student (used to be once) never really appreciate what the ESU people were doing for us. Keep on complaining some more. (that goes to me too actually...)
Now that i'm one of the officer in the department,it would somehow change my view and perception. So, my advice to the scholars (YOU!), please stop complaining, stop asking for allowance increment, stop blaming anything to the sponsors, and yada,yada...
After all, they really had help u a lot, and tried hard to make things easier for all.
But everything needs to follow procedure, that's why we have the manager and all the supporting staff around, if not, better work alone.

Quite scary at first, but once u know them, it's like a family in there.
Working as a team, helping each other.

There are a few responsibilities that i have to take over from now on,
First is to manage the completed studies scholars who are not reccomended in the Structured Interview to go for training in the Graduate Training Programme.
Second, to manage the Proffessional Accontancy Programme for scholars and staffs,
and also managing the Transfer of Contract for scholars who wish to work with other company after not getting any work offer from Pet.
Hrm...a bit challenging rite...

Now is a very crucial period in ESU.
Online application for the scholarship just ended yesterday.
Had been given the opportunity to be one of the Hotliners for the online application.
Seriously, it's not easy handling all those calls from students and parents.
One typical Malaysian attitude that we realized , they dont read instruction!!!~
It was well written in the website, but they just don ever think of reading it.
But yeah, being professional, we answered it polite and nice. (but dlm hati sape tauu...)

And the next thing happened to me, was assigned to do advertisement for the OQ application plak. Huhu...need to learn a lot of things....
But so far so good, i'm still coping up ....
Excited gak...

Pray for me the best k!
Everyday is a learning task eventho we're not a student anymore.......
i'll stop typing now, esok keje nk kena bgn awai...

Salam to all...

Guess wut?
I've actually had been employed by Petronas and will start working in KLCC Petronas Twin Tower on the 16th March.
Syukur Alhamdulillah.
I was offered a place as an Exec at the Education Sponsorship Unit in the Education Division.
Was actually been told about this on the 1st March, but finally had the guts to write it in here today as i just received the result of my Medical check-up yersterday. I'm fit and recommended!

Will finally resign as 'Penganggur professional' soon!

And not forgetting to congrat Najwa too, she's the new Exec at the HR dept, we'll start working together on that day!

Will be hoping for the BEST on this.

"Janganlah seorang pun daripada kamu menjadi orang yg tidak berpendirian, beliau mengatakan: "Aku bersama orang ramai, jika mereka berbuat baik aku akan berbuat baik, sekiranya mereka berbuat jahat, aku akan berbuat jahat (pula)," tetapi kamu mestilah menetapkan diri kamu, apabila orang berbuat baik, kamu mestilah berbuat baik, sekiranya mereka berbuat jahat, kamu mestilah menjauhkan diri daripada kejahatan mereka."

(Hadith Riwayat Tirmidzi)

Dapat citer ni dari seorg sahabat....menarik nih...utk peringatan semua...
baca jgn tak baca...

Adalah seorang hamba Allah ni, dia pergilah bersiar-siar di tepi hutan.
Sedang dia menghirup udara rimba yg segar tu, tetiba dia terdengar satu
bunyi... jeng!jeng!jeng!... bunyi....aauuummmmm!!!!! Bunyi harimau yg
kelaparan dan hanya menunggu mangsanya saja. Jadi, si hamba Allah ni
pun lari untuk menyelamatkan diri. Harimau tu kejar hamba Allah ni.
Sebab dia dah lapar sangat ni.


Harimau tu pun kejar, kejar, kejar dan kejar. Hamba Allah ni punyalah
takut, berlari lintang pukang. Sempat juga dia berdoa agar dia
diselamatkan daripada dibaham dek harimau tadi. Dengan kuasa Allah
diperlihatkan sebuah perigi di depan mata ya. Jadi untuk menyelamatkan
diri si hamba Allah ni pun terjunlah ke dalam perigi.


Perigi tu ada tali dan sebuah timba. Si hamba Allah ni bergayut pada
tali tu. Tali tu pendek jer. Jadi dia bergantungan di tengah-tengah
perigi. Di mulut perigi, harimau yg lapar tu menunggunya. Si hamba
Allah ni pun berfikirlah macam mana nak menyelamatkan diri, sambil
berdoa kepada Allah agar dia diselamatkan. Tengah dok berfikir camner
nak
sel! amat, tetiba dengar bunyi kocakan air di bawah perigi.


Aaaaa!!!!... Ya Allah..... lagilah seram dibuatnya. Nak tahu ada apa
kat bawah tu? Ada 2 ekor buaya yg kelaparan. Apalah nasib. Dah jatuh
ditimpa tangga. lagilah takut si hamba Allah ni. Atas ada harimau
bawah ada
buaya. Semakin risau dan takut. Tengah berfikir untuk mencari jalan
keluar, tetiba keluar seekor tikus putih dari lubang celah-celah
perigi, naik ke atas ikut tali yg hamba Allah tu bergayut. Sampai kat
atas tikus tu gigit t! ali tu pulak. Cis, kurang ajar punya tikus.
Alahhhh.... cam ner ni. Pas tu, keluar lagi seekor tikus yg berwarna
hitam. Naik mengikut tali tadi, cit!cit! cit!cit! sampai kat atas.Tikus
hitam ni pun gigit juga tali tu. Cis, lagi satu. Macam mana aku nak
buat ni.... habislah jadi mangsa buaya .


Berfikir lagi. Kalau naik kat atas makan dek harimau. Kalau tunggu tali
putus dan jatuh ke bawah makan dek buaya. Macam mana nih... Sedang
hamba Allah tu berfikir cam ner nak selamatkan dirinya,
tetiba....terdengar
satu bunyi.... uuuuuuuuuuuuu... bunyi lebah bawa madu. Si hamba Allah
ni pun mendongak ke langit, melihat lebah yg sedang bawa madu.


Tetiba setitik madu terjatuh dan terus masuk ke dalam mulut si hamba
Allah ni tadi. Punyalah nikmat sehingga tidak terkata. Hamba Allah tu
kata, "Fuh manisnya madu ni , tak pernah ku rasa manisnya ni. Sedapnya.
Subhanallah sungguh sedap ni." Kerana setitik madu si hamba Allah tu
lupa pada harimau yg sedang menantinya di mul! ut perigi dan buaya yg
menantinya di bawah.


Kalau semua nak tahu , si Hamba Allah itu adalah kita semua. Harimau yg
mengejar tu adalah maut kita, ajal memang sentiasa mengejar kita, so
beringat-ingatlah. 2 ekor buaya itu adalah malaikat Munkar Dan Nakir yg
menanti kita di alam kubur nanti. Tali yg tempat si hamba bergayut tadi
adalah jangka hayat kita kalau pendek talinya maka panjanglah umur kita
dan kalau panjang talinya maka pendeklah umur kita.


Tikus Putih dan Hitam tu adalah dunia kita siang dan juga malam yang
sentiasa menghakis umur kita.Kan tikus tu gigit tali tu. Madu...,madu
yg jatuh setitik ke dalam mulut hamba itu tadi adalah nikmat dunia.
Bayangkan setitik sa! ja madu tu jatuh ke dalam mulutnya,dia lupa pada
harimau dan buaya tu. Macam kitalah bila dapat nikmat sikit lupa pada
Allah. Waktu susah baru la nak ingat Allah...

Moral of the story?
for me:
ingat Tuhan setiap masa, tp slalu kita terleka kan dgn mende2 di sekeliling, mcm citer td bila susah jer nk ingat, masa senang tak ingat pun. Kalo camtu la, Allah pun jarang la nk ingat kita slalu. Samalah kalo kita nk org ingat kita, kita kena ingat org tu jugak. kalo dia tau kita tak ingat kat dia, buang masa jer dia ingat kat kita kan...heh, analogikuu...
jadi mau ingat laa.....ingat Allah sentiasa, bila susah, bila senang, bila happy, bila sedey, bila seronok, bila -bila laaa....
Nak tau camner nk tau kalo Allah ingat kita?
Bila kita ingat Allah laaa....
kan??

iA ramai yg dpt somthing from citer ni kan?
nak dgr gak aper yg korg dpt,
so plz do write some down at the comment area k!!~