Currently Listening to: Get Busy ~ Sean Paul
Naper tah rasa cam malas sangat nak blog dalam English, rasa cam tak terkluar segala isi hati nih....rasa cam tak abes nak citer aper yg terbuku dalam otak nih. Sekali sekala nak gak blog dlm melayu. Ok tak kalo aku campur2kan, rojak2 melayu ngan English dlm ni...sambil2 tuh bleh aku masukkan skali bahasa jepun yg aku baru blaja.....
Tapi sebenarnyer, aku tau aper masalah aku.....aku nyer English ni, bukan nyer bagus pun, kalau takat Yes, No, Goodbye, Thank you buleh laaa....tu yg mama slalu ckp pasal english aku masa aku skool dulu....nak dgr aku speaking giler susah aa, kalo nyanyi dlm english lancar ajer.
Tapi aku mmg rasa aku blaja English ni pun memang banyak melalui lagu, bukan sebab aku anak cikgu English.......bukan aper, aku ni pemalu org nyerr...takut salah pun satu hal gaks aa...start datang sini laa aku banyak bukak mulut sket, maybe sbb ter'cabar' gak ngan bebudak kat sini semua, drpd skolah yg hebat2 nih, aku lak from skool bese jer. Aku mmg budget dah yg diorg ni mmg hebat......lantak laa aper yg aku speaking kan tuh, tunggang terbalik ker, at least aku try...tapi sedih gak aku skrg nih, dah duk sini nak dekat 2 thn tapi English still tak selancar yg diinginkan, slang Aussie pun tak lekat langsung.....tapi, aku tau, mmg aku tak bersosial sgt pun ngan aussies kat sini....malas sgt....naper tah...takat bertanya khabar gitu jer laa....
Hahaha...sekarang ni aku tergelak sendirik plak baca aper yg aku blog kan nih....mmg seperti aper yg aku pikirkan....kira cam aper yg terlintas dlm hati semua aku tulis......rasa puas....muahahah....
Wednesday, March 31
Monday, March 29
I wanna go New Zealand!!!
Currently Listening to: Superstar ~ Jamelia
Went to STA Travel with Mynn this afternoon after class. Saw the cheap fare to NZ ($288 return) at the front. Me and Mynn were really interested in it. So we went inside and asked about it. Unfortunately, the fare is for the nearest easter time. So we asked them the fare to NZ for the month of the winter break. The cheapest fare would be to Auckland, from 12th July and above. It is only $380 for return ticket. To Wellington or Christchurch would be more expensive, $430 for return ticket.
Me and Mynn plan to travel like for a week, from the Northen to the Southern Island. Could be expensive too. At least we MUST have about $1000 in our savings. So better start to save some money now. From what i have right now, i'm pretty sure i'll have enough after 3 months later. Just have to control my budget and expenses for this three months. Anybody wanna join our trip...? We can plan together and choose the best option to minimise our expenses and to maximise the satisfaction of our holiday !!
Went to STA Travel with Mynn this afternoon after class. Saw the cheap fare to NZ ($288 return) at the front. Me and Mynn were really interested in it. So we went inside and asked about it. Unfortunately, the fare is for the nearest easter time. So we asked them the fare to NZ for the month of the winter break. The cheapest fare would be to Auckland, from 12th July and above. It is only $380 for return ticket. To Wellington or Christchurch would be more expensive, $430 for return ticket.
Me and Mynn plan to travel like for a week, from the Northen to the Southern Island. Could be expensive too. At least we MUST have about $1000 in our savings. So better start to save some money now. From what i have right now, i'm pretty sure i'll have enough after 3 months later. Just have to control my budget and expenses for this three months. Anybody wanna join our trip...? We can plan together and choose the best option to minimise our expenses and to maximise the satisfaction of our holiday !!
Sunday, March 28
Weekends is so nice....
Last nite, had a meeting to discuss about our Easter trip to Midginbil Country Resort. We planned to go there during the Easter break 12th Apr until the 14th. Sound's fun and interesting. The place is almost near to the Byron Bay, in New South Wales. It is pretty much worth it, because we'll be goin there by van (hopefully), and it will only costs us below $50 includes everything.
Woke up early this morning....really early! Actually we had Qiyamulail at Huda's house at 3 am. We did the Solat Sunat, such as Solat Hajat, Tahajjud, Solat Tasbih, and Witir. Finished at 4am. We're heading to Mt Cootha rite after that to pray Subuh and catch the sunrise. Subhanallah....it was really pretty up there, the sunrise.......and cold too...I've put up the pics. Have a look....
I haven't take my bath yet, so better go now.
Woke up early this morning....really early! Actually we had Qiyamulail at Huda's house at 3 am. We did the Solat Sunat, such as Solat Hajat, Tahajjud, Solat Tasbih, and Witir. Finished at 4am. We're heading to Mt Cootha rite after that to pray Subuh and catch the sunrise. Subhanallah....it was really pretty up there, the sunrise.......and cold too...I've put up the pics. Have a look....
I haven't take my bath yet, so better go now.
Saturday, March 27
L.O.V.E
There are times when we are timid and shy about expressing the love we feel. For fear of embarrassing the other person, or yourselves, we hesitate to say the actual words "I love you." So we try to communicate the idea in other words.
We say 'take care' or 'don't drive too fast' or be good.' But really, these are just other ways of saying 'I love you,' 'you are important to me,' I care what happens to you,' 'I don't want you to get hurt.'
We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don't say. And yet, because the feeling is so real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we really mean. And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and the other person is left feeling unloved and unwanted.
Therefore, we have to LISTEN FOR LOVE in the words that people are saying to us. Sometimes the explicit words are necessary, but more often, the manner of saying things is even more important. A joyous insult carries more affection and love within the sentiments which are expressed insincerely.
An impulsive hug says I LOVE YOU even though the words might be saying very different. Any ___expression of a person's concern for another says I love you. Sometimes the ___expression is clumsy, sometimes even cruel.
Sometimes we must look and listen very intently for the love that contains. But it is often there, beneath the surface.
We say I love you in many ways- with birthday gifts, and little notes, with smiles and sometimes with tears. Sometimes we show our love by just keeping quiet and not saying a word, at other times by speaking out, even brusquely.
We show our love sometimes by impulsiveness. Many times we have to show our love by forgiving someone who has not listened to the love we have tried to express. The problem is listening for love is that we don't always understand the language of love which the other person is using.
A girl may use tears or emotions to say what she wants to say, and her boyfriend may not understand her because he expects her to be talking his language. Thus, we have to force ourselves to really listen for love.
The problem with our world is that people rarely listen to each other. They hear the words, but they don't listen to the actions that accompany the words or the ___expression on the face. Or people listen only for rejection or misunderstanding. They do not see the love that is there just beneath the surface, even if the words are angry.
We have to listen for love in those around us. If we listen intently we will discover that we are a lot more loved than we realize. Listen for love and we will find that the world is a very loving place after all.
LOVE is
a happy thing.
It makes us laugh.
It makes us sing.
It makes us sad.
It makes us cry.
It makes us seek the reason
Why?
It makes us take.
It makes us give.
Above all else it makes us
LIVE.
It is not the presence or absence of people that makes the difference because a person need not be lonely even if he is alone. Sometimes it is good to be alone. But that does not make us lonely. It is not a matter of being present WITH someone. It is a matter of being present TO someone.
So remember...
Remember always to say what you mean. Never be afraid to express yourself. Take this opportunity to tell someone what they mean to you. Seize the day and have no regrets.
Most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today and are what it's all about anyway. Let it make a difference in your day and theirs. The difference between expressing love and having regrets is that the regrets may stay around.
~ You don't love someone because they're beautiful. They're beautiful because you love them. Its true you don't know what you've got until its gone, but its also true you don't know what you've been missing until it arrives ~
We say 'take care' or 'don't drive too fast' or be good.' But really, these are just other ways of saying 'I love you,' 'you are important to me,' I care what happens to you,' 'I don't want you to get hurt.'
We are sometimes very strange people. The only thing we want to say, and the one thing that we should say, is the one thing we don't say. And yet, because the feeling is so real, and the need to say it is so strong, we are driven to use other words and signs to say what we really mean. And many times the meaning never gets communicated at all and the other person is left feeling unloved and unwanted.
Therefore, we have to LISTEN FOR LOVE in the words that people are saying to us. Sometimes the explicit words are necessary, but more often, the manner of saying things is even more important. A joyous insult carries more affection and love within the sentiments which are expressed insincerely.
An impulsive hug says I LOVE YOU even though the words might be saying very different. Any ___expression of a person's concern for another says I love you. Sometimes the ___expression is clumsy, sometimes even cruel.
Sometimes we must look and listen very intently for the love that contains. But it is often there, beneath the surface.
We say I love you in many ways- with birthday gifts, and little notes, with smiles and sometimes with tears. Sometimes we show our love by just keeping quiet and not saying a word, at other times by speaking out, even brusquely.
We show our love sometimes by impulsiveness. Many times we have to show our love by forgiving someone who has not listened to the love we have tried to express. The problem is listening for love is that we don't always understand the language of love which the other person is using.
A girl may use tears or emotions to say what she wants to say, and her boyfriend may not understand her because he expects her to be talking his language. Thus, we have to force ourselves to really listen for love.
The problem with our world is that people rarely listen to each other. They hear the words, but they don't listen to the actions that accompany the words or the ___expression on the face. Or people listen only for rejection or misunderstanding. They do not see the love that is there just beneath the surface, even if the words are angry.
We have to listen for love in those around us. If we listen intently we will discover that we are a lot more loved than we realize. Listen for love and we will find that the world is a very loving place after all.
LOVE is
a happy thing.
It makes us laugh.
It makes us sing.
It makes us sad.
It makes us cry.
It makes us seek the reason
Why?
It makes us take.
It makes us give.
Above all else it makes us
LIVE.
It is not the presence or absence of people that makes the difference because a person need not be lonely even if he is alone. Sometimes it is good to be alone. But that does not make us lonely. It is not a matter of being present WITH someone. It is a matter of being present TO someone.
So remember...
Remember always to say what you mean. Never be afraid to express yourself. Take this opportunity to tell someone what they mean to you. Seize the day and have no regrets.
Most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today and are what it's all about anyway. Let it make a difference in your day and theirs. The difference between expressing love and having regrets is that the regrets may stay around.
~ You don't love someone because they're beautiful. They're beautiful because you love them. Its true you don't know what you've got until its gone, but its also true you don't know what you've been missing until it arrives ~
Easy and Difficult
Easy is to get a place in someone's address book.
Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart.
Easy is to judge the mistakes of others
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes
Easy is to talk without thinking
Difficult is to refrain the tongue
Easy is to hurt someone who loves us.
Difficult is to heal the wound...
Easy is to set rules.
Difficult is to follow them
Easy is to forgive others
Difficult is to ask for forgiveness
Easy is to dream every night.
Difficult is to fight for a dream...
Easy is to show victory.
Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity...
Easy is to admire a full moon.
Difficult to see the other side...
Easy is to stumble with a stone.
Difficult is to get up...
Easy is to enjoy life every day.
Difficult to give its real value...
Easy is to promise something to someone.
Difficult is to fulfill that promise...
Easy is to criticize others.
Difficult is to improve oneself...
Easy is to make mistakes.
Difficult is to learn from them...
Easy is to weep for a lost love.
Difficult is to take care of it so not to lose it
Easy is to think about improving.
Difficult is to stop thinking it and put it into action...
Easy is to think bad of others
Difficult is to give them the benefit of the doubt...
Easy is to receive
Difficult is to give
Easy to read this
Difficult to follow
Easy is keep the friendship with words
Difficult is to keep it with meanings
it's almost 2 a.m and i am not sleepy yet...wonder why...
it's been 3 to 4 days i haven't sleep well. Busy with the assignments and studies. And now i can let go a very loud relief sigh...it is the end of the week!!!~~
I have submitted my programming assignment at 5 pm. just couldn't bear with it anymore. Never gonna procrastinate again, hopefully.
Today has been a very tiring day, after all the lab sessions, the late nite sleep....i am so really tired. But i managed to go out with some friends just now to the city. Went out at 7:30 pm by bus, wandering around city (think of shopping but have to wait for next month's allowance ) I just need to get out of the uni, out of my room...just to release all this serabut thing in my head.
We had our dinner at Nando's(eventhough i already had my dinner at college), and then hang out for a while at Three Monkeys coffee house. It was pretty fun tonite. Haven't had much time with my frens this week. Tonite was so worth it.
Well it didn't end there, we have a photo session at the balcony of the House. Imagine us doing some crazy photo shots at 12 pm. Tonite was wild.... i'll upload some of the pic ASAP.
Now i'm feeling sleepy. Gotta wake up early tomorrow, i'm goin to Cardio. Have to wake the girls up tomorrow, they have netball practice.
I have to start my resolution by tomorrow....wish me luck.....i'm gonna learn from my mistakes now.....
\(^o*)/
it's been 3 to 4 days i haven't sleep well. Busy with the assignments and studies. And now i can let go a very loud relief sigh...it is the end of the week!!!~~
I have submitted my programming assignment at 5 pm. just couldn't bear with it anymore. Never gonna procrastinate again, hopefully.
Today has been a very tiring day, after all the lab sessions, the late nite sleep....i am so really tired. But i managed to go out with some friends just now to the city. Went out at 7:30 pm by bus, wandering around city (think of shopping but have to wait for next month's allowance ) I just need to get out of the uni, out of my room...just to release all this serabut thing in my head.
We had our dinner at Nando's(eventhough i already had my dinner at college), and then hang out for a while at Three Monkeys coffee house. It was pretty fun tonite. Haven't had much time with my frens this week. Tonite was so worth it.
Well it didn't end there, we have a photo session at the balcony of the House. Imagine us doing some crazy photo shots at 12 pm. Tonite was wild.... i'll upload some of the pic ASAP.
Now i'm feeling sleepy. Gotta wake up early tomorrow, i'm goin to Cardio. Have to wake the girls up tomorrow, they have netball practice.
I have to start my resolution by tomorrow....wish me luck.....i'm gonna learn from my mistakes now.....
\(^o*)/
Thursday, March 25
our time is running out
Mood: 
I'm at the library, waiting for another half an hour to go for lecture. Had an early 8 o'clock lecture just now. I'm still feeling really tired since last nite i slept at 3 am. Finishing up my JAPN1010 assignments. Before that, me, rab and najwa went to the lab to do our programming assignment which was really hopeless for me. But no worries, one more day to do it, i'll make the most out of it by tonite.
Gonna have a very long day today, will finished uni at 4 pm. Just can't wait for that, but first have to go through the programming tute which i really really hate it so much (i've been talkin bout this tute for so long...sangat membencikan)
My new resolution...which will start after the assignment 1 due is...to start learning java AGAIN...by myself and with the help of Huda, Najwa, Dollah, Rab, Zed, Faiez and Helmi.....please aaa...help me....I can't start now coz my head is still serabut with all this assignment due on Friday....so hopefully, i'll try my best and keep on learning. Of course i wanna have a very good skill in doing programming, i dont wanna live all my live as a hopeless IT student.....
My brain is stuck now....gotta go for a 2 hours of lecture now.....
blog again later.....
I'm at the library, waiting for another half an hour to go for lecture. Had an early 8 o'clock lecture just now. I'm still feeling really tired since last nite i slept at 3 am. Finishing up my JAPN1010 assignments. Before that, me, rab and najwa went to the lab to do our programming assignment which was really hopeless for me. But no worries, one more day to do it, i'll make the most out of it by tonite.
Gonna have a very long day today, will finished uni at 4 pm. Just can't wait for that, but first have to go through the programming tute which i really really hate it so much (i've been talkin bout this tute for so long...sangat membencikan)
My new resolution...which will start after the assignment 1 due is...to start learning java AGAIN...by myself and with the help of Huda, Najwa, Dollah, Rab, Zed, Faiez and Helmi.....please aaa...help me....I can't start now coz my head is still serabut with all this assignment due on Friday....so hopefully, i'll try my best and keep on learning. Of course i wanna have a very good skill in doing programming, i dont wanna live all my live as a hopeless IT student.....
My brain is stuck now....gotta go for a 2 hours of lecture now.....
blog again later.....
Tuesday, March 23
Yes, i finally got my Kawa program to run on my pc. Thank you so much to kak yanti, now i can do java programming thing in my room, no need to go to the lab.....sangat malasss.....
Ok....tonite, what should i do??
-discussion for COMP2500 assignment (tak start lagi.....nak mamposss btulll)
-INFS2200 tutorial (for tomorrow.....hate andrei)
-JAPN1010 katakana tak khatam lagik.......
-COMP2500 tutorial for Thursday - damn...hari yg membencikan lagik......think Daniel....hurmm....
arghh...benci aa...damn hopeless....
Ok....tonite, what should i do??
-discussion for COMP2500 assignment (tak start lagi.....nak mamposss btulll)
-INFS2200 tutorial (for tomorrow.....hate andrei)
-JAPN1010 katakana tak khatam lagik.......
-COMP2500 tutorial for Thursday - damn...hari yg membencikan lagik......think Daniel....hurmm....
arghh...benci aa...damn hopeless....
Monday, March 22
Currently Listening to: the sound of people typing and mouse clicking
I'm in the computer lab rite now, trying to start my first programming assignment which is due on Friday evening. I haven't started any yet, just finished reading and understanding the question, format and requirement for the assignment. And this assignment worth 6% of the final grade. There will be another 4 asssignments after this (all together 5 assigns for this course) Yeah, i managed to understand what the question is all about but, i really have no idea what the code would be like. I just hate programming so much and that's why i just couldn't do even a simple programming code. For this assignment, there are a bit of calculation in it, OMG what is a standard deviation anyway?? I just realized one more thing: i hate mathematics too, thought that i can run from doing maths while doing IT is so wrong. Eventhough i have only one maths subject for all year(i took it last year, and got a pass for it, Alhamdullillah) , but please laaa....all this maths+programming thingy is really not healthy for my brain (not other people...me only)
Erm...any comments?? I really need some advise now....
I'm in the computer lab rite now, trying to start my first programming assignment which is due on Friday evening. I haven't started any yet, just finished reading and understanding the question, format and requirement for the assignment. And this assignment worth 6% of the final grade. There will be another 4 asssignments after this (all together 5 assigns for this course) Yeah, i managed to understand what the question is all about but, i really have no idea what the code would be like. I just hate programming so much and that's why i just couldn't do even a simple programming code. For this assignment, there are a bit of calculation in it, OMG what is a standard deviation anyway?? I just realized one more thing: i hate mathematics too, thought that i can run from doing maths while doing IT is so wrong. Eventhough i have only one maths subject for all year(i took it last year, and got a pass for it, Alhamdullillah) , but please laaa....all this maths+programming thingy is really not healthy for my brain (not other people...me only)
Erm...any comments?? I really need some advise now....
Thursday, March 18
This is it!! The new template that i've been working on it for like a week. I just got it done perfectly like 10 minutes ago, upload the background picture and wallaaa.....i presents to all of u....my new masterpiece....heheh....
Thanx for the advice on the mobile phone, i'm not thinking bout it anymore. But i probably change my Voda simcard to Red Sim next week after my credit is finishing...I still have $5 anyway....
Today should be the most despise day for the week, in fact it could be every Thursday I'm gonna feel like this. Start uni at 8 and finished at 4pm. But actually, it is not about that. Well, i have this Programming tute which i really hate to go to at 3pm. Yeah, i did went to the tute eventhough i hate it so much. But today it doesn't turned out to be that bad. The presentation, which i haven't go through yet (probably next week), was not like what i have expected. I'm talking bout the tutor!!!
\(*o^)/ He was so nice and comellll.....I feel so weird, i never go ga-ga like this with anyone before.....i mean, before this i was scared to go to the tute class because i thought that the tutor are not friendly and kinda eksyen (i've mentioned this before). But now, what happened??? Miahahahhaha....!!!
Thanx for the advice on the mobile phone, i'm not thinking bout it anymore. But i probably change my Voda simcard to Red Sim next week after my credit is finishing...I still have $5 anyway....
Today should be the most despise day for the week, in fact it could be every Thursday I'm gonna feel like this. Start uni at 8 and finished at 4pm. But actually, it is not about that. Well, i have this Programming tute which i really hate to go to at 3pm. Yeah, i did went to the tute eventhough i hate it so much. But today it doesn't turned out to be that bad. The presentation, which i haven't go through yet (probably next week), was not like what i have expected. I'm talking bout the tutor!!!
\(*o^)/ He was so nice and comellll.....I feel so weird, i never go ga-ga like this with anyone before.....i mean, before this i was scared to go to the tute class because i thought that the tutor are not friendly and kinda eksyen (i've mentioned this before). But now, what happened??? Miahahahhaha....!!!
Monday, March 15
The question is....do i really need it..??
Currently Listening to: The Remedy ~ Jason Mraz
Mood:
Everyone is talking bout changing to a new cool mobile phone...
(they're not only talking, they already changed it)....i mean, the one with camera built-in, coloured screen, polyphonic ringtones, and many more cool features. And i admit that, i've been thinking about that too.....
But, i seriously do not feel like i'm really using the mobile itself. I am not used to call people at nite that much. My prepaid credit sometimes $30 can lasted about 2 months. That really shows how i used it as a mean of only important communication, or emergency stuff... Well, i do sms my friends and family in M'sia. But , yeah, not so much spent for it. I'm more into internet communication with them.
I used to have this crazy hobby, collecting mobile housing. The last time i did something to my mobile was last two months where i Upgraded my 3310 to 3325....No idea what 3325 is ?? Well, it is the 3315 features with blinking font and cartoon images. And i changed the lights from the original yellow to white lights. And i did it all in M'sia. I always search for the latest ringtones, composing the ringtones using keypress from the internet. It is not that i'm not into mobile phones, rite?? But, i just stick to one that i can afford at.
But now, it doesn't feel cool anymore. I wanted the latest one. I wanted the one with polyphonic ringtones, the one with camera, the coloured screen, the one with GPRS, the one with java games.....
I might just get it myself....not bother about the price..i've got my savings....it is still enough, more than enough....but really....i just cannot do it....i have a doubt...which is....do i really really need it...?? I've been thinking so much bout it....and i cant find the answer that can make me buy a new mobile........sad huh...??
dont wanna think bout it...no more......save more money....go to new zealand.....and shopping....that's more like it...for me....rite??
Mood:
Everyone is talking bout changing to a new cool mobile phone...
(they're not only talking, they already changed it)....i mean, the one with camera built-in, coloured screen, polyphonic ringtones, and many more cool features. And i admit that, i've been thinking about that too.....
But, i seriously do not feel like i'm really using the mobile itself. I am not used to call people at nite that much. My prepaid credit sometimes $30 can lasted about 2 months. That really shows how i used it as a mean of only important communication, or emergency stuff... Well, i do sms my friends and family in M'sia. But , yeah, not so much spent for it. I'm more into internet communication with them.
I used to have this crazy hobby, collecting mobile housing. The last time i did something to my mobile was last two months where i Upgraded my 3310 to 3325....No idea what 3325 is ?? Well, it is the 3315 features with blinking font and cartoon images. And i changed the lights from the original yellow to white lights. And i did it all in M'sia. I always search for the latest ringtones, composing the ringtones using keypress from the internet. It is not that i'm not into mobile phones, rite?? But, i just stick to one that i can afford at.
But now, it doesn't feel cool anymore. I wanted the latest one. I wanted the one with polyphonic ringtones, the one with camera, the coloured screen, the one with GPRS, the one with java games.....
I might just get it myself....not bother about the price..i've got my savings....it is still enough, more than enough....but really....i just cannot do it....i have a doubt...which is....do i really really need it...?? I've been thinking so much bout it....and i cant find the answer that can make me buy a new mobile........sad huh...??
dont wanna think bout it...no more......save more money....go to new zealand.....and shopping....that's more like it...for me....rite??
Saturday, March 13
Currently Listening to: Whisper ~ Evanescence
I just realized that today is already Saturday. I mean, i still feel like i'm just starting the week, and...tup..tup...dah sabtu dah??? Cepat kan....
Last nite we had this Majlis Doa Selamat at one of the guys house at Carmody St. And we had the best dinner ever since we arrived here, rice served with Ayam Masak merah and daging Hitam (is it??) Waa..sedap..!!!~~
Anyway, i've posted some of the pics. Have a look at it...
Later at nite, played cards with some of the Crommies, while the rest of them partying like hell at the Bunker...their nite to get drunk...what a waste.....
Today, UQMSA will be doing a welcoming BBQ. Aaa...probably gonna eat more and more....Wanna go Indroo after that??? We'll see how....
I just realized that today is already Saturday. I mean, i still feel like i'm just starting the week, and...tup..tup...dah sabtu dah??? Cepat kan....
Last nite we had this Majlis Doa Selamat at one of the guys house at Carmody St. And we had the best dinner ever since we arrived here, rice served with Ayam Masak merah and daging Hitam (is it??) Waa..sedap..!!!~~
Anyway, i've posted some of the pics. Have a look at it...
Later at nite, played cards with some of the Crommies, while the rest of them partying like hell at the Bunker...their nite to get drunk...what a waste.....
Today, UQMSA will be doing a welcoming BBQ. Aaa...probably gonna eat more and more....Wanna go Indroo after that??? We'll see how....
Thursday, March 11
hold on if u feel like letting go...
Currently Listening to: Hold On ~ Good Charlotte
Mood:
Nice weather today. Had this lecture at 8 am in the morning. I did'nt sleep through it though. But still i cant remember anything from the lecture. Had a one hour break after the lecture, then here comes the 2 hours programming lecture which i 'think' i sleep thru the first hour. Stupid me....well, i felt really sleepy. And by the time i awaked, the lecturer, Anthony was saying something about putting a camera in the lecture hall to point up who ever sleeps during the lecture. Uuuhh....i hope he doesnt see me sleep...but probably it was me cause my seat was like 3 steps from the front. Kantoi...
Finally, i get thru the programming tute just now. The first tute, we had to discuss about how to improves the tutorial class, i mean for the student to achieve the objectives of the course. Damn, i really hate presentation. Especially this tutorial which they said had this at least ten presentation for a semester.... I looked at the tutor..well, not that kinda tutor that i want....he seems a bit 'garang' and 'eksyen'... benci that type of tutor, really make me nervous and scared too when i wanna ask some silly questions or answer any questions..... and i will ended up not asking the silly question because of too scared of him. Oh my God! Fazz, where is your self confidence...??!! i probably left it somewhere, or maybe i haven't got one....damn..that's sux....i dont wanna be like that....
I dedicates this song to achik....and maybe to myself too...sorry that i cannot be with u rite now....sedey baca blog ko...
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on
Mood:
Nice weather today. Had this lecture at 8 am in the morning. I did'nt sleep through it though. But still i cant remember anything from the lecture. Had a one hour break after the lecture, then here comes the 2 hours programming lecture which i 'think' i sleep thru the first hour. Stupid me....well, i felt really sleepy. And by the time i awaked, the lecturer, Anthony was saying something about putting a camera in the lecture hall to point up who ever sleeps during the lecture. Uuuhh....i hope he doesnt see me sleep...but probably it was me cause my seat was like 3 steps from the front. Kantoi...
Finally, i get thru the programming tute just now. The first tute, we had to discuss about how to improves the tutorial class, i mean for the student to achieve the objectives of the course. Damn, i really hate presentation. Especially this tutorial which they said had this at least ten presentation for a semester.... I looked at the tutor..well, not that kinda tutor that i want....he seems a bit 'garang' and 'eksyen'... benci that type of tutor, really make me nervous and scared too when i wanna ask some silly questions or answer any questions..... and i will ended up not asking the silly question because of too scared of him. Oh my God! Fazz, where is your self confidence...??!! i probably left it somewhere, or maybe i haven't got one....damn..that's sux....i dont wanna be like that....
I dedicates this song to achik....and maybe to myself too...sorry that i cannot be with u rite now....sedey baca blog ko...
This world
This world is cold
But you don't
You don't have to go
You're feeling sad, you're feeling lonely, and no one seems to care
You're mother's gone and your father hits you
This pain you cannot bear
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Your days
You say they're way too long
And your nights
You can't sleep at all
Hold on
And you're not sure what you're waiting for, but you don't want to no more
And you're not sure what you're looking for, but you don't want to no more
But we all bleed the same way as you do
And we all have the same things to go through
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on
What are you looking for?
What are you waiting for?
Do you know what you're doing to me?
Go ahead...What are you waiting for?
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Don't stop looking, you're one step closer
Don't stop searching, it's not over
Hold on if you feel like letting go
Hold on it gets better than you know
Hold on
Wednesday, March 10
Monday, March 8
Currently Listening to: The Saddest Song ~ The Ataris
i did'nt really get to study yesterday. Mastura called rite after i blogged, asking me to go BBQ in West End ....again!!!... And i answered yes....so....went out together with Mas, mynn, Leen , Helmi and Dollah around 11:30 to catch the City Cat. Unfortunately, we have to wait for another hour for that Cat to come....so we decided to have our lunch in the City....yeah...CityWok.....And rite after lunch, went to Indooroopilly and met Rab, Ili, Salwa and Nadia over there.
While waiting for a bus to the city , met this Singaporean girl who was looking for textbook...she's doing Business Management. Yeah, i offered her to buy my textbook (which is still look new, like never been touched at all...)So around 5, met her in front of SSH library....marketing and accounting book, which i did last semester....finally get rid of it....fuhhh...so...ader laa duit sket now...
Last nite....agak tension actually....thinking about this programming subject...programming in the large....damn hard....i dont know whether i can do it or not...seriously i feel like crying last nite....rasa cam nak jerit jer...but takut nanti Hanip kata bising plak.....
hrmm....biler la nak lepas from this cruel programming thing nih.....hahhhh....
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i did'nt really get to study yesterday. Mastura called rite after i blogged, asking me to go BBQ in West End ....again!!!... And i answered yes....so....went out together with Mas, mynn, Leen , Helmi and Dollah around 11:30 to catch the City Cat. Unfortunately, we have to wait for another hour for that Cat to come....so we decided to have our lunch in the City....yeah...CityWok.....And rite after lunch, went to Indooroopilly and met Rab, Ili, Salwa and Nadia over there.
While waiting for a bus to the city , met this Singaporean girl who was looking for textbook...she's doing Business Management. Yeah, i offered her to buy my textbook (which is still look new, like never been touched at all...)So around 5, met her in front of SSH library....marketing and accounting book, which i did last semester....finally get rid of it....fuhhh...so...ader laa duit sket now...
Last nite....agak tension actually....thinking about this programming subject...programming in the large....damn hard....i dont know whether i can do it or not...seriously i feel like crying last nite....rasa cam nak jerit jer...but takut nanti Hanip kata bising plak.....
hrmm....biler la nak lepas from this cruel programming thing nih.....hahhhh....
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Sunday, March 7
uuh...i always forgot to do this...yeah..i've uploaded all the new pictures from yesterday's BBQ...go and see it...and give comment on some of them.....
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Currently Listening to: Tomorrow ~ Lilix
Morning!! Nice Sunday morning. Probably do my laundry after this. I woke up quite early this morning at 9 am eventhough i slept at 3 am. Well, i do missed the breakfast but it's okay because i've got my chocolate chip muesli bars in my room rite now.
Yesterday had a BBQ at West End. Sort of like a welcoming party for the new students and also a gathering. Later the afternoon after the bbq, went to the city with Salwa, Rab, Ili, Leen and Syahirah (adik Salwa). Syahirah's goin back to KL after spending almost 2 weeks with us here. They did some last minute shopping because her flight was at nite.
After sending Syahirah at the airport last nite, lepak at Huda's and Kimah's house for a while and get back to Cromwell around 1pm.
But hei, it didn't just ended there. Mynn, Rab, Helmi and Dollah were not sleep yet, and we continue our so-called 'discussion' in my room. Talking all night about planning to buy a car (because they can drive!) and some other mixed stuff. Where i as usuall would'nt say anything (that's me!), Just keep on listening to them until they finally felt tired of talking and wanted to go back and sleep...Fiuhhh...hahah....
I'll probably do some study today....i repeat...PROBABLY....i could never tell....just see how it goes, because i just go with the flow...heh...whatever....
Morning!! Nice Sunday morning. Probably do my laundry after this. I woke up quite early this morning at 9 am eventhough i slept at 3 am. Well, i do missed the breakfast but it's okay because i've got my chocolate chip muesli bars in my room rite now.
Yesterday had a BBQ at West End. Sort of like a welcoming party for the new students and also a gathering. Later the afternoon after the bbq, went to the city with Salwa, Rab, Ili, Leen and Syahirah (adik Salwa). Syahirah's goin back to KL after spending almost 2 weeks with us here. They did some last minute shopping because her flight was at nite.
After sending Syahirah at the airport last nite, lepak at Huda's and Kimah's house for a while and get back to Cromwell around 1pm.
But hei, it didn't just ended there. Mynn, Rab, Helmi and Dollah were not sleep yet, and we continue our so-called 'discussion' in my room. Talking all night about planning to buy a car (because they can drive!) and some other mixed stuff. Where i as usuall would'nt say anything (that's me!), Just keep on listening to them until they finally felt tired of talking and wanted to go back and sleep...Fiuhhh...hahah....
I'll probably do some study today....i repeat...PROBABLY....i could never tell....just see how it goes, because i just go with the flow...heh...whatever....
Friday, March 5
Currently Listening to: Because I'm A Girl ~ Kiss
Brisbane
19...28
Rain and winds easing
It is still raining and i am feeling so lazy. The coldness make me lying on my bed through out the afternoon. Finished my class at 1 pm. It has been raining since the morning. It was really windy, my umbrella almost got swept away by the wind while walking my way back to college this afternoon. Not really in a good mood. I was having this bad PMS day which i usually did'nt feel anything like this before. Perhaps a nice hot bath will make my day.....but.......malasnyer.......waaa......
Brisbane
19...28
Rain and winds easing
It is still raining and i am feeling so lazy. The coldness make me lying on my bed through out the afternoon. Finished my class at 1 pm. It has been raining since the morning. It was really windy, my umbrella almost got swept away by the wind while walking my way back to college this afternoon. Not really in a good mood. I was having this bad PMS day which i usually did'nt feel anything like this before. Perhaps a nice hot bath will make my day.....but.......malasnyer.......waaa......
Thursday, March 4
Tuesday, March 2
Watashi wa FaZz desu. Doozo yoroshiku.
Currently Listening to: This Love ~ Maroon 5
I've done my second contact for my Japanese class this afternoon. Not bad for a first beginner like me. Well, this course was really really an unplanned plan. I never ever thought myself that i would ended up doing language course. Nevermind, it has been goin pretty well, just have to bear with the study load somehow. I'm getting excited to learn Japanese now. Gambatte!!! (is that rite??)
My IT course has not started yet, have to wait until thursday for the first lecture. I somehow rite now felt a bit scared about IT course. It's gonna be tougher than last year's. I just really really hate all this programming and database thing. But i promised to myself this year, i'm gonna make out the best of me!! I have to! If not, who knows what my future will be. Yeah, only God knows how......
I've done my second contact for my Japanese class this afternoon. Not bad for a first beginner like me. Well, this course was really really an unplanned plan. I never ever thought myself that i would ended up doing language course. Nevermind, it has been goin pretty well, just have to bear with the study load somehow. I'm getting excited to learn Japanese now. Gambatte!!! (is that rite??)
My IT course has not started yet, have to wait until thursday for the first lecture. I somehow rite now felt a bit scared about IT course. It's gonna be tougher than last year's. I just really really hate all this programming and database thing. But i promised to myself this year, i'm gonna make out the best of me!! I have to! If not, who knows what my future will be. Yeah, only God knows how......
Monday, March 1
ooppss..one more thing...i have uploaded some photos here....kindly take a few minutes to take a look at it...if u are interested anyway......if not....sukati aaaaaaaaaa......
The first day.....!!?
Currently Listening to: Through the rain ~ Mariah Carey
Mood:
Waaa....today is the first day of the semester. Look how fast the time really flies!! I still remember wondering how the 1st semester will be the last 3 months...So, i'll take these opportunities to wish all of u a very very good luck for this semester. I woke up quite early this morning, around 7 where i reckon that others are still sleeping. Me and my pc here are blasting with loud music at this fine morning. Well, i felt like a butterfly in my stomach bursting to go out, scared to go through this first day of skool....
Well, i'm not really happy with what elective subject that i chose for this semester. I was a bit sad because i was not allowed to take multimedia subject for my electives. And last nite was a bit painful for me because i just cannot make up my mind on what other subject else to take. So i'll probably just gamble myself and take Japanese language which is a 4 units subject. I'll probably change my mind later with all the electives.
I'm getting angry with my pc rite now, i cant install my Palm software, i just dunno why!!! it was keep on restarting windows...mengong aaa...!!!! i thought of calling Pak Hasin ...AGAIN..!!! arrgghh...malas tul nak call dia....
Dah aa...nak mandi........ \(^o^)/
Mood:
Waaa....today is the first day of the semester. Look how fast the time really flies!! I still remember wondering how the 1st semester will be the last 3 months...So, i'll take these opportunities to wish all of u a very very good luck for this semester. I woke up quite early this morning, around 7 where i reckon that others are still sleeping. Me and my pc here are blasting with loud music at this fine morning. Well, i felt like a butterfly in my stomach bursting to go out, scared to go through this first day of skool....
Well, i'm not really happy with what elective subject that i chose for this semester. I was a bit sad because i was not allowed to take multimedia subject for my electives. And last nite was a bit painful for me because i just cannot make up my mind on what other subject else to take. So i'll probably just gamble myself and take Japanese language which is a 4 units subject. I'll probably change my mind later with all the electives.
I'm getting angry with my pc rite now, i cant install my Palm software, i just dunno why!!! it was keep on restarting windows...mengong aaa...!!!! i thought of calling Pak Hasin ...AGAIN..!!! arrgghh...malas tul nak call dia....
Dah aa...nak mandi........ \(^o^)/
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