What a great day .....

New pic uploaded......click here

Treat the girls at Citywok today....sesajer blanja makan sempena besdayku hari ni...agak bermurah hati ....
After that, jenjalan di Southbank....thank you to all the girls for teman jenjalan hari ni....dah lama tak lepak²
camni kan....so bile dah ader opportunity camni...ape lagi, blasah jer....

Tomorrow cuti lagi, sempena Anzac Day, which is today....tadi masa kat City, ramai laa golongan tua berlegar² di City. Tak lupa di jaket dan kemeja mereka, 'pingat jasa kebaktian' sbg tanda peringatan mereka berjasa kpd tanah air mereka dulu....sangat berbangga mereka walaupun kalah di tangan Ottoman empire....

Penat hari ni....tapi happy !!!~~

serius tak sedar dah mid nite skrg ni...
actually, while watchin 'there's something bout mary' kat bilik rab just now, sempat terlelap gak...
tak sangka lama plak terlelap, coz bila terjaga dah citer 'alien' plak.
rasa cam balik bilik ni tadi around 11 something, and now it's already 1 am.
pelik tak....bukan wat aper sangat...dok depan pc ni mmg melalai kan.....
konon tadi cam nak blaja laa sket kat bilik rab sambil menonton tv, skali terkejong trus, amik ko...
penat seyy...
after balik from lunch sampai la ke dinner time, lepak kat bilik rab bersama² dgn salwa, mynn n dennis nonton citer 'kuliah cinta'....hehhe....sronok wei...tgh2 tensi ni, mmg layan abes aa citer tuh...lawak apek senario mmg takleh tahan aa....
mmg takde mende nak buat tul kitorg....
dahla pastu kitorg sambung plak ngan citer "cinta 3 musim' , musim ketiga. Hari tu masa tgk kat umah salwa, tak abes tgk pun, tertido....kali ni layan abes aa....
agaknye sbb tu kut tertido td masa nengok citer 'there's something about mary' tuh...penat layan movie....
ker aku mmg slalu tido jer kalo movie tu tak dapat menahan mata aku nih...
slalu camtu....ker sbb aku slalu tgk tv atas katil kan...
pastu cam selesa sangat, dan tak sampai beberapa minit.....boom....tido....
katil mmg bahaya aaa....takleh resist nyer aku nak tido.....jauhkan aku drpd katil itu....

skrg ni patut wat aper erk....o0oh....study for INFS2200....insya allah....
\(^o^)/

Yeay....template baru dah siap.....buat sendirik ni....
sangat bersemangat dari ptg td after abes tute.
Dah buhsan dgn template yg lama....
but still tema avril masih blum boring lagi.....

to huda Bint, kalo ader problem viewing this new template, bagitau k!

Hari ni sebenarnye agak tensen, that's why i made up my mind to do things that i really like....
And the result is...
this new template laaa....tadaaa....

beberapa hari ni malas nak blogging...takde citer menarik.
banyak kali jugak laa kluar masuk lab menyiapkan assignment.
waha...rupa2 nyer japn sketsa minggu depan.
kalo camtu takde laa stress sgt minggu nih...
tp next week ader mid sem INFS2200.
kena start baca buku laa kan...

skrg ni aku cam bleh rasa aura kentensian dlm diri aku
buktinyer, aku semakin banyak makan.
aku mmg makan banyak, tapi ni lain
bayangkan biler aku lapar jer...
3,4 ketul 'uncle toby's aku tibai.....
giler aaa....
mana pnah aku camni....
kalo tak, dlm bilik aku ni mmg takde stok makanan
saje taknak simpan dlm bilik,
karang aku makan jer keje....

aku tgh craving for chocolate actually...
makan uncle toby;s tu pun yg chocolate chip nyer....
sesaper baik hati blanja laa aku chocolate erk....
nyammm...nyammm....

semalam kan, gi city tau teman salwa...
waawawawa....best nyer skrg kalo nak shopping...
baju banyak yg tangan panjang skrg...seluar pun best2
sempat la gak menery beberapa helai....
tapi yg beli satu jer aa....
alang2 terjumpa selai yg berkenan....trus beli...
best aaa...sangat suka kalo shopping time nak winter camni....
banyak pilihan baju, jaket semua ade....
tapi , skrg budget kena pandai control sket
kalo tak impian utk ke NZ tak dapat dicapai...
so..pandai2 laa skrg kan...

dah laa....cam banyak merepek jer nih kan

hopeless...

pegi lab tadi.
Hampeghh nyer rasa...
aku mmg tak faham dan tak reti...
waaa...benci giler....
aku rasa semua tau aku ckp psl aper kan...
aku sedey dgn diri aku ni...
aku dah rasa putus asa sebenarnyer...
nak mintak tolong org...
aku malu...
nak mintak tolong aper pun aku tak tau....
tapi aku taknak org kesian...
aku dah cuba...
tapi takde hasil..
skrg ni....
aku mmg cam loser giler rasanyer....

*plz dont ask......aku sendirik pun tak tau nak jawab aper nanti....faham²jer la k!

best kan...

Hopefully it is not too late to write about the wonderful and marvelous days i've been through early this week. Well, we can say that the trip to Midginbil Hill was the Gempak'es (word ciptaan sendiriks) from any other trip. We were having fun but at the same time menjaga batas² pergaulan di antara bro n sis. Ukhuwah sesama sisters semakin erat. That's the point that we achieved in our trip selari dgn Tema trip which is Ukhwah Fillah.

Personally for me, I 've not much experience in goin camping and the other team building activities. This should be the first camp that i really really enjoy. And i too felt that all of us have put lots of effort in making the camp a success. And the result was....extremely remarkable.

First day....
Each of us has been given a group. So all group members in one car. Alhamdullillah , the experience in the car, melihat di sekeliling kita, telah memberi ilham yg sangat bagus.....to make a group name.....Highway... That's how we came up with the name....ke jalan yg lurus....

Second Day....
Full of activities, that day should be the climax of the trip. Started with canoeing, my first experience to canoe. It was fun eventhough afer that i've this muscle strained(tak cukup exercise...biasa laa tuh). After lunch, we have this team-building activities which was more interesting.....All the games really membina minda dan fikiran, and also melahirkan sifat bekerjasama dan juga memimpin. Everyone really made an effort to be a part of the game. It doesn't matter we win or not but the feeling of satisfaction after completing all the games was the best experience. Eventhough we didn't have any marks for the 'pick-a-bucket' game, at least we tried until the last seconds. Satu pengajaran that we learned from the game, do not make any assumptions before we actually try it. Cuba jer apa2 cara, who knows that would be the answer for it.

The most awaited activity, the talent nite. Everyone shows their talent ...really...drpd pendekar( ker??) , lemas dlm laut, kembali ke zaman kanak2, sampai laa menjadi shrek....that nite was really full of talented people....seriously hilariously fun.

But, it doesn't end there. The climax of the nite should be the Solo Night. Wahaa...my first experience too...All the group member will be taken to the forest, blindfolded, and will be left at one spot alone. Have to wait for the faci to come and ask for a password. But, before that, 'ujian' yg perlu dilalui....bunyi tapak kaki binatang, cuitan2, tepuk2 blakang, dan bermacam2 lagi....time ni laa....nama Allah tak lekang dari mulut.....sape lagi kita nak minta tolong.....Allah jugak kan...

Third day...
The last activity , Treasure Hunt.....fuhhh....penat dan mencabar.....semua berlari dan berkejaran ke sana sini.....bleh nampak kepenatan masing². Ditambah pula dgn kemengahan selepas disuap nasi lemak oleh Dapur Jarvis yg sememang nyer enak... adehh...akhirnya, semua klu dapat dicarik. Tiba laa masa pulak untuk membuat puisi atau sajak berdasarkan words dlm klu....hebat2 semuanyer.....

Dalam perjalanan balik ke Brisbane, singgah di masjid Goldcoast, utk solat Jamak Maghrib dan Isyak. No other word to describe the trip....it was so good, mmg puas hati laa....sangat berterima kasih for everyone yg menjayakan trip ni dgn jayanyerrr... semua biro program, makanan, logistic......u guys rock!! Bro n sis yg very helpful.....thanks for making the trip a meaningful one.....

i've uploaded some pic......here

this is my review for the trip...thank you...panjang nih...
\(^o^)/

Otak cam nak pecah aa...penin....
Esok easter trip....best nyer nak kuar jenjalan...
Assignment banyak giler kena abes kan....
sempat kah....
adoiiiii......sigh.....d(^_^)b

Currently Listening to: Stranded ~ Jennifer Paige

Malasnyer nak mandi, hari ni sangat sejuk. I'll list down some of my plan for this week. Hope to use the days effectively and efficiently.

TO DO LIST FOR EASTER HOLIDAY
Sat - Start Assumptions for Ass 1 INFS2200 ^*done
Sun - JAPN1010 Group meting at 10 am ^*done, start Assignment 2 COMP2500
Mon ~ Wed - Trip to Midginbil Hill ^*done
Thurs - Group meeting for INFS2200 at 1 pm^*done
Fri - should start doing all the assignments
Sat - should start practicing the japn skits
Sun - should be still doing all the assignments

This would be just the planning. I would be really happy if i would ever get to do it as smoothly as i plan. But usually , i will end up not doing anything. Dont want laaa like that!!!~~ \(*o*)/

Happy Holiday........

Currently Listening to: Selagi Ada ~ Ning Baizura
Mood:

I was so busy today. Well, Thursday is always a busy day for me. Apart from the early lectures today, i was busy settling up our Easter trip's booklet. Went to POD, quite a few times to do the printing stuff. Me and Kimah finished it last nite . We had done a really good job, two thumbs up for us!! Have to rushed after lunch to do the printing because i had a tute at 3 pm, have to settle it all before the class. Had a pretty good deal, colour-print on 50 sheets of blue-coloured paper for only $10.50. I wasn't thinking of doing colour print, but the workers there said that it was her fault and no charge on the colour print though. And we have to wait for a long time too, so a reward for us for being really patience.

Yeah!! Finally i'm done with my programming presentation, fiuhhh....it was OK, should be easier from the one that Rab presented last week. Glad i did it today. Well, Daniel really go easy on us(me..actually..hehhe...), no questions asked. He said that it was pretty straight-forward.....waahh...leganyerrrr.....cannot forget the smile that he make on his face when he called my name for attendance....he called me , Fazz.....heheeh.....comel giler, org lain dia panggil nama panjang², but me, only ...FazZ......wahahaha....macam kenal lama gituu... \(^o^)/

Have another class tonite actually, at 7 pm. Kelas ganti for JAPN1010 because tomorrow Good Friday, so Uni cuti. So gonna start Easter holiday tomorrow, best nyer.....rasa sangat penat these few weeks. But still, a few works have to be done. Takleh enjoy sangat, nanti menyesal plaks. Anyway, our trip to Midginbil Hill on Monday until Wednesday. Hope it will be fun and educational(heheh...). At least tak buang masa.

Huhuh...puasnyer dok depan pc ni after a few days yg memenatkan nih...

Walaa....hari ni agak malang...terjatuh tangga...skrg kaki dah bengkak sket...but , alhamdulillah , bleh jalan lagi. Ntah cemaner mata tak tengok bawah, termissed one step and....ketepek...terjatuh.....terjelepuk dan mengerang kesakitan dlm hati...takut nak jerit kuat walaupun niat di hati nak memanggil org tolong....tapi..takpe....terduduk jap buat beberapa saat....akhirnya, bangun juger, sbb dah tak rasa sakit sangat...adehh...!!~~

Waa...seronok nyer tgk diorg dapat kereta...best laa diorg ...buleh drive ok laa kan...buleh sebenarnyer nak join diorg...tapi the prob is, aku tak confident utk drive, even license pun tak bawak.... if only laa i can drive, anytime jer....if only laa i didn't met with the accident, no more trauma and phobia....but takleh gak ....because of that accident tu jugak laa i made up my mind to study here...saje nak lupakan kisah tu, kalo tak mungkin kat umah tu terbayang² lagi that incident, and then have to bare with all the ungkit² pasal all the insurans cover , the cost to repair the kembara, kena bayar denda kat JPJ or TNB pasal langgar tiang lampu dia, n then tak lupa jugak kat kawasan SS5B/2 yg takde letrik mlm tuh sbb diorg betulkan tiang lampu tuh....sanggup ker....at least aku larikan diri lepas tu, aku takde laa ingat² sangat....kan....ntah laa....

ape sebenarnye aku nak buat mlm ni erk....ha....booklet utk easter trip tak siap lagik...o0kk...gtg and sambung...

Aiyarrkk...taihen!!~~ Nihongo no tesuto wa muzukashii desu!!~~

Currently Listening to: Anyone of Us ~ Gareth Gates

Can't believe Monday is finishing. Tomorrow will come Tuesday. Just did my Mid sem exam for JAPN1010 this morning. The test was okay, it was not as hard as what I thought before. It was simple than the assignment 1. But yet, I still have problem memorizing all the characters in Hiragana and Katakana. The time is not enough! 50 minutes! I spend almost half the time translatting the dialogues to roman-ji. I think that i'm having a serious short-term memory loss. The last few minutes, i tried to remember the me in Katakana, i always forgot that character, I forgot bu, hu (it should be pronounced as fu, that's why i can't remember it, coz there are no hu in hira and kata). Glad it's all over now. Have to do lots of practice in writing and speaking. The next test gonna be totemo muzukashii desu, because it will include all the numeral, time and much more grammatical in it. So I better "ganbatte kudasai" myself to go through the test later.

p/s: totemo muzukashii means very difficult....sangat susah...for those of u who is still wondering whats the meaning...

end of lesson today......

Currently Listening to: the voice within ~ Christina Aguilera

Sorry bout the last entry, thanx for all the frens that took concern bout me, u guys are the best and i really appreciated it. I'm recovering and almost getting over it. There are times that u just cant take no more pressure and just wanna break down and cry. I did that , and i glad that i did. At least i realised what my mistakes are, and would like to correct it. Even if it wouldn't be as good as anyone, i know that the best is yet to come. But it's all over now. I'm taking it easy, coz i just really have to get through it no matter what. Always pray for His guidance. Whatever happens, happened for a reason.

hari ni mmg tensen....
aku rasa sgt tensen...
aku rasa cam nak nangis....
aku dah nangis pun tadi....
apsal aku jadik camni....
apsal aku lemah sangat...
apsal aku takleh jadik cam diorg..
aku sedar aku mmg tak pandai...
tapi kenaper aku tak sedar² dan belaja lagik kuat???
kenaper????
Ya Allah, tolong lah aku yg lemah ni....

hari khamis lagik.....

Woke up early this morning and as usual 8 o'clock lecture on Thursday. Break 1 hour before next lecture ni laaa time utk lepak kat library. Petang ni ader tutorial tuh, eventhough i haven't prepared for it, but felt like nothing, Dah tak takut, dunno why, maybe i felt like "mende ni mmg ko kena lalui gak every Thursday" so dah rasa neutral , walaupun that subject is the worst nightmare for me...tapi sebenarnyer, aku ingat time kelas nanti nak tanya si Sam, tute mate dlm kelas tuh ajar. Dah laa aku n rab jer yg belum present, so ptg ni mmg either aku or rab.....so kalo rab taknak aku kena, kalo aku taknak, rab aa present. uuuuhhh...tetiba aku rasa kecut perut siottt....

Kejap jer rasa minggu nih, dah hari Khamis....esok dah Jumaat. Pastu dah start weekends. Rasa cam baru jer nak start week nih. Next week ader Test JAPN1010, waaa...aku takut , aku tak khatam lagik hiragana, katakana. Masih terkontang-kanting especially biler masuk numeral and time.