Saturday, April 29
Tuesday, April 18
AND I really need to get back on my driving skills (never had one pun actually), i'm so sick thinking about it... at least, i tried a few times when Along came back from Melaka... but still, she as the unqualified instructor reported that i still cant go on the road alone yet....haha....then i guess i knew already what the JPJ a.k.a Abah will say... of course la "cannot..... wait till you pass!"
I miss everyone in pics below! Miss those days.....so so so much!
(during our last BBQ at Roma Street Parkland)

(at Wynum)

Best Photos that i just found!
And these 2 pics below are taken during trip to Toowomba last summer. I was looking back at those pics, and i thought of posting these pretty pics here.


Later...daa...
Tuesday, April 11
Persoalan di kala ditimpa dugaan
Assalamualaikum wr wb. kadang-kadang ... bilamana kita dilanda pelbagai ujian dan dugaan hati ini selalu sahaja merintih... dan pelbagai persoalan timbul dibenak hati sanubari kita.......
KENAPA AKU DIUJI ?
" Apakah manusia itu mengira bahawa mereka dibiarkan (saja)mengatakan: "Kami telah beriman," sedang mereka tidak diuji lagi? Dan sesungguhnya Kami telah menguji orang-orang yang sebelum mereka, maka sesungguhnya Allah mengetahui orang-orang yang benar dan sesungguhnya Dia mengetahui orang-orang yang dusta. "
-Surah Al-Ankabut ayat 2-3
KENAPA AKU TIDAK DAPAT APA YANG AKU IDAM-IDAMKAN ?
" ..... Boleh jadi kamu membenci sesuatu, padahal ia amat baik bagimu, dan boleh jadi (pula) kamu menyukai sesuatu, padahal ia amat buruk bagimu; Allah mengetahui, sedang kamu tidak mengetahui. "
-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 216
KENAPA UJIAN SEBERAT INI ?
" Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya."
-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 286
RASA KECEWA ??
" Janganlah kamu bersikap lemah, dan janganlah (pula) kamu bersedih hati, padahal kamulah orang-orang yang paling tinggi derajatnya, jika kamu orang-orang yang beriman. "
-Surah Al-Imran ayat 139
BAGAIMANA HARUS AKU MENGHADAPINYA ?
" Hai orang-orang yang beriman, bersabarlah kamu dan kuatkanlah kesabaranmu dan tetaplah bersiap siaga (di perbatasan negerimu) dan bertakwalah kepada Allah supaya kamu beruntung. "
-Surah Al-Imran ayat 200
"Dan mintalah pertolongan (kepada Allah) dengan sabar dan shalat. Dan sesungguhnya yang demikian itu sungguh berat, kecuali bagi orang-orang yang khusyu', "
-Surah Al-Baqarah ayat 45
APA YANG AKU DAPAT DARIPADA SEMUA INI ??
" Sesungguhnya Allah telah membeli dari orang-orang mu'min, diri dan harta mereka dengan memberikan surga untuk mereka ..... "
-Surah At-Taubah ayat 111
KEPADA SIAPA AKU BERHARAP ?
" ..... Cukuplah Allah bagiku; tidak ada Tuhan selain Dia. Hanya kepada-Nya aku bertawakkal. Dia adalah Tuhan yang memiliki 'Arsy yang agung. "
-Surah At-Taubah ayat 129
AKU DAH TAK DAPAT BERTAHAN LAGI !!!!!!!!!!
" ..... dan jangan kamu berputus asa dari rahmat Allah. Sesungguhnya tiada berputus asa dari rahmat Allah, melainkan kaum yang kafir. "
-Surah Yusof ayat 87
Semoga segala persoalan dan rintihan yang melanda jiwa dan sanubari kita terubat dengan janji-janji Allah.sesungguhnya kepada kitab suci Al-Quran lah tempat kita merujuk segala permasalahan kerana ialah penawar untuk kita.Dengan itu marilah kita kembali kepada Al-Quran.Kembali mengamalkan ajaran yang terkandung sepenuhnya.
Wednesday, March 22
Ok, firstly, this is really new to me.
I guess i'm not matured enough to work right now.
But am ready to take the challenge.
Working in an education department was quite busy actually.
I dun meant me being busy at the moment, but lookin at all my office mate around me.
Still adapting myself to the new environment.
What i see now is so totally different from what i though when i was a student before.
Managing scholars welfare is not an easy task.
Sadly us student (used to be once) never really appreciate what the ESU people were doing for us. Keep on complaining some more. (that goes to me too actually...)
Now that i'm one of the officer in the department,it would somehow change my view and perception. So, my advice to the scholars (YOU!), please stop complaining, stop asking for allowance increment, stop blaming anything to the sponsors, and yada,yada...
After all, they really had help u a lot, and tried hard to make things easier for all.
But everything needs to follow procedure, that's why we have the manager and all the supporting staff around, if not, better work alone.
Quite scary at first, but once u know them, it's like a family in there.
Working as a team, helping each other.
There are a few responsibilities that i have to take over from now on,
First is to manage the completed studies scholars who are not reccomended in the Structured Interview to go for training in the Graduate Training Programme.
Second, to manage the Proffessional Accontancy Programme for scholars and staffs,
and also managing the Transfer of Contract for scholars who wish to work with other company after not getting any work offer from Pet.
Hrm...a bit challenging rite...
Now is a very crucial period in ESU.
Online application for the scholarship just ended yesterday.
Had been given the opportunity to be one of the Hotliners for the online application.
Seriously, it's not easy handling all those calls from students and parents.
One typical Malaysian attitude that we realized , they dont read instruction!!!~
It was well written in the website, but they just don ever think of reading it.
But yeah, being professional, we answered it polite and nice. (but dlm hati sape tauu...)
And the next thing happened to me, was assigned to do advertisement for the OQ application plak. Huhu...need to learn a lot of things....
But so far so good, i'm still coping up ....
Excited gak...
Pray for me the best k!
Everyday is a learning task eventho we're not a student anymore.......
i'll stop typing now, esok keje nk kena bgn awai...
Friday, March 10
Guess wut?
I've actually had been employed by Petronas and will start working in KLCC Petronas Twin Tower on the 16th March.
Syukur Alhamdulillah.
I was offered a place as an Exec at the Education Sponsorship Unit in the Education Division.
Was actually been told about this on the 1st March, but finally had the guts to write it in here today as i just received the result of my Medical check-up yersterday. I'm fit and recommended!
Will finally resign as 'Penganggur professional' soon!
And not forgetting to congrat Najwa too, she's the new Exec at the HR dept, we'll start working together on that day!
Will be hoping for the BEST on this.
"Janganlah seorang pun daripada kamu menjadi orang yg tidak berpendirian, beliau mengatakan: "Aku bersama orang ramai, jika mereka berbuat baik aku akan berbuat baik, sekiranya mereka berbuat jahat, aku akan berbuat jahat (pula)," tetapi kamu mestilah menetapkan diri kamu, apabila orang berbuat baik, kamu mestilah berbuat baik, sekiranya mereka berbuat jahat, kamu mestilah menjauhkan diri daripada kejahatan mereka."